Jhandu toh ayese sidha huaa hai jaise danda,,, e sabke dukh dard pehchan shakta hai,, isiliye parosan koo yoga training dene jaa raha hain,,, karega toh maa(माँ) kee khushi k liye kaheen niche se bi khus na hoo jaye.... kehte hai na yoga se hi hoga... are vo bikni wala baba.... ab sala laundo koo suna thaa late night cabel pe neeli waali picture dekhte hue.. halanki hiyan toh mata jee bi kachhi nili-pilli karne pe tuli huyi hai... aisa thori na sahi lagta hai ungli-wungli karna chahiye thaa, ab sukhe-sukhe nikal gyaa batao....
5th episode
roj ki tarah hi subah subah me 5 baje se pehle uth gyaa. mooh dhoya fresh huaa or phir half pant or ganji pahan kr angan mai exercise karne laga. ek ghanta achhe se exercise kiya or khoob pasina bahaya. fir jb exercise khatm huaa to upar dekha to balcony se panvi aunty muze hi dekh rahi thi. shayad maira intejar kr rahi thi kab meri exercise khatm hoo tab me unko exercise karau. or me phir seedhiyon se chadh kr chat pr chala gyaa. or aunty bi aa gyi halanki aaj yoga mat nahee laayi thi.
me-aunty ab kamar or jangho kaa dard kaisa hain.
panvi aunty-beta ab dard dheere dheere kam to hoo raha hain.
me thik hain aunty ab aapka sarir thoda sa free hoo gyaa hain to aaj or thoda jada exercise karenge thik hain.
panvi aunty-beta pichle ek hafte se daily kr rahe hain ek din break le lete hain .
me-thik hain aunty to aap aaj aram kijiye me chalta hoon.
aunty-thodi der ruko na dekho chat pe kitni achhi thandi thandi hawa aa rahi hain.
me-haan hawa to chat pe achhi aati hain.
panvi aunty-beta ek baat bolu.
me-boliye aunty.
panvi aunty-beta tum muze maaf kr dena.
me-kisliye aunty.
panvi aunty-me jb bi tumhe dekhti thi tum humesha awara gardi karte rahte the kabhi padhayi bi nahee karte the to muze lagta thaa tum bahoot hi kharab ladke hoo halanki me wrong thi. tum sachme bahoot achhe ladke hoo tum lakho mai ek hoo lakhon mai ek. tum humesha ayese hi apni maa(माँ) kaa dhyan rakhna. tumhare pitaji k gujar jane k baad hume laga thaa maya ji toot kr bikhar jayegi halanki sachme tumne na kewal unko sambhala hain balki khusiya bi di hain. humesha ayese hi apni maa(माँ) kaa khyal rakhna or sabke saath achhe se rahna. beta duniya mai bahoot gum hain or bahoot se ayese log hain joo us gum koo or badhate hain halanki tum ayese ladke hoo joo sabke gum koo khushi mai badal dete hoo.
aunty yeh sab bole jaa rahi thi or me apne past mai pahuch gyaa jb maa(माँ) bahoot dukhi raha karti thi or me bewkoof apni hi duniya mai mast rahta thaa. sachme me bahoot ghatiya insaan thaa halanki ab me bi khush hoon ki na kewal maa(माँ) khush hain balki panvi aunty bi meri tarif kr rahi hain. or me panvi aunty koo dekhne laga.
jaise hi me unke chehre koo dekha to ek ajib sa dukh unke chehre pr bi dikha or me sochne laga ki yeh itni dukhi kyon hain. inke to sohar hain. bachhe settled hain phir inko kya gum hain.
me panvi aunty kaa haath pakda or bola-aunty aap bahoot dukhi lag rahi hoo kyaa baat hain. mene bss itna hi bola ki aunty to mere gale hi lag gyi or sisak sisak kr rone lagi.
aunty rote hue bolne lagi-sachme tum kitne achhe hoo muze dekhkar hi samajh gaye me dukhi hoon. tum to rana (aunty k sohar) se bi achhe hoo. vo mere sohar hain phir bi iss baat koo nahee samajh paaye or tum samajh gaye.
me-kya baat hain aunty.
aunty-dekho na beta 15 din hoo gaye abhi tak mere bete ne muze phone nahee kiya muze bahoot yaad aati hain uski. or vo mujhse baat bi nahee kr raha.
me-aap roiye nahee aap apna phone laiye me baat karata hoon.
aunty turant meri baat sunkar khush hoo gyi or apne ashoo pochte hue turant apna phone le aayi.
me aunty koo bola-aunty aap 10 minut k liye niche haal mai chale jaiye muze aapke bete se kuch baat karna hain. me unko kuch samjha dunga uske baad vo humesha aapse baat karenge.
aunty khush hokar boli-sach mai.
me-haan aunty aap apne ashoon poch lijiye mooh dho lijiye tab tak mai me aata hoon phone lekar niche.
aunty meri baat sunkar chali gyi.
muze bahoot gussa aa raha thaa panvi aunty k bete pr. vo mangluru mai job karta thaa halanki laparwaah hoo gyaa thaa apne maa(माँ) koo lekar jaisa me pehle thaa. or me yeh kabhi nahee chahunga ki joo mere saath huaa vo kisi k bi saath hoo. isliye me phone laga diya. ek baar ring huaa usne nahee uthaya phir mene call kiya phir usne nahee uthaya to me lagatar 15-16 baar ussko call kiya tab vo udhar se uthaya or gusse mai bola-kya baat hain maa(माँ) subah subah hi pareshan kr rahi hoo aapko pata nahee hain kitna kaam rahta hain humko aapko to bss phone mila hain to call kr kr k humko bss preshan kr rahi hoo.
me jaise hi yeh suna maira to para or chadh gyaa or aisa to thaa nahee ki me koi doodh kaa dhula huaa ladka hoon. ulta me to vo badmash hoon jisne bahoot saare kand karke sabki saja bhugat kr bhagwan ki madad se or maa(माँ) k ashirvaad se wapas aa gyaa hoon.
me-sun be lajja(shame) nahee aata apni maa(माँ) se ayese baat karte hue. saale aisa koun sa kaam karta hain ki 10 din mai tuze 10 minut nahee milta apni maa(माँ) se baat karne koo.
udhar se vo bola-koun hain be tu or maa(माँ) kaa phone tere pass kese.
me-mar gyi tumhari maa(माँ) samjha . mene hi chaku mara hain. tu magluru mai jiski choot mai ghusa huaa hain na wahi ghusa rah. ek baar choot kya mil gyaa maa(माँ) dad koo bhool gyaa tu. saale harami saram naam ki chij nahee hain tum mai. tumhari maa(माँ) roj roti rahti thi ki maira beta mujhse baat nahee karta maira beta mujhse baat nahee karta maar diya usko. jhanjhat hi khatam. yeh sunkar to panvi aunty k bete k ashoon nikal gyaa or vo phone pr hi rone lag gyaa.
me-sun tumhari maa(माँ) mari nahee hain halanki agar tu ek do din or baat nahee karta na us se to vo mar hi jati. manta hoon tuze kaam rahta hain halanki maa(माँ) k liye bi vaqt nikala kr nahee to ek din tu isi tarah rota rah jayega jaise aaj ro raha hain. ruko tumhari maa(माँ) koo phone deta hoon vo bahoot dukhi hain achhe se baat karna. yeh bolkar me mobile lekar niche kamare(room) mai aa gyaa or phone panvi aunty koo de diya. uske baad to maa(माँ) bete adhe ghante baat karte rah gaye. or me bss unko dekhta raha. unka murjhaya huaa chehra ek khusnuma chehre mai badal gyaa or me unko ishare se bol diya ki me ghr jaa raha hoon. vo muze rukne kaa ishara ki halanki me unko ishare se bata diya ki me baad mai aaunga. or me apne ghr chala aaya.
me khushi khushi hall mai ghusa jahan maa(माँ) pehle se khadi thi or kamare(room) koo dekh rahi thi.
me-kya huaa maa(माँ) kya dekh rahi hoo.
maa(माँ)-beta dekho ghr bahoot ganda hoo gyaa hain sab saman idhar udhar hain. pehle pita ji daan pind mai saman idhar udhar huaa phir meena ki shaadi mai or saman idhar udhar hoo gyaa or ab tak sameta nahee gyaa hain. phir do din baad se tumhara school chalu hoo jayega to tu bi or busy hoo jayega. aaj to tu khali hi hain to aaj sab saaf karte hain.
me-thik hain maa(माँ). pehle breakfast banate hain.
maa(माँ)-breakfast bnaa diya hain. ab khana hain or kaam pr lag jana hain.
me maa(माँ) k gaal pakadkar bola-matlab poori taiyari kr li hoo khana khila kr majdoor bnaa kr kaam karwaogi apne bete se.
maa(माँ) bi mere gaalo koo pakad kr boli-tu nahee karega to or koun karega. mujhse akele to hoo bi nahee payega.
me-thik hain maa(माँ) pehle kha leta hoon.
uske baad hum maa(माँ) bete milkar breakfast kr liye. phir tay huaa ek ek karke sab kamare(room) saaf karenge or saare saman joo idhar udhar hain un sabko thik se rakh denge. or phir hum dono lag gaye. pehle haal koo achhe se saaf kiya bedsheet, pillow cover sab bi dhone k liye balti mai daal diya or achhe se kamare(room) koo me jhadu lagaya or maa(माँ) pocha lagane jaa rahi thi halanki me unse pocha lekar khud kamare(room) saaf kiya tab tak maa(माँ) sab rak k kitab copy thik kr di or jhaad di. isi tarah ek ek karke sab kamare(room) saaf karne mai dopahar k 1 baj gaye halanki abhi bi batroom saaf karna bacha thaa. or bhookh bi lag gyaa thaa.
me maa(माँ) se apne pet koo pakad kr bola-maa(माँ) kuch khane koo milega ya din bhar me majdoor hi bnaa rahoonga.
maa(माँ)-beta khichdi bnaa hain kha lete hain phir kaam karenge.
me-yeh kab bnaa.
maa(माँ)-subah hi bnaa diya thaa. tumne dhyan nahee diya.
me-waah matlab sab taiyari kr li gyi hain aaj.
maa(माँ)-chalo natak mat karo or aao khate hain.
phir hum dono khana khaye. me bartan dhone gyaa tab tak maa(माँ) sab kapde jama kr li.
me jb bathroom mai dekha to aisa lag raha thaa jaise poora batroom bhar k kapda hoo. mere saare kapde. maa(माँ) k saare kapde. or sab kamare(room) k bedsheet towel pillowcover, curtain mat, shocks sab maa(माँ) ne daal diya thaa.
me-itna sara kese dhulega.
maa(माँ)-haath se or kese.
me-me dho deta hoon.
maa(माँ)-nahee rahne do me dhoti hoon na.
me-nahee me dho dunga.
maa(माँ)-arey beta me dho dungi tumko madad karna hi hain to joo kapde me dhote jaungi un sabko tum paani mai saaf kr karke tangte jana angan or balcony mai . dhoop achha hain to jaldi hi sukh jayega.
me janta thaa maa(माँ) to manegi nahee ki me kapde dho doon isliye me maan gyaa ki kapde saaf pani mai dho kr tang dunga kam se kam itna to help kr hi skata hoon. phir maa(माँ) apni saree bi khol di or blouse petikot mai baithkar achhe se kapde dhone lagi. me bi achhe se unke dhoye hue kapde saaf pani mai dho dho kr angan mai dalne laga. jb angan mai jagah khatm hoo gyaa to balcony mai tangne laga. phir itne kapde the ki balcony mai bi jagah khatm hoo gyaa. me socha kyon na pnvi aunty se puch kr chat pr kapde daal doon. isliye me panvi aunty k pass gyaa. to vo muze dekhte hi khush hoo gyi.
panvi aunty-yeh kya huaa hain poora bhige hue hoo.
me phir apne aap koo dekha to sachme me bhiga huaa thaa. maira half pant bhig chuka thaa paani se or ganji bi.
me-vo kapde dho raha thaa na to bhig gyaa. muze kuch kapde sukhane the chat pr sukha loon.
panvi aunty-arey beta yeh bi koi puchne ki baat hain aram se sukha lo.
me-chat to aapka hain na isliye socha pooch loon.
panvi aunty-haan beta aram se sukha lo.
phir me baaki k kapde chat pe daal diya. in sab mai shaam k 5 baj gaye. uske baad maa(माँ) batroom bi saaf ki me maa(माँ) koo bolta raha me kr dunga halanki maa(माँ) nahee mani or phir nahane lagi. isme 6 baj gyaa.
me intejar karne laga ki maa(माँ) nahayegi uske baad me bi nahaunga.
phir jb maa(माँ) naha dho kr nikli phir me bi nahaya. aaj to vaqt kaa pata hi nahee chala shaam k 7 baj gaye. me jb naha kr nikla to dekha maa(माँ) bed pr so chuki thi. shayad din bhar k kaam k baad thak kr so gyi thi. me maa(माँ) koo jagana sahi nahee samjha or apne se hi pehle sabji banaya . ab muze roti banana aata to nahee thaa halanki maa(माँ) koo dekha bahoot baar thaa to usi hisab se aatta guth kr roti banaya. roti gol to nahee bnaa kabhi bharata kaa naksha to kabhi chin k nakshe jaisa roti bnaa. in sabme raat 9 baj gyaa. maa(माँ) abhi bi so rahi thi halanki maa(माँ) lag bahoot pyaari rahi thi to socha thodi der or sone de dete hain. waise thakan to muze bi hoo gyaa thaa. phir jb 9:30 huaa to me maa(माँ) koo jagaya.
maa(माँ) jagte hi boli-kitna wakt hoo gyaa.
me-9:30
maa(माँ)-itna wakt hoo gyaa. uthaya kyon nahee tu dekho ab khana banane mai late hoo jayega.
me-maa(माँ) khana bnaa diya hain chalo kha lo.
maa(माँ) mere saath table pr aayi- me khana nikal diya.
maa(माँ) roti dekhi-maa(माँ) arey waah tu aaj roti banaya hain.
me or maa(माँ) khane lage. roti thoda sakt ban gyaa thaa.
me-maa(माँ) roti kharab hain na.
maa(माँ)-arey bahoot achha hain tu aaj pahli baar banaya hain phir bi itna achha hain. me jb pahli baar banayi thi to roti jal jal k papad hoo gyaa thaa. meri maa(माँ) humko bahoot dati thi.
me-achha tab to pitayi bi mila hoga.
maa(माँ)-tuze bada khushi hoo raha hain.
me-aisi baat nahee hain bss aap muze dat te rahti hoo na isliye.
maa(माँ)-khana achha bnaa hain ab kha lo.
phir humdono khana khaye or khana humara jaise hi khatm huaa kadkad kaddddddddddddddddd karte hue bijli chamka or light chali gyi or phir barish bi suru hoo gyaa.
maa(माँ)-beta kapde sab bahar hi hain sab bhig jayega.
phir kya thaa andhere mai hi me or maa(माँ) pehle bhag bhag kr emergency light dhundhe or phir bhig bhig kr saare kapde andar kiye. itna sara kapda thaa or barish bi achanak se tej huaa jiske chalte do char kapdo koo chod kr baaki to kaafi bhig gaye saath hi mere or maa(माँ) k kapde bi bhig gaye. or hum saare kapde haal mai mere hi bed pr jama kr diye. or kuch der bhige kapde mai hi baithe rahe. karib 15 minut baad jb light aayi tab hum saare kapde koo haal mai hi idhar udhar bicha diye taki raat mai pankhe se kuch sukh jaye.
maa(माँ)-beta tu bi kapde badal le tumhara kapda bhig gyaa hain. raat bi hain barish bi hoo raha hain. tabiyat kharab hoo jayega.
phir me apna kapda dhundhne laga halanki aaj to maa(माँ) maira ek set chodkar sab dho di thi. kuch bacha hi nahee thaa or aaj dhoop achha thaa to socha hi nahee thaa ki barish hongi or usme bi me bhig jaunga.
me-maa(माँ) kapde to sab bhig gaye hain.
to maa(माँ) ek patla wala toliya thaa muze diya joo sukh chuka thaa.
maa(माँ)-ise hi pahan le.
me-maa(माँ) halanki .
maa(माँ)-to or kya karega raat bhar bhige kapdo mai rahega to tabiyat kharab hoo jayega. kahin jada tabiyat bigad gyaa to doctor kaa kharcha alag se hoga.
me bi socha yeh sahi hain or aisa nahee hain ki yeh pahli baar hain. me jb bi nahata hoon uske baad to yeh hi to pahanta hoon. isliey me apne saare kapde utar diye. ganji or underwear bi kyonki vo bi bhig gyaa thaa. or patla wala toliya lapet liya achhe se.
ab maa(माँ) kaa bi kapda bhig chuka thaa to unke pass bi kapda nahee thaa. vo bahoot dhunhdi tab unko ek purana nighty mil gyaa. yeh ek sleevless nighty thaa. to maa(माँ) batroom mai jakar apne saare kapde utarkar nighty pahan li. unke bi panty or bra bhig gyi thi to vo bi utar di.
phir ab baari aayi sone ki. to me hall mai dekha to sab jagah kapda hi kapda thaa. or maira bed bi thoda sa bhig gyaa thaa kyonki uspar humne bhige hue kapde joo rakhe the.
maa(माँ)-yahan to bed bi thoda bhig gyaa hain or kapda bi bahoot sara hain. tu mere saath so jaa.
me-thik hain. uske baad hum dono maa(माँ) k kamare(room) mai aa gaye.
maa(माँ)-ruko thoda aaj kaa news dekh lete hain. or maa(माँ) TV chalu ki thoda der news dekhi idhar me bi news dekhte dekhte hi so gyaa ki tabhi light phir se chala gyaa. or maa(माँ) bi so gyi.
maa(माँ)-beta kapde
vo saari galtiyan sudhar raha hai joo bi usne apne pichhli zindagi mai kiye the, waise bi fayda kya is tohfe kaa... jb uske sahi se ussko bi na kiya jaye toh ... panvi aunty koo dekh k iski maa(माँ) k sthithi(condition) yaad aa gaye,, kisi time vo bi aisi hi zindagi kaat rahi hogi... halanki iske mile wardan ne unki zindagi k gum koo darwaja kr diye... Yeh saari cheeje apni maa(माँ) se hi jor k dekh raha hai,,, halanki itne din hoo gaye isne na toh apni behen kee samachar(news) lee.. na hi iske bhaio ne inki koi samachar(news) lee... vo bi baaki beto jaise apni maa(माँ) koo apni zindagi mai aage badhte pechhe chhor gaye hai... Aaj raat kee baarish ne toh inke tan koo bhingo diye.. kaheen man bi na bhingo de...