Episode 12
Hill-station se lautne pr Sunil babu or Nandini ki mast chudai yunhi shuru rahi. Sunil babu ki umar unke laalsa pe lagaam laga rahi thi, varna unka bss chalta toh woh Nandini koo har-din, din-bhar choddte. Nandini Sunil babu se teesri baar garbhvati banne k liye is kadar aatur thi ki use lajja(shame) kaa lihaaj tak nahin raha. Aryan or Rohit k apne bua k ghr se, yaani Sunil babu k chhoti behen or unke sohar k ghr se, lautne pr bi Nandini bebaak tariqe se Sunil babu koo chhedti. Kabhi ghr k alishan living kamare(room) mai jb family saath mai ikkathe baith TV dekh raha hoo toh Nandini apni saree ki tah se apna paaon nikal uski ungliyan bagal mai baithe Sunil babu ki aedi se chooti. Sunil babu kabhi agar side wale sofe pe jakar baithe toh Nandini Aryan koo apne pairon k beech aakar baithne koo kehti or uske sir mai tel maalish karne k bahaane Sunil babu koo taankti or maalish k liye baazuon se taaqat nikalkar apne mammon koo bhukamp reeti hilati. Kabhi toh Nandini kitchen mai kisi bahaane chali jaati, or fir Sunil babu koo aawaaz lagati. jb Sunil babu aate toh woh Nandini koo blouse khola paate, or woh unhe ishaaron se apni taraf bulati or fir apni choochiyan khud ungliyon mai pakadkar use nichodne lagti. Sunil babu duvidha mai pad jaate k Nandini kaa bhog chakhe ya fir Aryan ya Rohit kitchen mai na aa jaye is darr se Nandini koo dhake. Jaise taise Sunil babu or Nandini chipkar chudai karte ya kamsekam Nandini ki stanon ki upasna toh zaroor karte.
fir se 3-4 mahine, or fir se Nandini garbhvati huyi. is baar, Sunil babu or Nandini ne baat apne tak hi rakhna uchit socha. saayad kisi ki buri nazar ki wajah se pahle do baar asaflta prapt huyi hoo. Doodh is baar bi chauthe mahine mai hi aa gyaa. is baar toh garbhvati hone k baad se hi, choot ki chudai band hone pr bi, choochiyon ki chusai, stanon se khelna or Sunil babu k loda koo hilakar veerya ki mukti kaa karyakram nahin ruka. Lagbhag har raat ab Nandini apne choochiyon koo Sunil babu se chuswati or Sunil babu koo bi stanpan kiye bagair ab neend nahin aati. Kabhi woh doodh peete peete hi Nandini k baahon mai so jaate, toh kabhi Nandini unhe doodh pilate time unke loda koo tab tak hilati jb tak woh paani na chhod de or fir thakavat se Sunil babu turant so jaate. Nandini bi stanpan k dauran bahoot geeli hoo jaati or uska man karta k uski choot ki chudai hoo ya koi uske choot k saath koi khele. halanki uske sthaapit vichar use garbhavastha mai ayese kisi yoni kendrit kaam kriya karne se use rokte.
is baar taqdeer ne paanchve mahine mai hi apni gaaz giradi. Teesri baar bi Nandini Sunil babu k bachche ki maa(माँ) banne mai viphal huyi. is baar toh bhroon aakaar lene se pahle hi risaav mai beh gyaa. Teesri baar unke saath yun hota dekh Sunil babu or Nandini bhauchakka hoo gaye the. is baar rone k liye aansu bi nahin the. Ajeeb baat yeh hain k saayad unke isi stabdhata k kaaran woh dukh k sagar mai nahin doobe. Hafte bhar k bhitar Nandini lagbhag pahle samaan pesh aane lagi. Sunil babu koo iska ascharya huaa, halanki unhone bi ise behtar hi samjha. Dukhon mai doobe rehne se use bhool jaana achcha. Parantu is baar Sunil babu ne tay kr liya thaa k woh Nandini koo fir se garhbhadaan karne kaa jokhim nahin uthayenge.
10 dinon baad doctor ne diye tests se mili medical report se is baat ki pushti huyi ki samasya na Sunil babu mai thi, na Nandini mai. bahoot hi durlabh maatra k jode mai yeh paaya jaata hain k nar k shukranu maada k andon koo fertilize karne k paschaat sahi pramaan mai chromosome kaa vibhajan nahin kr paate. Aisi sthiti mai bhroon ya toh aniyamit reeti se paida hota hain ya fir adhiktam toh aisi garbhavasthayen safal nahin hote. Sunil babu or Nandini jivan k is bhadde mazaak koo kese pachaye is prashn k jawaab koo dhoondhne lage. Kuch dinon baad, raat koo bistar mai khuli aankhon se chhat koo dekhkar woh khamoshi mai ek doosre kaa saantvan karte time, Nandini bol padi...
"Aap doosri shaadi kr lijiye."
Sunil babu-
"Yeh tum kya keh rahi hoo Nandini? mai aisa vichar bi nahin kr sakta."
Nandini-
"Aap bahoot bhale hai isiliye vichar nahin karenge. Magar meri baat samajhiye. Aapko koi zarurat nahin is rishte koo nibhane or humara bojh uthane ki."
Sunil babu, thoda gusse mai aakar-
"Tum mere pyaar ki avmaanna kr rahi hoo Nandini. mene pahle bi kaha hain, bhale hi mene tumse shaadi santaan k liye ki hoo, halanki maira(mera) tumhare liye chahat is baat pr nirbhar nahin hain k tum muze bachcha de sako ya nahee. or waise bi, humari paristhiti k liye tum or mai kahaan zimmedaar hain?"
Nandini-
"Toh kya aap nisantaan hi is shaadi koo brahmacharya mai nibhate rahenge?"
Sunil babu-
"Kaun kehta hain meri santaan nahin? Aryan or Rohit ne bi toh maira(mera) hi naam liya hain. Woh bi toh mere hi bete hain. Bura na maano, halanki itne varshon meine unka dad ban kar unki dekhbaal jitni mene ki hain, unke vastavik pitane bi kabhi itna vaqt unke saath nahin guzara thaa... woh fir naukri ki wajah se hoo ya uske durbhagyavash dehant k wajah se."
Nandini-
"Aap devta hain, yeh jaante hai aap?"
Nandini unke bahon mai samakar rone lagi. Sunil babu ne uske chehre koo halke se uthakar uske aansuon koo pocha or aankhon koo chuma. Donon bojhil aankhon se ek doosre koo dekhte rahe or paraspar unhone ek doosre kaa chumban liya. Vipatti mai paaya prem bahoot pakka hota hain, isiliye unka chumban dirghkaal chala or dono kaamuttejak hone lage. Achanak Sunil babu ne apne chaati pr gilapan mehsoos kiya. Nandini koo bi is baat kaa avgat huaa. Woh Sunil babu k bahon se uthi or usne dekha k uske blouse k upar se choochiyon k paas stanon se doodh galkar uske blouse koo bhiga chuka thaa. Yehi gilapan Sunil babu ne apni chaati pr mehsoos kiya thaa.
Nandini, blouse k buttons kholte huye boli-
"Aaiye... stanpan kr lijiye. Abhi garbhpaat koo ek mahina bi nahin huaa hain, isiliye inme abhi bi doodh hain."
Sunil babu-
"Nahin Nandini. Baat aage badh jayegi, or mai nahin chahta k tumhe fir se koi bi dard hoo."
Nandini-
"Isi liye toh keh rahi hoon... Stanpan kr lijiye. Mere stanon mai ab kabhi bi doodh khatam hojane kaa unhe mauka mat dijiye."
Sunil babu-
"mai kuch samjha nahin?"
Nandini-
"Dadi-nani humesha kehti hai k garbhavati hone pr joo doodh aana shuru hoo jaata hain, woh janan k baad jb tak ek orat apne bachche koo doodh pilati hain tab tak woh dobara maa(माँ) nahin bannti kyonki uske ande banna band hoo jaate hai. Halaki mai maa(माँ) nahin bani, halanki agar aap mere choochiyon koo roz chooskar doodh peete rahenge, toh mere mamme is bhram mai aakar k mai maa(माँ) bann chuki hoon, doodh banate rahenge. or jb tak yeh doodh banta rahega, muze maasik dharm nahin lagega or maira(mera) maa(माँ) banna naa k barabar hi hain."
Sunil babu-
"Yeh kaunsi boodhi auraton k baaton mai aa gyi tum?
Nandini-
"Yeh bilkul sach baat hain Sunil babu. Zindagi bhar brahmacharya nibhana toh pagalpan hain, or asambhav bi. Ab agar aapke paas yeh mauka hain k aap zindagi bhar mere choochiyon se stanpan kr sake jisme hum donon koo anand milta hain... or is baat kaa sanyog yeh hoo k hum kitni bi chudai kr le mai dobara aapse garbhvati na banoon... toh is mai donon ki bhalai hain. Aapko apna doodh pilakar mai bi maatrutva kaa ehsaas le loongi."
Sunil babu sochte huye Nandini k khule blouse se latke bhaari mammon koo dekhte rahe or uske moti choochiyon se doodh ki ek ek boond koo tapakta dekh unka loda bi dhoti mai tambu bnaa chuka thaa.
Nandini-
"Kya soch rahe hai? Aaram dijiye ne muze swami."
Aisa kehkar Nandini ne apna haath Sunil babu k loda k tope pe rakh diya or dhoti k upar se hi apne anguthe se loda k hole koo rijhane lagi. Sunil babu ne Nandini koo apne paas kheench liya or ek mota mamma apne munh mai le liya or choochiyon koo zor se choosne lage. Doodh ki ek tez dhaar surr se unke jeebh pr aa giri or sarak kr gale k neeche utri. Nandini ne aankhen(eye) band karli or apne doosre haath se apne doosre mamme koo dabaane lagi jis wajah se uss choochi se bi doodh kaa pravah nikla or woh Sunil babu k chehre pr girne laga.
Nandini, aankhen(eye) band kiye huye-
"or pijiye. Bujha lijiye apni pyaas. Aah!"
Sunil babu bachche ki tarah doodh gatakte gaye, or jb ek choochi khali huyi toh unhone apna dhyan doosre choochi pe kendrit kiya.
Nandini-
"Yeh lo. Isse peeyo. Aaj muze kam doodh k liye maaf kijiye. Aap yun hi choosiye or mai kuch hi dinon mai aapke khaatir bahoot saara doodh nikalungi. Meri yeh choochiyan aapko nirash nahin karengi. bss kuch hafton ki baat hain, aapke loda koo bi mai apni choot pesh karungi. Yeh sharir sadaa aapke bhog k liye tayyar rahega."
Sunil babu inn sab baaton koo sunkar itna garam hoo chuke the, k Nandini ne jaise hi unke loda k upar se dhoti hatayi or usne uss lohe koo apne hatheliyon mai sameta, toh Nandini k haathon k sparsh se hi Sunil babu k loda se veerya ki lambi pichkariyan nikalne lagi or woh is charam seema mai Nandini k choochi koo daaton se kaatte huye choosne lage. Nandini ne apne honthon koo daaton se kaatkar apna dard pee liya halanki usne Sunil babu koo bilkul nahin roka. Sunil babu kaa is tarah choochiyon koo chooste huye niyaatran khokar jhad jaana Nandini koo ek alag adhikar kaa ehsaas dilata. Sunil babu thak-haar kr haanfne lage. Nandini ne unke loda koo sehlakar apni choochi fir se Sunil babu k honthon k paas rakhi or halki aawaz mai usne unhe chooste rehne k liye kahaan... or fir unke baalon mai ungliyon koo ghumaye usne bi aankhen(eye) band kr so gyi.
Episode 13
Toh is tarah Sunil babu or Nandini k beech stanpan kaa yeh sambhand kayam huaa. Din ki shuruat Nandini aksar naha-dhokar, puja karke Sunil babu k liye paper or chai bistar pe laakar, unhen uthakar hoti thi. Devi samaan Nandini k mohini roop koo dekh Sunil babu mantramugdh hoo jaate. fir Nandini unke upar aade pair dale baith jaati or apne pallu koo hataaye, blouse k hooks khol, bra se apne mammon koo bahar nikal apni choochiyan chuswati. Sunil babu 5-10 minuton tak ek ek choochi se doodh kaa madpan karte. is dauran swabhavik roop se unka loda tan kr khada hoo jaata, or Nandini stanpan k paschaat unke loda ki sevaa mai lag jaati. jb yeh huaa k kai baar Sunil babu ki veerya ki pichkariyan Nandini k saree pe ya blouse pe jaa giri, or use fir se fresh hona padta, toh Nandini ne Sunil babu k loda koo subah savere uthte hi halka karna kaa socha. is baat kaa faayda yeh bi thaa k raat bhar Nandini k mammon mai doodh ban kar woh bhor tak kaafi bhaari hoo jaate the. Isiliye tadke uthkar apni choochiyan chuswane mai use bi aaraam milta thaa. tab se Nandini subah aankh khulte hi apna mammon mai se ek booba, joo raat k stanpan k baad yunhi nagn roop mai uski chaati pe rehte the, Sunil babu k munh k paas laakar unke hothon koo choo deti thi. Sehaj roop se Sunil babu aadhi neend mai apna munh kholte or fir Nandini apne ek haath se us boobe koo chaati se pakadkar choochi k taraf nichodti jisse k doodh stanon ki keshikaon se apna raasta banaakar choochi k ghere k paas pahunchkar choochi k sainkdo chidron se doodh ki boond bannkar nikalta. Yeh boond Sunil babu k jeebh pe girti hi, unki aankhen(eye) khul jaati or woh is khoobsurat maadak nazare koo dekh madhosh hoo jaate or usi avastha mai choochi k upar apne honth band kiye use choosna shuru kr dete. Ab doodh ki dhaar bahanaa shuru hoo jaati. Jaise hi doodh kaa pravah santulit hoo jaata, Nandini bi utsah mai apni aankhen(eye) band kr leti thi or anand leti thi. Bina jaane uska haath apne aap Sunil babu k sakht loda koo aapne haath mai le leta or woh use hilane lagti. Aksar toh Sunil babu jald hi jhad jaate the, halanki jin dinon mai aisa nahin hota thaa, tab Nandini unpe chadh jaati thi or unke loda koo apne geeli choot mai liye unhe chodti thi.
Stanpan k is silsile koo ab teen year k upar hoo chuka thaa. is dauran Nandini ek baar bi garbhvati nahin huyi. Uska doodh ab ek din mai do baar bhar jaata thaa. Isiliye yeh zaroori thaa k doodh kaa khand jb apni seema pr hota thaa, tab Sunil babu kaa ghr pr hona avashyak thaa nahin toh bechari Nandini koo apni choochiyon mai or mammon mai beinteha dard uth jaata. Uski choochiyan phool jaati or mamme bi sooje huye lagte the tab. Stanpan se hi use aaram milta. Din or raat milakar ab har din Nandini koo apni choochiyan Sunil babu se teen-chaar baar chuswana toh anivarya thaa. Doodh k badhi aaytan se Nandini k mamme ab kisi tarbooj samaan lagte the. Estrogen ki maatra sharir mai badhne se woh thodi gol-matol bi hoo gyi thi. Moti toh nahin, halanki uski kamar or kulhe mai adhik lachak padti thi or gaand(गाँड़) bi baahar ki taraf nikalkar kisi veena k tumbi ki tarah chabaane laayak dikhti thi. pahle se hi maadak toh Nandini thi hi, halanki ab kisi sudoul apsara se kam nahin lagti thi.
Sunil babu toh Nandini k khubsoorti k deewane the hi, halanki Nandini koo lagne laga thaa ki koi or bi hain joo use niharne laga thaa. Kai baar ghr k kaamon mai vyast, Nandini ne apni aankhon k kone se apne bade bete Aryan koo use ghoorte huye paaya. Aryan, jiske padhai k liye yeh varsh bahoot mahatvapurn thaa, ghr pr zyada vaqt bitaye padhai karta. halanki Nandini koo yakeen thaa k padhai k saath saath Aryan chupke se apni maa(माँ) pe bi ek aadh nazar maar leta. Uski Yauwan awastha k sharirik badlaav or uske upar se board exams ki chinta... Nandini chahti thi k woh kisi tarah se Aryan se khulkar baat kare or use samajh sake or samjha bi paaye.
Episode 14
Asal baat toh yeh thi k pichle ek year se Aryan kaa apni maa(माँ) k taraf kaa nazariya badal chuka thaa. Woh abhi bi usse behad pyaar karta thaa or maa(माँ) k prati uske man mai samman bi thaa, halanki na chahkar bi kishor umr mai Aryan koo apni maa(माँ) yakinan kitni khubsoorat hain iska ehsaas hone laga thaa. Har bachche koo apni maa(माँ) beshaq duniya mai sabse khubsoorat lagti hain, parantu Aryan apni maa(माँ) k soundarya kaa prashansak uss prakar se bann gyaa thaa jaise koi kalakar kisi prachin mandir e aavaas mai bani deviyon ki murat kaa bane. Uss murat k prati samman or aadar toh hoti hain, halanki kalakar apne aap koo uss murat ki kaya, khaskar uss sudoul badan pr uske bade gol stan or chootad k aakar se uttejit hote huye bi mehsoos karta hain. Aryan kaa bi kuch yahi haal thaa. Woh apni maa(माँ) ki vishaal chaati or doosri auraton k muqable kitne bade mamme uthaaye hain is baat koo notice karne laga thaa. or jb woh chalti toh kese uski bade gaand(गाँड़) k do bhaag har kadam pr upar-neeche koi nrutya mudra kr rahe hoo ayese uthte or girte. Nabhi se lagkar uske maa(माँ) ki saree kese kamar k barabar lachak wali jagah pe bandhi huyi hoti, or kese uss kamar kaa maans har kadam pe halke se thirakta, is baat koo bi usne notice kiya thaa. or jb maa(माँ) kisi bi kaam k liye jhukti, toh uske pet or kamar pr padte bal or jhuki huyi dasha mai uski phaili huyi gaand(गाँड़) or sabse adhik aage ki taraf gurutwakarshan koo chunauti dete blouse se dhake woh bhari bharkam mamme dekh Aryan koo apne gupt ang mai kuch ajeeb sa mehsoos hota. Woh abhi tak itna nadaan thaa k use isse uttejna kaa matlab nahin malum thaa, halanki use reh rehkar yeh bi lag raha thaa k apne maa(माँ) koo is nazar se dekhna nischit roop mai wrong hain. Isiliye woh chipkar kabhi ek nazar bhar use dekh leta, or jb Nandini uske taraf dekhti toh jhat se apni nazar pher leta. or ab jb board exams bss kuch mahine darwaja the, Aryan ne apne aap koo or zyada apni maa(माँ) se distract hota paya.
Ek din, dopahar k naukar ki chhuti lene ki wajah se, Nandini koo shaam ki jhaadu khud lagani padi. Sunil babu ne dopahar koo stanpan kr liya thaa or woh bazaar kisi kaam se gaye huye the. Nandini kamro ki safaai karte karte study pahunchi jahaan Aryan padhai kr raha thaa. Apni maa(माँ) koo haath mai jhaadu liye, saree koo kamar ki dhaar pr phasaaye, pasine k dhaar se chamakta gala or mammon ki daraar k paas pasine se saree kaa bhiga hona dekh Aryan ki ekagrata ek jhatke mai nasht hoo gyi. Nandini ne pallu se apne gale pr pasina pochte huye kaha...
"mai baad mai aa jaati hoon. Tum padhai jaari rakho."
Aryan ne phat se uthkar Nandini koo roka...
"Nahin maa(माँ), tum abhi karlo. mai waise bi thoda viram hi le raha thaa."
Nandini-
"Achcha theek hain. Tum apne paaon upar karke baitho. mai jaldi se jhaadu laga deti hoon."
Aryan ne kahe anusar apne paaon upar utha liye or Nandini kamre ki jhaadu lagane lagi. Aryan koo itne paas se apni maa(माँ) koo ayese dekhna kaa avsar nahin mila thaa. Woh Nandini k har ek ang koo kisi khubsoorat chitrakala ki tarah man hi man sarahane laga. Nandini k woh kaale lambe baal uski peeth pr kisi makhmali chaadar k samaan pasaare huye the or nitamb k paas peeth ki ghaati mai pasine ki boondein kisi sammelan mai ek saath aaye hoo ayese ruke huye the. jb woh mudi toh Aryan koo Nandini k kamar or pet kaa nazaara mila or saath hi saath side angle mai pallu k peeche blouse mai chipe woh mahakaay mamme. Sahajik hain k Aryan ne fir se apne guptang mai kuch alag mehsoos kiya. Apne aap koo kursi pr adjust karne k liye woh jaise hi hila, uski nazar theek Nandini se jaa bhidi joo ki use dekh rahi thi. Aryan hadbadakar phat se baith gyaa, or apne pair fir se upar utha liye.
Nandini-
"Kya dekh rahe the?
Aryan-
"Kuch bi toh nahin maa(माँ)."
Nandini, jhaadu neeche phekte huye-
"Jhooth mat bolo."
Aryan-
"mai bss tumhe jhaadu lagate huye dekh raha thaa amma. Sacchi."
Nandini-
"Woh toh mai bi jaanti hoon. Theek theek batao ki kya dekh rahe the."
Aryan ne apni aankhen(eye) jhukali or woh apne ungliyon se apne ghutne pe kuredne laga. Roti huyi aawaz mai usne kaha...
"Dobara nahin karunga. muze maaf kardo."
Nandini uske paas aayi or bagal wali kursi koo uske saamne rakh uspar baithi or apne haathon se Aryan k chehre koo upar kr boli...
"maira(mera) irada tumhe daantne kaa ya tumhe shiksha dene kaa nahin hain. Dekho meri taraf."
Aryan ne apna chehra upar kiya or apni maa(माँ) koo aansoo bhare aankhon se dekhne laga.
Nandini-
"Rona mat mere babu. Tum joo mehsoos kr rahe hoo issme tumhari koi galti nahin hain. Yeh umar hi ayese hoti hain. aurat ki taraf dekhne kaa nazariya badal jaata hain. or kyunki tumhaare vidyalay mai sahshikshan nahin hain toh tumhara ladkiyon k saath vyavhar kam hi raha hain. mai samajh sakti hoon."
Aryan-
"Waisi baat nahin hain maa(माँ). muze bss tum bahoot khubs..."
Aryan ne apne aap koo vaakya poora karne se roka or fir se chehra neeche kr bechaini se apni ungliyon koo ghutno pe kuredna laga.
Nandini ne ek saans li, or fir hansi. Usne fir se Aryan k chehre koo upar kiya or boli...
"Arre, toh issme sharmane ya ghabrane ki kya baat hain. Tumhe mai khubsoorat lagti hoon isse toh muze khush hona chahiye. Warna mai toh apne koo aaine mai moti dekh kosti rehti hoon k mai kabhi kya khoobsurat lagti thi."
Aryan-
"Nahin maa(माँ), tum aaj bi bahoot khoobsurat hoo."
Nandini-
"Ale, maira(mera) raja beta."
Aisa kehkar Nandini ne Aryan kaa maatha choom liya. fir gambhir hokar bolne lagi...
"Dekho Aryan. Yeh year tumhare liye bahoot hi mahatvapurn hain. mai nahin chahti k tum bekaar ki baaton se vichalit hoo jaao or tumhara dhyan padhai se hatt jaaye. Itne varshon ki mehnat koo zaaya mat hone do. mene kai dino se tumhe chip chipkar meri aur dekhte huye paaya thaa... isiliye mene aaj nirnay kr liya thaa tumse yeh baat vishay chhedne kaa. Tumne muze uske pahle hi mauka de diya."
Aryan thoda darte huye sun raha thaa.
Nandini-
"Tumhe aainda se muze chupkar darkar dekhne ki zaroorat nahin. Tum poori lagan se padhai karo. Agar mere aas paas hone se tumhara dhyan bhatakta hain, toh ek lambi saans lekar muze theek se dekh lena or apna koutuhal poora kr lena. pr uske baad fir se padhai mai lag jaana. mai tumse naaraz nahin houngi. Isske badle tum muze pariksha mai awwal number laake doge. Kya yeh samjhauta tumhe manzoor hain?"
Aryan chupchaap bss apna sar jhukaaye baitha raha. Nandini uthi or usne Aryan koo khada kr use zor se gale laga liya. Aryan uski baahon mai ro pada...
"Amma!"
Nandini ne uska maatha chooma or uske aansuon koo apne haathon se pochne lagi. fir usne dobara use gale laga liya. is baar Aryan ne bi paraspar Nandini koo gale laga liya. Ab ki baar Nandini k mamme Aryan k seene se lagkar dabne lage the. Dono ne is baat koo mehsoos kiya pr bina kuch kahe dono ne alingan toda or Nandini kamre k bahar nikal gyi. Aryan k chehre pr ek halka ulhas thaa jaise koi bozh uske sar se kam hoo gyaa hoo. Woh kursi pe baith fir se padhai karne laga.