yeh story poori tarah ek kalpanik kahani hain. aisa real duniya mai kabhi nahee hota hain. joo bi iss story koo pahde keval(only) or keval(only) manoranjan k tour pr padhe or aisi soch koo kabhi bi reality mai na lane ki kosis kare.
1st episode
chapter 1
past present and future
yeh story hain meri. maira naam hain raj kumar halanki pyaar se sab log muze raja raja hi bulate hain. me bachpan se hi bahoot hasmukh ladka thaa. humehsa khushaal rahta thaa halanki meri bhagya shayad utni achhi nahee thi jitna me sochta thaa or chahta thaa. mere family mai me sabse chota thaa. mujhse bade tin log the jisme se ek sister or do bhaiya the. mere papa gaav k school mai teacher the or humlog bachpan se gaav mai hi padhayi likhai kiye the. halanki din tab badla jb mere papa koo posting sahar mai hoo gyaa. chuki gaav mai me pahdne mai kamjor thaa to sahar mai muze do class demote karke admission mila jisse maira manobal or toot gyaa. halanki mere bhai padhne mai bahoot achha thaa. or sister bi thik thak hi thi. phir dheere dheere vaqt aage badhne laga. me kisi tarah bahoot muskil se padhayi kiya halanki 10th mai fail hoo gyaa. or isi year mere bade bhai ki noukari lag gyi ek software company mai vo bi chennai mai. idhar me phir se dusri year pahdayi kiya to 10th muskil se 1st division pass kr gyaa halanki meri ijjat ghr mai or mohalle mai ab naa k barabar hi thi. na muze bhailog ijjat dete the na hi sister. or vaqt chlata chala gyaa. or 6 mahine baad mere dusray bhai ki bi noukari dilli k ek private company mai hoo gyaa halanki vaqt tab or bi bura hoo gyaa jb me class 11th k final exam aane wale the. yeh din meri jindagi se bhulaye nahee bhulta kyonki yeh din thaa 15th january 2010 jb me school se haste khelte ghr aaya or agle din se ek mahine ki chutti thi mere exam k taiyari k liye halanki jb me ghr aaya to humari duniya hi ujad chuki thi. hamare pita kaa aaj k din dehant hoo chuka thaa. poore ghr mai matam kaa mahol thaa. phir dheere dheere sab ristedaar log aane lage phir pooja paath or daan punya yeh sab karyakarm agle 15 din chala. chuki meri sister ki shaadi tay hoo chuki thi or or mere jijaji k gharwale bahoot pressure de rahe the or sister bi jid kr rahi thi isliye ek mahine k andar hi shaadi mandir mai karani padi. jisse muze bahoot gussa aaya. kyonki abhi sister koo maa(माँ) k pass rahna chahiye thaa halanki vo apne sasuraal chali gyi or mere bhailog bi apne apne noukari pr. mere dono bhai chote chote private company mai kaam karte the jiske chalte unki salary bi bahoot kam thi isliye vo log paisa bi bahoot kam hi bhej paate the. maira exam suru hoo gyaa halanki maira exam bahoot hi boora gyaa. meri maa(माँ) humesha mujhse kaha karti thi ki beta tu mehnat kr. dekhna ek din tu bahoot bada aadmi banega halanki us vaqt muze maa(माँ) ki baat samajh mai hi nahee aati thi. me bss ghumne khelne mai hi laga raha. dheere dheere vaqt bitne laga or me kisi tarah 12th pass kr gyaa phir me bi ek private company mai kaam karne lag gyaa majdoor ban kar.or vaqt bit ta chala gyaa phir do year baad mere bade bhai ki shaadi hoo gyi or maa(माँ) bade bhai k pass rahne lagi. me year mai ek baar bss maa(माँ) se mil leta thaa phir dusray bhai ki bi shaadi hoo gyi or me apna kaam karta raha ki ek baar me maa(माँ) se milne gyaa. iss baar maa(माँ) ki tabiyat bahoot kharab thi. maa(माँ) hospital mai thi.
me maa(माँ) se mila-maa(माँ) ne muze bss itna hi bola ki beta bada aadmi jaroor ban na. maira bss yahi ek sapna hain. maa(माँ) ne yeh baat ro kr kaha or yeh baat mere hardiya(heart) mai utar gyaa. uske baad jb me sahar aaya or majdoori karne laga halanki maa(माँ) ki baate humesha mere dimag mai ghumti rahti thi. or mene soch liya ki me aage padhunga or me phir ghr se hi part wakt mai graduation complete kiya ab tak meri umar 26 year hoo chuka thaa. maa(माँ) bhai k saath hi rahti thi ab bhai log ki bi salary pehle se kaafi achhi hoo gyi thi. idhar muze aage padhne kaa ek mouka mila. mene ek exam diya jiske baad muze iit se phd kaa offer aaya. usme vo log paise bi dete the. yeh sunkar me bahoot khush hoo gyaa or iit mai padhne laga. jb me wahan gyaa to dekha bahoot log ias ki taiyari kr rahe the. mene pucha yeh ias kya hota hain tab ek lakde ne muze bataya ki ias kya hota hain uske baad to 2 year me keval(only) padhta hi raha pahdta hi raha. din bhar colz ki padhayi or raat mai ias ki padhai or akhirkaar 2 year baad maira selection hoo gyaa ias mai. me bahoot khush huaa.pehle me socha maa(माँ) koo phone karke batata hoon phir socha nahee samne se jakar bataunga or me train pakda or apne bhai k pass chennai gyaa. jb wahan gyaa to pata chala sablog gaav gaye hue hain. to me wahan se phir se train pakda or gaav aa gyaa. me bahoot khush thaa or me gaav mai bss stand pr utarte hi khushi se doudte hue apne ghr aaya. or jaise hi ghr mai ghusa samne kaa najara dekh kr me wahi gir gyaa. me apni chaati peet peet kr rone laga. kyonki saamne meri maa(माँ) or sister dono kaa sarir thaa joo iss duniya koo chod chuka thaa. me khoob rone laga ki tabhi piche se kuch logo ki awaj mere kaan mai padi. kuch log apas mai baat kr rahe the.
ek orat-dekho to kese rone kaa natak kr raha hain. itne saalon se iski maa(माँ) or sister kitni dukhi thi aaj tak to kabhi haal chal bi puchne nahee aaya or aaj dekho ayese ro raha hain jaise duniya ujad gyi hoo. tabhi dusri orat mere badi bhabhi ki taraf ishara karke boli-iss chudail koo hi dekh lo jb tak iski saas jinda thi ussko humesha taane marti rahi pareshan karti rahi or aaj dekho kese ro rahi hain.
tabhi dusri ausrat boli-iski choti bahu bi kam nahee hain mene to suna hain ek baar iski choti bahu ne isko dhakka tak de diya thaa or aaj dekho kese ro rahi hain.
phir vo orat boli-iski bahen kitni taklif mai thi sasuraal mai halanki tino bhai koo kabhi khyal nahee aaya or aaj dekho kese tino ro rahe hain.
yeh sab sunkar to muze aisa laga jaise kisi ne mere kaan mai lava daal diya hain. meri maa(माँ) or sister itni taklif mai thi halanki muze aajtak yeh baat pata tak nahee chala. thu hain muze aisa beta hone pr. bhale aaj mere pass iit kaa degree thaa. ias ki noukari thi. halanki naa aaj mere pass ek maa(माँ) thi naa dad or sister.or yeh do bhai or bhabhi bache hain joo keval(only) naam k hi bhai or bhabhi hain. muze apne aap se ghinn aane laga. or yeh sab baate sunkar mere dono bhai k sar bi niche the matlab joo yeh aurate bol rahi thi vo sahi thaa halanki me khud se pata lagane kaa socha or apne kuch ristedaaro se pata lagaya to joo bate me suna ussko sunkar to maira hardiya(heart) hi fat gyaa. mene kabhi apni jindagi mai bi nahee socha thaa ki meri maa(माँ) koo mere bhabhi log itne bure tarike se rakhenge or meri sister koo unke sasuraal wale itna bura treat karenge. aaj maira bhagwan se bharosa hi uth gyaa or iss duniya se bi. me socha ab jee kr kya karunga or me ghr se bhaga or apne hi gaav se darwaja ek khandahar k bich ek purana mandir thaa usme ek bahoot hi gahra talab thaa. me ek baar us mandir ki taraf dekha or ek baar akash ki taraf or bola-agar tu sach mai hain to muze ek mouka de de nahee to muze uthale ab nahee jiya jata iss jindagi mai or me kood gyaa us talab mai. maira poore srir mai pani bharne laga or me hath pair marne laga ki tabhi mere saamne ek ajib sa chehra aaya or bola-tune ek mouka manga thaa na chalo diya. . or phir achanak se me apne gate k pass khada thaa or mere ghr k pass bhid lagi huyi thi muze pata chala ki mere pitaji kaa Blood Pressure se dehant hoo gyaa hain. yeh sun ne k baad to me wahi gir gyaa. yeh kya huaa. kya sach mai bhagwan ne muze wapas se bhej diya hain ya koi sapna hain yeh. me khud koo chuti kaata khud koo thappad mara halanki yeh sach thaa. uparwale ne shayad meri fariyaad sun li. ya phir mere maa(माँ) ki fariyaad sun li hoo ya phir meri sister ki. ab kiski suni yeh to pata nahee halanki uparwale bhagwan ne khuda ne meri fariyaad sun li.
me maa(माँ) koo dekh kr rote hue bola-muze maaf kardo maa(माँ). muze maaf kardo. sab meri galti hain. sab meri galti hain.or me khud koo thappad marne laga .
meri maa(माँ) rote hue boli-beta joo bhagya mai hota hain vo hokar hi rahta hain chahe tum kuch bi kr lo. hum us vidhata k banaye lekh koo mita nahee sakte or phir hum maa(माँ) bete ek dusray se chipak kr rote rahe. aaj maa(माँ) k gale lagne pr muze joo sukoon mila thaa vo duniya mai kahin nahee thaa. kisi ne sach hi kaha hain kuch logo ki kimat hume unke chale jane k baad pata chalti hain. or me maa(माँ) k gale lagkar bahoot der tak rota raha or phir dheere dheere bahoot log aaye. bhai logo koo bi bata diya gyaa thaa. to vo log bi agle din aa gaye. uske baad phir pitaji kaa achhe se pind daan kiya gyaa. mene bi aaj se kasam khaa li ki joo galti me kr chuka hoon ussko sudharne kaa muze mouka mila hain or me apni maa(माँ) or sister koo itna pyaar dunga itna pyaar dunga ki yeh duniya kam pad jayegi. uske baad jb gaav mai sara kaam nipat gyaa tab bhailog apne apne job pr chale gaye or me sister or maa(माँ) wapas se sahar aa gaye.
ab aate hain introduction pr.
sabse pehle to aayega hero joo ki hoon me.
raj kumar-umar 19 year -dikhne mai thik thak. khel kood k karan sarir achhi bani huyi hain.
maya devi-umar 44 year-dikhne mai beautiful- halka savla rang.-sarir ki banwat bahoot achhi bilkul ek beautiful heroin ki tarah .
ajay-umar 23 year-yeh bi dekhne mai thik hain-channai mai ek software company mai job hain.
vijay-umar 23 year-yeh ajay se bss kuch minut kaa chota hain-dilli mai ek private company mai job hain.
meena kumari-sister -umar 21 year- yeh bi maa(माँ) ki tarah hi savli si hain halanki yeh thodi si moti hain.
ab sister kaa sasuraal
trivendra -umar 55 year sister kaa sasur
hema-umar 50 year did ki saas. dikhne mai kaali or moti bi.
amar-umar 30 year sister k sohar.hamare jijaji.
vina-umar 27 year amar ki choti bahen -yeh bi dikhne mai kaali hain or thodi moti bi.
2nd episode
life starts again
ab aaiye ek baar hum aapko apne ghr k baare bata de. humara ghr ek chota sa sarkari quarter jaisa thaa jisme aage ek boundary thi or thoda jagah thaa phir andar ek haal thaa phir ek choti si galary jiske ek side kitchen or batroom to dusray side ek kamare(room) thaa. or last mai choti si balkony. humara ek chota sa aprtment jaisa thaa jisme ek saath 4 flat lage hue the. phir kuch doori pr school thaa jahan papa kaam kiya karte the. iss flat mai ek side ground floor pr hum log rahte the hamare samne wale mai ek or baaki do log upar the. quarter number bi usi hisab se 1 2 3 4 thaa.
quarter number 1 humara thaa.
quarter number 2 mai mr syam shukla umar 45 hindi k teacher
unki patni arpana shukla umar 40 dikhne mai ek sadharan si mahila.
or unka beta bittu rahta thaa joo hamare hi umra kaa thaa.
quarter number 3 mai mr rana k sri umar 50 english teacher
unki patni miss panvi k sri umar 47 . yeh bi dikhne mai ek typikal south indian lady thi.
or unka beta thaa joo mangluru mai rahta thaa.
quarter number 4 mai mr uttam banaerjee umar 50 year yeh history k teacher the
unki patni sadhna banerjee umar 45 year. yeh ek mast lady thi. ankhon mai chasma lagati thi.
inka beta job karta thaa or beti priya dilli mai padh rahi thi.
yeh charo family kaa apas mai thode close the
me or maa(माँ) or sister ab sahar aa chuke the. or abhi hamare yahan aaye ek hi din huaa thaa ki agle din trivendra ji hamare ghr aaye. me hall k bahar gallary mai khada thaa or unki baate sun ne laga.
trivendra-dekhiye hum chahte hain ki jaldi se jaldi hamare bete ki shaadi hoo jaye.waise bi vo 30 year kaa hoo gyaa hain. hum or late nahee karna chahte.
maa(माँ)-hum aapki baat samajhte hain halanki aap hi samajhiye abhi hum iss sthithi(condition) mai nahee hain .
trivendra-dekhiye hum to bss yahi chahte hain ki jaldi shaadi hoo jaye .agar aap haa bol de to hum mandir mai bi shaadi karne koo ready hain.
ab maa(माँ) kya bolti.
maa(माँ)-muze bss 1-2 din kaa vaqt de dijiye.
trivendra-thik hain ab me chalta hoon.
uske baad trivendra ji chale gaye. yeh baat mene bi suni or sister ne bi.
or sister maa(माँ) k pass chali gyi.
maa(माँ)-me kya kroon muze samajh hi nahee aa raha.
sister-maa(माँ) meri shaadi kara do.
maa(माँ)-halanki.
sister-maa(माँ) dekho ayese bi ghr mai ab paise hain nahee. agar yeh shaadi toot gyi to phir me aaplogon pr bojh hi ban jaungi. me aaplogon pr bojh nahee ban na chahti yeh bolkar sister maa(माँ) k gale lag k rone lagi. or me joo gallary mai khada thaa mere bi ankhon mai ashoon aa gaye or me khud koo kosne laga ki mene apni sister koo kitna wrong samjha thaa. kash me us din friends k saath bahar na gyaa hota to muze pata hota ki sister ne yeh kyon kiya. or me kabhi sister se naraj na hota.
me sister ki shaadi us ghr mai hone nahee dena chahta thaa kyonki muze pata thaa ki vo log sister koo aaj se 2-3 year baad pareshan karenge halanki abhi hamare pass koi upay bi nahee thaa. aaj me khud koo majboor samajh raha thaa. phir bi me apne aap koo majboot kiya or wahan se dusray kamare(room) mai chala gyaa. kuch der baad sister bi us kamare(room) mai aayi.
sister jaise hi us kamare(room) mai aayi me sister k gale lag gyaa.
sister-kya huaa raja . tu ro kyon raha hain.
me-kya karoon sister dekho na me itna nikamma hoon ki apne sister k liye kuch nahee kr saka. or aapko humari wajah se mandir mai shaadi karna pad raha hain.
sister-tuze meri chinta huyi yahi mere liye bahoot hain. warna bachpan k baad to tu bi mujhse darwaja hi hota chala gyaa. dekho na dono bhai hain vo bi ab bahar hi rahte hain. papa the to vo bi ab nahee rahe. ab tum or maa(माँ) hi to hoo mere sahare.
me-sister aap mujhse ek wada karo.
sister-kya.
me-aapko apne sasuraal mai koi bi dikkat hoo to aap muze bataogi.
sister-thik hain raja.
me-ayese nahee pehle mere sar pr haath rakhkar kasam khao ki aapko sasuraal mai koi bi dikkat hongi to aap sabse pehle muze bataoge.
sister muze pyaar se dekhne lagi.
sister-kya tu itna pyaar karta hain mujhse.
me-aapko nahee pata sister aap mere liye kitni ahmiyat rakhti hoo.aap mai meri jaan basti hain.ab aap wada karo.
sister mere sar pe haath rakhti hain or bolti hain-me wada karti hoon mere raja bhai ki muze koi bi kaisi bi dikkat hongi to tumko sabse pehle bataungi or jaroor bataungi.
me-haan or yeh bi wada karo ki apne hardiya(heart) mai koi bi dukh dard chupa kr nahee rakhogi.
sister-haan apne hardiya(heart) mai chupa kr kuch nahee rakhungi.koi dard koi gum nahee. thik hain.
muze sister k mooh se yeh sun ne k baad thodi si tasallli huyi .
me-me gar 6 mahine mai aapse milne aaunga thik hain.
sister-haan baba thik hain pehle meri shaadi to hoo jane de. or sister muze jor se gale se laga li.
uske baad me kitchen mai gyaa jahan maa(माँ) bartan dho rahi thi.
me-maa(माँ) me bartan dho deta hoon.
maa(माँ)-arey beta me dho dungi.
halanki me jabran wahan gyaa or maa(माँ) kaa hath pakad k basin se dhula k dusray taraf kiya or khud bartan dhone laga. muze aisa karte dekh maa(माँ) k ankhon mai ashoon aa gyaa.
me-kya huaa maa(माँ).
maa(माँ)-kuch nahee bss soch rahi hoon tu 2 din mai kitna badal gyaa hain re.
me-aapko pasand nahee kya maa(माँ) maira badalna.
maa(माँ) muze turant gale laga li or apne ashoon koo poch kr boli-nahee re muze to tu har haal mai pasand hain. maira raja beta hain tu.
or me saare bartan dho diya maa(माँ) bss khade khade muze dekhte rahi. phir maa(माँ) baki dono bhai se baat karke sister ki shaadi ki date tay kr di. uske baad hum sab phir se gaav gaye. gaav mai sablog jama huaa. or sister ki shaadi mandir mai huyi . gaav k bahoot se log ulti sidhi baate kr rahe the jaise ki dad k mare ek mahina bi nahee huaa or beti shaadi kr rahi hain. isi type k ulte sidhe baat. halanki me un baato pr dhyaan nahee diya or sister koo vida karte vaqt bi bola ki unko jb bi kisi bi chij ki jarurat hoo to muze jaroor yaad kare. phir kuch din bhai sister k sasuraal mai rahkar bi aaye phir sab chije normal hone laga or me maa(माँ) k saath sahar lout gyaa. abhi bi hamare pitaji kaa quarter hamare pass thaa joo hume or tin salon k liye mila huaa thaa. mere bi 10 din baad final k exam the to me khoob man lagakar padhne laga or maa(माँ) k kaam mai madad bi kr deta thaa. me jb bi baith kr padhta rahta to maa(माँ) muze bss dekhti rahti thi. or muze in dino kuch ajib sa laga. muze aisa lagne laga thaa jaise me logo k chehere pahchan paa raha hoon. matlab me jb bi bajar jata ya dukan jata ya ghr mai bi maa(माँ) kaa chehra dekhta to chehra dekh kr muze pata chal jaa raha thaa ki koun dukhi hain. koun khush hain. koun gusse mai hain. ya koun kuch wrong karne ki soch raha hain. muze laga shayad bhagvan ne muze yeh dekar bheja taki me apni maa(माँ) or sister kaa achhe se dekhbhaal kr saku.
or isi tarah 10 din nikal gaye. uske baad mere exam suru hue . maa(माँ) ne tika lagakar muze exam dene k liye bheja pehle din or maira exam bi bahoot achha gyaa isi tarah baaki exam me bahoot achhe se diya. saare papers achhe gaye. uske baad hume 10 din ki chutti mili.to me school se aate vaqt class 12th k book kharid liye. or jb ghr aaya to dekha maa(माँ) kamare(room) mai baithi huyi TV dekh rahi thi.
maa(माँ)-ab to eaxm khatm hoo gyaa na aao dekho achhi film de rahi hain. TV pr hera pheri film de raha thaa. me or maa(माँ) saath baithkar dekhe. aaj kai din baad me maa(माँ) koo haste hue dekha. muze bahoot khushi mil raha thaa. maa(माँ) to TV ki taraf dekh kr has rahi thi or me maa(माँ) koo dekhkar khush thaa. phir shaam huaa to bagal wali arpana or panvi aunty maa(माँ) k pass aayi phir kaafi der tak unki baate chlati rahi. me bi tab tak dusray kamare(room) mai jakar padhayi karne lag gyaa. isi mai shaam k 7 baj gaye. phir maa(माँ) kitchne mai aayi or aata guthne lagi to me bi kamare(room) se aa gyaa.
me-maa(माँ) aaj roti me bnaa deta hoon.
maa(माँ)-beta me bnaa lungi.
me-nahee maa(माँ) me banaunga.
maa(माँ)-nahee tum aram karo. kitne din maira kaam karoge.
me maa(माँ) koo bola-jindagi bhar maa(माँ). maa(माँ) ki madad to karni hi chahiye.
maa(माँ)-achha baba thik hain halanki pehle tum sabji banana sikho. yeh lo aalu isko kato. or maa(माँ) muze aalu de di. me dhyan se usko kaatne laga tabtak maa(माँ) roti banane lagi. phir jb me aalu kaat diya to maa(माँ) pyaaj tamatar yeh sab bi di.me sab kaat diya. phir maa(माँ) us se sabji banane lagi.me wahi khade hokar maa(माँ) koo sabji banate dekhta raha phir jb sabji ban gyaa tab hum dono saath baithkar khana khaye uske baad maa(माँ) sone chali gyi or me TV dekhne laga.
heavy dose, bhai sala dimmag hi bhanna gyaa itna shabkuchh hoo gyaa,, mai toh isse ek simple si incest kahani padhne nikla thaa... beparwah aksar log ayese hi rahte hai,, jb tak thokar na lage,, shabkuchh kiya apni maa(माँ) kii ikchha pura karne k liye halanki,,, shab bemol hoo gyaa, maa(माँ) or sister dono koo kho diya... halanki yeh dono mare kese is baat kaa jikra na huaa... Waise iski behen kaa rawaiyaa jara theek na lagee, dad koo mare din na hue or yeh shaadi karne k liye bechain thee... kuchh jyada hi aag lagee thee kya niche....
time ne tarash kha k issi doosri zindagi dee hai,, jisse yeh vo saari galtio se bach shakta hai, joo isne apne past kahe ya present kahe ya ek alternate future mai kiye thee.... Chalo bhabhio kaa charachter isse adavance mai maloom hoo gyaa hai,, ab kya vo waisi zindagi de payega joo isne socha thaa inke liye....