Maira(mera) Mohabbat Meri Sauteli Maa Aur Behen - Copied

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maira(mera) naam sameer hain….mai apne kamare(room) mai chair pr betha huaa thaa…bahar sehaan mai meri souteli behan najeeba charpai pr bethi apni kitab pr padh rahi thee….uss time meri umer 17 year thee…or mai 12th class mai padh raha thaa… najeeba uss time 9th class mai thee….uss pr jawani or husan is qadar chadha thaa ki, poocho mat…ek dam gora rang uski hight 5, 3 inch thee….samane orange color k kameez or white color k salwar pehane vo kissi apsara se kam nahee lag rahi thee…me apne kamare(room) mai chair pr betha huaa apni souteli behan k jism koo ghoor raha thaa…jee haan souteli behan….baat tab ki jab mene hosh sambhalana shuru kiya thaa….tab mere jindgi mai bhut khofnaak hadasa pesh aya…. Meri maa(ammi) k bike accident mai fout hoo gaye….time k sath -2 sab normal hone laga…

abbu Govt bank mai job karte thee…joo paas ki hee city mai thaa…mai subhe unke sath hee tayar hokar school jata….kyonki maira(mera) admission abu ne gaon k sarkari school mai naa karwa kr city k private school mai karwaya thaa….school se chutti k baad mai seedha bank hee chala jaya karta thaa….or uske baad sham koo abu k sath hee ghr fin se aata thaa….jindgi issi tarah gujar rahi thee….time ayese gujarta raha.. mai 7th class mai hoo chukka thaa…kai ristedaar abu koo dusri nikah karne k liye kafi time se jor laga rahe thee…lakin abbu kaa kehana thaa ki, jab tak mai appne aap koo sambhalane layak nahee hoo jata….vo dusri nikah k bare mai sochenge bhee nahee…

mai thoda bada hoo chukka thaa….abb mai khud akela school anne jane laga thaa…toh ristedaaro k baar -2 kehane pr abbu ne dusri nikah karne kaa fainsla kr liya.. mai school k baad bank naa jakar akela ghr aa jaya karta thaa….or khud hee akela subhe bss se school bhee jane laga thaa….isse abbu ki sardardi kafi had tak kam hoo chuki thee….kyonki pehale unhe bhee mere sath bank k wakt se pehale hee ghr se nikalana padhata thaa…jab mai 10th standard mai huaa toh, abbu or unke bank mai hee kaam karne wali ek widow orat k beech affair hoo gyaa….ristedaar bhee abbu koo dusray nikah karne k liye baar baar kehate thee…isliye unhone nazia naam ki uss widow se nikah kr lee…nazia meri souteli maa(ammi) bank mai unchi post pr thee…bala ki beautiful orat thee….uss samaye uski umer 30 year thee…jab uski or abbu k nikah hui thee….kai baar toh muze abbu ki bhagya se bhee jalan hone lagati thee…

khair abb kahani pr atte hain….me or najeeba ghr mai akele thee….hamare ghr mai peeche ki taraf do kamare thee…..ek side mai kitchen thaa….kitchen or kamare agge se barmade se cover thee….agge khula sehan thaa…or fir agge do kamare(room) or thee…jisme se ek drawing kamare(room) or dusra kamare(room) nazeeba kaa thaa…gate k dusri taraf batroom thaa….me apni hawas bhari nazaro se najeeba ki taraf dekh raha thaa…or najeeba bhee beech -2 mai sar utha kr mere taraf dekhati…or jab hum dono k nazare aaps mai milati toh vo Sharma kr nazare jhuka leti….halki ki abbu k nikah koo 2 year hoo chuke thee…or najeeba or nazia dono nikah k baad yaha rehane aa gaye thee….but pehale aisa kuch nahee huaa thaa….joo pichale chand dino se hoo raha thaa…

najeeba bhee bahanne bahane se mere taraf dekh kr smile kr rahi thee…uski nazaro mai bhut kuch chuppa huaa thaa….but humara rista aisa thaa ki, mai chhah kr bhee agge kadam nahee badha sakta thaa..aisa nahee thaa ki, uss samaye muze samaj nahee thee… samaj toh muze bhut pehale aa chuki thee…ki ek orat or mard k beech kaisa rista hota hain..or mai uski nazaro koo kuch had tak samaj bhee paa raha thaa…but pichale kuch dino mai aisa kuch kya hoo gyaa thaa…joo najeeba kaa muze dekhane kaa nazarya hee badal gyaa thaa….ye mere samaj se bahar thaa…vo muze pehale bhai keh kr bulati thee… but pichale kuch dino se mene apne liye uske mooh se bhai word nahee suna thaa…vo jab bhee mujse kuch poochane aati toh, keval(only) aap keh kr hee baat karti…

maslan aap koo khanna laa dun….aap chaye peenge…..ayese hee baat kr rahi thee…. but aisa kya alag hoo gyaa thaa…jisse najeeba kaa raiwya badal gyaa thaa…mai apne khalyon mai khoya huaa thaa ki, bahar darwaja bell baji….mene dekha najeeba ne apni book charpai pr rakhi or jab vo charpai se utarane lagee toh, vo mere kamare(room) k side ki taraf utari…waise vo dusri taraf se bhee utar skati thee…..charpai se utarane k baad usne apni kameez k pale koo neeche se pakad kr apni kameez koo neeche k taraf khencha…jisse uske mamme uske tang kameez mai or saaf shape mai nazar aane lagee….vo ayese react kr rahi thee….mano uska mere taraf dhayan hee naa hoo…

fir usne apna dupta charpai se uthaya or bahar jakar gate khola toh, muze bahar se rida ki awaz aye….abb ye rida kon hain….uske bare mai or uske pariwar k bare mai aap logo koo bata dun….baat abbu k dusri nikah se pehale ki hain….tab mai school se ghr aata or khanna kha kr apni gaali k yaaro friends k sath sarkari school k ground mai cricket khelane phunch jata..or jab abbu k anne kaa time hota toh usse thoda pehale hee ghr phunchata…jiska asraad mere padhai pr hone lagee thee…..September mai jab internal exam hue toh, mai buri tarah fail hoo gyaa….waise toh mai padhai mai shuru se hee tej thaa…but jab ye svatantrata(independence) mili thee….mene apni kitaabon koo utha kr nahee dekha thaa….jab abbu ne marks sheet dekhi toh abbu mujse sakhat naraz hue, or gussa bhee kiya….

Agle hee din jab mai school jane k liye tayar hoo raha thaa…..toh abbu ne mere liye ek naya farmaan jari kr diya…ki aaj se mai school se fin se anne k baad seedha abbu k mitr farook k ghr chala jaun…darsal abbu or farook kareebi mitr thee…farook k ghr mai uske biwi sumera or farook ki beti rida rehati thee….rida k nikah koo 3 year hoo chuke thee…uske do bache thee…joo ki twins thee….rida kaa pati gulf mai job karta thaa…takreeban ek year pehale rida kaa pati farook k bête koo bhee apne sath lee gyaa thaa…..rida ki nikah jiss ghr mai hui thee….unki family bhut badi thee… rida k pati k 4 bhai or thee….issliye jab rida kaa bhai apne jija k sath abroad gyaa toh, rida yaha aa gaye….uske sasural waalo ne bhee koi etraaj nahee kiya thaa…rida uss time hamare gaon mai sabse jayada educated thee….usne English mai bachelor’s kiya huaa thaa….isi wajhe se abbu ne muze ye farmaan sunaya thaa…mano jaise kissi ne mere svatantrata(independence) mujse cheen lee thee….pr saayad abbu nahee janate thee ki, vo muze kiss daldal mai dakhel rahe hain….aisa daldaal jisne mere jehan mai sabhi riste naato koo khatam kr diya…me is dunaya mai keval(only) ek hee riste koo sach manane laga thaa…or vo thaa marad or orat kaa rista….

Sumera farook ki dusri biwi thee….uski pehali biwi kaa intkaal hoo chukka thaa…jab rida 6 year ki hui thee….toh badi musklyon k baad rida ki maa(ammi) dusri baar pregnant hui. but pregnancy mai kuch complication hone k wajhe se naa toh rida ki maa(ammi) bach saki or naa hee bacha bach saka….ristedaro k baar -2 kehanae or jor dene pr farook ne apni hee saali sumera se nikah kr lee…kyonki sumera k ghr wale nahee chathe thee ki, unki bachi k akhari nishani koo kissi tarah ki muskalaye pesh aye…mai sumera koo chachi or farook koo chacha kehata thaa…or rida koo rida api keh kr bulata thaa….jab mene school se akar unke ghr jana shuru kiya toh, tab sumera chachi 35 year ki hongi..

Uski height 5 foot 4 inch k kareeb thee…..sumera k rangat ayese thee jaise kissi ne doodh mai kesar mila diya hoo…..bikul gora rang laal surkh gaal mamme toh ayese ki, mano rubber ki balls hoo….hamesha kase hue lagate thee….sumera ki joo cheez sabse jayad katailana thee….vo thee uski bahir koo nikali hui gol matol bund…jab vo kabhi ghr se bahar nikal kr dukan tak jati thee…toh dekhane wale k luno pr bijlya gir padhati thee…yahi haal rida kaa bhee thaa….uski umer uss samaye kareeb 22 year k kareeb thee….nikah or bacho k baad uska jism bhee sumera ki tarah bhar chukka thaa.. 34 size k mamme or waise hee bahar koo nikali hui uske badi bund dekh kr logo kaa bura haal hoo jaya karta thaa….or farook chacha uss time 48 se 50 k beech k hoge…

Jab mene chachi sumera k ghr jana shuru kiya toh, waha mai ayese daldal mai phansa ki fir kabhi bahar nikal nahee paya…mere ander aaj joo shaitaan hain…vo sumera chachi or rida api ki wajhe se hee hain….uss doran kya huaa kese huaa…vo baad mai aapke samane aa jaeyga….filhaal toh rida api jise mai aab keval(only) rida keh kr bulata hu jab hum akele hote hain…vo ghr aa chuki thee…..rida or najeeba dono wahi charpai pr beth gaye….rida ki nazar jab muj pr padhi toh usne ishare se muze salaam kaha…mene bhee jawab mai ishara kiya…or sath hee notice kiya ki, jab rida ne salaam k baad najeeba ki taraf dekha toh, dono k honto pr ajeeb se muskan thee… muze samaj mai nahee aa raha thaa ki, akhir hoo kya raha hain…jiss din se najeeba k rang dhang badale thee….uss din bhee rida ghr pr aye hui thee…

Abbu or meri souteli maa(ammi) sham koo 7 baje se pehale ghr nahee aate the…isliye mai or najeeba dono ghr pr akele hote thee…vo dono charpai pr bethi aaps mai baaten kr rahi thee…beech-2 mai kabhi rida toh, kabhi najeeba meri taraf dekhati or fir sar neeche kr muskarane lagti…muze un dono k baaten sunani nahee de rahi thee…thodi der baad nazeeba uthi or apne kamare(room) mai chali gaye….jab vo kamare(room) se bahar aye toh, usne apne kapdhe pr towel rakha huaa thaa….”api aap bethaye mai abhi naha kr aati hu….” Ye keh kr najeeba batroom mai ghuss gaye….

Jaise hee najeeba batroom mai ghussi toh, rida charpai se khadi hui…usne muskarate hue mere taraf dekha….or fir ek baar batroom k taraf dekha….or fir vo kamare(room) ki taraf anne lagee…ussko ander aata huaa dekh kr mai bhee chair se uth kr khada hoo gyaa….jaise hee rida mujse umer mai 6 year badi thee….mene agge badh kr rida kaa hath pakada or ussko darwaja k sath diwar se laga diya….tanki agar rida bahar aye toh uski nazar seedha hum dono pr naa padhe…jaise hee hum darwaja k peeche hue, rida ne apni baazon koo mere gale mai daalate hue apne honto koo mere honto ki taraf badha diya…mene bhee ek pal jaya kiye bina rida k honto koo apne honto mai lekar chusana shuru kr diya…or apni baazon koo uske kamar k gird lappet liya…mene rida k honto koo chuste apne hatho koo sarka kr jaise hee uske bahir ki taraf nikali hui bund pr rakh kr uski bund koo masla toh, rid pagalo ki taraf mujse chipak gaye….

Usne apni kamar koo agge ki taraf push kya toh, maira(mera) lun uski salwar k ooper se uske phudi pr jaa laga….mere sakhat lun koo apni phudi pr mahsoos karke rida kaa poora jism kanap gyaa…usne apni ankhe khol kr meri taraf dekha…”sameer abb der naa karo…tumhara lun bhee tayar hain….or mere phudi pani chor rahi hain….” ye kehate hue rida ne apni salawar kaa nada khola or bed k kinare pr laitate hue, usne apni salwar koo apne ghutno tak utar diya…fir usne apni tango koo ghutno se mod kr ooper utha liya….tab tak mai bhee apni half pent utar chukka thaa…maira(mera) lun ek dam skhat khada thaa…mene apne lun koo hath se pakada or uski tango k darmayan aate hue lun k toppe koo jaise hee uski phudi k surakh pr lagaya….toh rida ne apni ankhe band kr lee….”siiiiii sameer jaladi Karen…please mujse sabar nahee hoo raha….” mene rida ki baat sunate he ek jordar jhatka mara jisse maira(mera) lun ek hee baar mai poora kaa poora rida ki phudi k beech mai sama gyaa…..

“hayeee……jaaan kad diti…” rida ne bed pr bichi hui bedsheet koo dono hatho se kaske pakad liya….mene bina ruke teji se lun koo full speed se ander bahar karna shuru kr diya…uske kameez mai uske mamme mere jhatake lagane k karan ooper neeche jhul rahe thee…hum dono khomshi se chudai kr rahe thee….tanki humari awaz kamare se bahar naa jaye…takreeban 6-7 Min. baad rida kaa jisam akadane laga….usne neeche lete hue apni gaand(गाँड़) koo ooper ki taraf push karana shuru kr diya…or fir ek dam se machalate hue uski phudi ne pani chorana shuru kr diya….or sath hee mere lun se bhee pani nikalane laga…jaise hee mene apna lun rida k phudi se bahar nikala toh, rida bed se khadi hoo gaye….usne darwaja se bahar dekhate hue apni salwar kaa nara bandhana shuru kr diya….”kya baat hain sameer…..aaj kal tum humari taraf nahee aa rahe…” rida ne salwar kaa nada bandha or apni kameez theek karte hue boli….”

mai: ayese hee tabayat kuch theek nahee thee…..

Rida: accha mai bahar jakar bethati hu….najeeba bahar anne wali hongi….

Rida k bahar jane k baad mai keval(only) underwear mai hee bed pr lait gyaa….abhi thodi hee der hui thee ki, muze bahar se rida or najeeba dono ki baaten karane k awaz aane lagee…mai ye toh nahee sun paa raha thaa ki, vo aaps mai kya baat kr rahe hain…but pata nahee kyon muze aisa lag raha thaa….jaise rida or najeeba mere bare mai hee baat kr rahi hogi….jab dono k hasane k awaz aati toh, mere hardiya(heart) mai bechani se uthati ki mai unki baaten kissi tarah sunu…mai bed se utha or darwaja k pass jakar khada hoo gyaa…but waha se bhee kuch bhee theek se sun nahee paa raha thaa…mene thoda sa sar bahar nikal kr chori se dekha toh, dono ek dusray k taraf face kiye hue bethi thee… dono ki side mere taraf thee….

Tabhi mere nazar kitchen k darwaja pr padhi…joo mere kamare(room) k bikul sath thaa….darwaja khula huaa thaa…muze apne kamare(room) se nikal kr kitchen k ander jane mai chand seconds kaa time hee chahaye thaa….bss problem ye thee ki, kahin dono mai se koi bhee muze kitchen k ander jata huaa naa dekh lee…nahee toh, dono muze kitchen mai jata dekh baaten band kr deti…bilakhir mene honsala karke bahar ki taraf kadam rakha…dono baaton mai masroof thee…or mai badi furti se bina awaz kiye kitchen k ander chala gyaa….ander light off thee…kitchen mai bahar gate ki taraf ek window thee.. joo khuli hui thee…window k agge jaali lagi hui thee….or kitchen se keval(only) 1 foot k fansale pr dono charpai pr bethi hui thee….

me dhere-2 bina shor kiye window k pass jakar khada hoo gyaa…abb muze un dono k baaten saaf sunai dee rahi thee….but joo mai soch raha thaa….dono uske ult baat kr rahi thee…rida najeeba se keh Sunday k din city mai jakar shopping karne k baat kr rahi thee…”api me aapko paka nahee keh sakti….maa(ammi) koo anne dain…mai unse baat karke aap koo bata dungi….agar maa(ammi) abbu razi hoo gaye toh, fir aap k sath jaroor chalungi….muze bhee shopping karni hain….”

Rida: accha theek hain maa(ammi) se pooch kr bata dena…or agar vo maana kare toh, tumhe joo chahaye muze bata dena…mai waha se khareed laungi….

Najeeba: jee api…..

me sochane laga ki, joo mai do dino se soch raha thaa….saayad vo mere maan kaa weham hoo…..ye muze kya hota jaa raha hain…joo har time maira(mera) dimag keval(only) chudai(sex) k bare mai sochata rehata hain…muze yaad hain….jab nikah k baad najeeba apni maa(ammi) k sath yaha rehane aye thee toh, mai is baat se kiss had tak khaffa thaa….me kese sara din apne jehan mai uski maa(ammi) or uske liye nafarat liye ghumata rehata thaa…vo najeeba hee thee….jisne mere gusse or nafaart koo sehan kiya…uski har ek k sath gulmil jane wali khasiat k karan hee…me apne aap koo apni souteli behan or souetli ammi(maa) k sath is ghr mai adjust kr paya thaa….mai abhi waha se hat kr fin se apne kamare(room) mai jane hee wala thaa ki, rida ne kuch aisa kaha…jiske wajhe se mai wahi ruk gyaa… “najeeba….waise aaj tune joo tareeka apanaya hain vo hain ek dam set…ayese hee apni api kaa khayal rakhana…” fir dono hasane lagee…fir muze najeeba k sargoshi se bhari awaz aye….

Najeeba: api aap se ek baat poochun….?

Rida: haan poocho….tum mujse joo chahye pooch liya karo….

Najeeba: api aapko bhai k sath vo sab karte hue ajeeb nahee lagata….

Rida: kya ajeeb…mai samanji nahee khul koo bola naa kya poochana chathi hain….

Najeeba: api maira(mera) matlab bhai apse umer mai bhut kam hain….or aap unke sath vo sab kuch kr leti hain….toh aap koo ajeeb nahee lagata unke sath….

Najeeba ki baat sun kr rida hasate hue boli…”ajeeb kyon lagega….dekh isme umer kaa kya lena dena…uske pass vo ganna hain joo ek orat koo chahaye hota hain..or mere pass ras nikalane wali machine hain…toh fir ajeeb kyon lagega….” Rida ne khilkhila kr hanste hue kaha….”toba api aap bhee naa kese -2 misaale deti hain….”

Rida: chal tuje mere dee hui misaal pasand nahee aati toh, agge se seedhi baat kiya karungi…darsal tere sameer bhai kaa lun hain hee itana tagada kee, jab phudi mai jata hain toh umer sumer sab bhool jati hain…fir toh hardiya(heart) karta hain…vo mere taange utha kr apna lun mere phudi k ander bahar karta raha…

Najeeba: chii **** kaa khof kare…kese gandi baaten karti hain aap….

Rida: aye badi **** kaa khof dikhane wali….chal agge se ayese baat nahee karti tujse…

Rida chupp hoo gaye…thodi der dono khamosh rahi….”api naraz hoo mujse…?” rida ne dhere se kaha….”nahee toh mene kyon naraz hona….” Rida ne normal se tone mai kaha….”toh fir aap chup kyon hoo gaye….?”

Rida: abb tum hee keh rahi thee ki, ayese baaten naa karyen…

fir thodi der k liye khomsi chaye rahi…”api ek baat poochun…” rida ne najeeba ki baat kaa koi jawab naa diya…thodi der khomshi k baad rida boli…”haan bol kya poochana hain….?”

Najeeba: api aap keh rahi thee ki, bhai vo aapki….(najeeba saayad Sharma gaye thee… yaan fir uski himmat nahee hoo rahi thee ayese alfaaz bolane k liye…)

Rida: abb bol bhee….

Najeeba: aap keh rahi thee ki, aapa kaa hardiya(heart) karta hain ki, bhai aapki taange utha kr karte rahe….but vo sab karne k liye aapki taange kyon uthayenge….

Rida: (najeeba k baat sun kr hanste hue…) hahhah pagal hain tun bhee mere bholi nadaan bachi…waise vo sab karte hue jaroori nahee hain ki, taange uthi jaye…pr taange utha kr phudi dene mai mazaa bhut aata hain….tun abhi ye sab nahee samjege…but jab tumhari kisi se yaari lagege ki or tab tumhara mitr tumhari taange utha kr tumhari lega toh, tuje mere baat kaa yakeen hoga….

Najeeba: kya api aap bhee…

Rida: (hanste hue) hahah sach keh rahi hu….dekhana time mere baat ki gawahi dega…or tab tun kahege ki rida api sach kehati thee…haye toba me toh tumse yaha baaton mai hee ulaj gaye…bacho koo maa(ammi) k pass chor kr aye thee…maa(ammi) toh mere jaan hee nahee chorenge aab…bhut der hoo rahi hain abb mai chalati hu….

Rida charpai se uthi or gate ki taraf jane lagee….najeeba bhee gate band karne k liye uske peeche chali gaye….moka accha thaa…mai kitchen se bahar nikala or apne kamare(room) mai aa gyaa…or bed pr lait gyaa…abb kuch kuch mere samaj mai aa raha thaa ki, najeeba kaa rawaye mai joo badlaav aya hain…vo kyon aya hain….toh kya najeeba mere sath vo sab nahee nahee….najeeba mere bare mai aisa kyon sochege…Yahi sab sochate hue mere ankh lag gaye..

Sham k 5:30 baj chuke thee…tab mere jaag khuli….mere kamare mai roshani kam thee… bahar se halki roshani kamare mai aa rahi thee…mene ankhe khol kr dekha toh, najeeba muze pukar rahi thee…”haan bolo kya baat hain…” mene uske chehare k or dekhate hue kaha…joo ki muze theek se dikhai nahee de raha thaa…”me chaye banana jaa rahi thee….aap k liye bhee bnaa dun…” najeeba ne sar jhukye khadi thee….” Haan bnaa hee lo…” najeeba mere baat sun kr bahar jane lagee toh, mene diwar pr lagi ghadi ki taraf dekha…muze wakt sahi se dikhai nahee de raha thaa…saayad abhi abhi so kr uthane k wajhe se….”najeeba….”

Najeeba: jee….

me: wakt kya huaa…?

Najeeba: jee 5:30 hue hain…

me: ok….

Najeeba bahar chali gaye….pata nahee kyon pr maira(mera) maan uthane kaa bikul bhee nahee kr raha thaa…me waise hee bed pr laita raha….10 Min. baad najeeba chai kaa cup lekar ander aye….usne table pr cup rakha…”fir se so gaye kya……?” najeeba ne dhere se kaha… “nahee jaag raha hu…”

Najeeba: aapki tabyat toh theek hain naa….?

me: hmmm ayese hee sar mai halka sa dard hain….

Najeeba: tablet le lain chai k sath theek hoo jayega…mai abhi tablet lekar aati hu….

me: nahee rehane do…mujse tablet nahee khai jati…

Najeeba abhi wahi khadi thee…me bed se utha or uth kr jaise hee light on kee toh, najeeba joo ki mere taraf dekh rahi thee…usne apne nazare jhuka lee….tab muze ahsaas huaa ki, me keval(only) underwear mai bed pr laita huaa thaa….maira(mera) lun joo k under wear mai bada sa tambu banaye hue thaa…uski shape saaf nazar aa rahi thee….muze jab apni galati kaa ahsaas huaa toh, mene jaladi se towel utha kr apni kamar pr lapait liya…” sorry vo mai….” Isse pehale ki mai kuch bol pata….najeeba bol padhi…. “its ok…”

me: nahee najeeba…..fir bhee muze is baat kaa dhayan rakhana chahye thaa ki, tum kamare(room) mai hoo….or mai kiss halaat mai thaa….please muze maaf kr do….

Najeeba: its ok…aap bahir toh nahee thee naa….apne hee kamare(room) mai thee…aap apne kamare(room) mai jaise chahain reh sakate hain….

me: fir bhee tumhare samane muze aisi sthithi(condition) mai nahee hona chahye thaa…tumhe bura laga hoga….

Najeeba; (abhi bhee sar jhukaye hue khadi thee….uske gaal laal seb ki tarah surkh hokar dehak rahe thee…uske honto pr halki se muskan pheli hui thee….) nahee toh muze kyon bura lagega…

me: (najeeba apne sath itana open dekh kr meri bhee himmat badhane lagee thee… mene bhee andhere mai nishaana lagaya…) accha aagar tumhe bura nahee laga toh, fir sar kyon jhuka liya muze dekh kr….

Najeeba ne ek baar sar utha kr meri taraf dekha or fir nazare jhuka lee….or bina kuch bole jane lagee….mai darwaja k pass khada thaa…jaise hee vo mere pass se gujarane lagee toh, mene uska hath pakad liya….ye pehali daffa thaa jab mene najeeba koo chua thaa….isse pehale mene kabhi najeeba koo touch tak nahee kiya thaa….or jab mene uska hath pakada toh, uska poora jisam kanap gyaa…jise mene saaf mahsoos kr paa raha thaa..but usne mere hath se apna hath churwane k kosish nahee kee…. Usne mere ankho mai jhanka or ladkhadati awaz mai boli….”jee…” usne fir se nazare jhuka lee….”najeeba muze tumse jaroori baat kehani hain…” mene apne ander himmat jutate hue kaha….”jee kahaye….”

me: jao pehale chai pee aao….baad mai baat karte hain….

mene najeeba kaa hath chor diya…or apni tshirt or half pent utha kr pehane laga… najeeba bahar jaa chuki thee…mene kapdhe pehane or chai peene laga….nov kaa mahina shuru huaa thaa….humara gaon k asspaas k ilake mai bhut sari nehare behati thee…isliye sardi abhi se badh chuki thee…chai peene k baad mene khali cup uthaya or kitchen mai chala gyaa…waha khali cup rakh kr ooper chhat pr chala gyaa…or chhat pr jaha se sehan nazar aata hain….waha diwar k pass khada hoo gyaa…thodi der baad muze najeeba apne kamare(room) se bahar nikalati hui dikhai dee…jaise hee vo bahar aye toh, uski nazar fori tor pr ooper padhi….or jab hamare nazare mili toh, muze yaad aya ki, mene najeeba koo baat karne k liye kamare mai bulaya thaa…

me soch raha thaa ki, mene najeeba koo bula toh liya thaa….but abb usse baat kiya karun…kese baat shuru karun…kya kahun….kese words ussko karun….ki ussko bura bhee naa lage…hoo sakta hain joo mai soch raha hu….aisa kuch bhee uske jehan mai hoo hee naa…or vo sab maira(mera) weham hoo…kahin najeeba mujse naraz naa hoo jaye…abbu toh is mamale mai shuru se bhut jalim rahe hain…..vo toh muze kabhi nahee bakshenge. Agar najeeba ne kuch abbu yaan apni maa(ammi) koo bol diya….mai maan hee maan soch raha thaa ki, dekhata hu ki najeeba mujse baat karne k liye ooper chhat pr aati hain… yaan nahee…agar vo chhat pr khud aa jaye toh, kam se kam 10 % chance toh banate hain ki, mai joo soch raha hu…vo theek hain….but usse baat kiya karunga….bhut sochane samajane k baad muze bilakhir ek rasta mil hee gyaa….

vo rasta bhale hee lamba thaa….but uss raste pr safar karke muze apni manzil tak phunchane mai madad jaroor mil sakati thee…abhi mai yahi sab soch raha thaa ki, muze najeeba nazar aye….isse pehale ki vo ooper dekhati….me peeche hat gyaa… or charpai pr beth gyaa…humara ghr ki chhat padosh k gharo se koi 3-4 foot unchi thee…or charo taraf abbu ne 5-5 foot unchi boundry banai hui thee…keval(only) sehan ki taraf wali boundry 4 foot ki thee…kyon ki hamare ghr k samane khet thee…isliye kheton se kissi koo bhee humari chhat nazar nahee aati thee…mai charpai pr betha huaa najeeba kaa dhadakate hue hardiya(heart) k sath intjaar kr raha thaa….

Uske ooper ki taraf aate hue kadamo ki ahaat bhee mai saaf sun paa raha thaa….or fir jaise hee vo ooper aye toh, mai uska husan dekh kr ek dam dhang reh gyaa.. najeeba ne apne baalon koo khula chora huaa thaa…halki ooper abb andhera chaane laga thaa….but fir bhee mai ussko saaf dekh paa raha thaa…vo abhi bhee orange color k kameez or white color k salwar pehane hue thee..vo mere samane aakar khadi hoo gaye…”aap koo mujse koi baat karni thee…” usne nazare jhukate hue kaha….” Haan betho….” mene charpai ki taraf ishara karte hue kaha….toh vo mere bikul pass mai beth gaye…vo bhee meri tarah thoda nervous feel kr rahi thee…usne apne hatho koo apne thighs (rano ) k ooper ghutno k pass rakha huaa thaa…or apne hatho k unglyon koo aaps mai masal rahi thee….

mene himmat karke jaise hee uske hath k ooper apna hath rakha toh, usne chonkate hue ek baar meri taraf dekha or fir se nazare jhuka lee…usne apne hathon ki unglyon koo alag kiya…joo thodi der pehale ulaji hui thee…muze aisa lag raha thaa ki, najeeba ne issliye apni hatho koo alag kiya thaa…tanki mai uske hath koo apne hath mai le sakun….mene uske naram hath koo apne hath mai liya or uski taraf dekhate hue bola….” I am really sorry najeeba…mai bhut bura insaan hu…” mai abb najeeba kaa reaction janna chatha thaa..isliye chup hoo gyaa…”kiss liye…or aapko kisne kaha ki aap bure insaan hain….”

me: tumane….

Najeeba: kya mene…?

me: haan tumane kaha….

Najeeba: muj pr itana bade aparaadh kaa iljaam toh naa lagain…mene kab kaha… (najeeba kaa chehara utar chukka thaa…vo abb bhee nazare jhukaye hue bethi thee… agar mai ussko kuch or keh deta….toh saayad vo rona shuru kr deti….)

me: maira(mera) matlab hain ki tumne bhale hee naa kaha hoo….but tumhari acchai ne muze is baat kaa yakeen dila diya hain ki, mai kitana bura insaan hu…or tum kitani nek hardiya(heart) hoo…joo mere har kadawi baaton koo bhula kr hamesha maira(mera) dhayan rakhati aye hoo… mene tumhe or tumhari maa(ammi) koo kya kya kuch nahee kaha…or tum ne har uss time maira(mera) sath diya…jab muze kissi apne k sahare k jaroorat hoti thee…muze yaad hain.. jab mai tum pr gussa karta thaa…tab bhee tumane mujse narazgi nahee dikhai…tum sach mai bhut acchi hoo…

mene dekha ki najeeba bade gore se meri taraf dekh rahi thee….ayese jaise ussko yakeen naa hoo raha ki, joo vo sun rahi hain..vo sare alfaaz mai khud bol raha hu..yaan koi or. “aap koo kya hoo gyaa….aaj aap ayese baat kyon kr rahe hain…?” nazeeba k chehare ki ranagat abhi bhee uddi hui thee….”kuch nahee….aaj jab mai tumahre samane underwear mai khada thaa…toh muze laga ki, tum mujse sakhati se naraz hoo jaoge. but jaise tumane react kiya or maamle koo sambhala….muze yakeen hoo gyaa ki, me aaj tak tumhare sath jaydaati karta aa raha hu….”

Najeeba: abb bss karain….mai naa kabhi aapse pehale naraz hui thee….or naa agge kabhi hona hain….abb ayese sad mood mai naa rahain….mood theek kr lejaye…

me: ok miss najeeba….(mene najeeba kaa hath chorate hue kaha…) but meri baat ek dam sach hain…tum sach mai bhut acchi hoo….or…..

muze ahsaas huaa ki, mai kuch jayada hee bolane wala thaa…but abb najeeba koo bhee is baat kaa andaza hoo gyaa thaa…”or kya mr. sameer….” Najeeba ne charpai se khade hote hue kaha…or mere samane akar khadi hoo gaye…me bhee charpai se khada hoo gyaa…”or beautiful bhee….” Mere baat sunate hee najeeba ne Sharma kr nazare jhuka lee….vo boli toh kuch naa…but uske honto pr aye hui muskan bhut kuch bayan kr rahi thee…