phir maa(माँ) uth kr sidha khari hoo gai or boli "abhi aati hu" kah kr
muskurate hue jhariyon ki taraf badh gai. Jhariyon k pichhe jaa k
phir apne chutaro koo jamin para sataye hue hi thora aage sarakte hue
mere paas aai, uske sarak kr aage aane se uske sari thoi si upar hoo
gai or uska anchal uski god mai gir gyaa. pr usko iski fikar nahee
thi. vo ab ek dam se mere nazdik aa gai thi or uski garam sanse
mere chehre pr mahsoos hoo rahi thi. vo ek pal k liye ayese hi muze
dekhti rahi phir mere thodi pakar kr muze upar uthate hue halke se
muskurate hue dhire se boli "kyon re badmash kya kr raha thaa, bol
na kya badmasi kr raha thaa apni maa(माँ) k sath" phir mere fule fule
gaal pakar kr halke se masal diya. Mere munh se to awaj nahee nikal
rahi thi, phir usne halke se apna ek haath mere jangho pr rakha or
sahlate hue boli "hain, kese khara kr rakha hain mue ne" phir sidha
pajama k upar se mere khare loda joo ki maa(माँ) k jagne se thora dhila
hoo gyaa thaa pr ab uske hatho sparsh paa k phir se khara hone laga
thaa pr usne apne hath rakh diya, "uui maa(माँ), kese khara kr rakha
hain, kya kr raha thaa re, haath se masal raha thaa kya, hain, beta or
meri isko bi masal raha thaa, tu to ab lagta hain jawan hoo gyaa hain,
tabhi mai kahu ki jaise hi maira(mera) petticoat niche gira yeh larka muze
ghur ghur k kyon dekh raha thaa, hi, iss larke ki to apni maa(माँ) k upar
hi buri nazar hain"

"hain, maa(माँ) galti hoo gai, maaf kr do"

"oho ab bol raha hain galti hoo gai, pr agar mai nahee jagti to, tu
to apna pani nikal k hi manta na, mere chhatiyon koo daba daba k,
ummm... bol, nikalta ki nah pani"

"hain, maa(माँ) galti hoo gai,

"wah re tumhari galti, kamal ki galti hain, kisi kaa masal do daba do phir
bolo ki galti hoo gai, apna mazaa kr lo dusray chahe kese bi rahe",
kah kr maa(माँ) ne mere loda koo kas k dabaya,



uske komal hatho kaa spars
pa k maira(mera) loda to loha hoo gyaa thaa, or garam bi kafi hoo gyaa thaa.

"hain maa(माँ), chhoro, kya kr rahi hoo"

maa(माँ) usi tarah se muskurati huyi boli "kyon payre tune maira(mera) dabaya tab
to mene nahee bola ki chhoro, ab kyon bol raha hain tu," mene
kaha "hi, maa(माँ) tu dabayegi to such mai maira(mera) pani nikal jayega, hi
chhoro na maa(माँ),".

"Kyon pani nikalne k liye hi to tu daba raha thaa na meri chhatiya,
mai apne haath se nikal deti hu, tere ganne se tumhara rus, chal, jara
apna ganna to dikha,"

"hain maa(माँ) chhoro, muze lajja(shame) aati hain"

"accha, abhi to bara lajja(shame) aa rahi hain, or har roj joo lungi or
pajama hata hata k, safai jb karta hain tab, tab kya muze dikhai
nahee deta kya, abhi bari acting kr raha hain,"

"hain nahee maa(माँ), tab ki baat to or hain, phir muze thore hi pata hota
thaa ki tum dekh rahi hoo",

"oh oh mere bhole raja, bara bhola ban raha, chal dikha na, dekhu
kitna bara or mota hain tumhara ganna"



mai kuchh bol nahee paa raha thaa, mere munh se sabd nahee nikal paa
rahe the, or lag raha thaa jaise, maira(mera) pani ab nikla ki tab nikla.
iss beech maa(माँ) ne mere pajame kaa nara khol diya or andar haath dal k
mere loda koo sidha pakar liye, maira(mera) loda joo ki kewal uske chhune k
karan se fufkarne laga thaa ab uske pakarne pr apni puri aukat pr
aa gyaa or kisi mote lohe k rod ki tarah ek dam tan kr upar ki
taraf munh uthaye khara thaa. maa(माँ) ne mere loda koo apne hatho mai
pakarne pur koshish kr rahi thi pr, mere loda ki motai k karan se
vo use apne mutthi mai achhi tarah se kaid nahee kr paa rahi thi.
Usne mere pajame koo wahi khule mai per k niche mere loda pr se
hata diya,

"hi maa(माँ), chhoro, koi dekh lega, ayese kapra mat hatao" magar maa(माँ)
saayad pure josh mai aa chuki thi,

"chal koi nahee dekhta, phir samne baithi hu, kisi koo nazar nahee
aayega, dekhu to sahi mere bete kaa ganna akhir hain kitna bara"

or maira(mera) loda dekhta hi, ascharya se uska munh khula kaa khula rah
gyaa, ek dam se chaukti huyi boli, "hain daiyya yeh kya itna mota, or
itna lumba, yeh kese hoo gya re, tere dad kaa to bitte bhar kaa bi
nahee hain, or yaha tu belan k jaisa le k ghum raha"

"oh, maa(माँ), meri isme kya galti hain, yeh to suru mai pehle chhota sa
thaa pr ab achanak itna bara hoo gyaa hain to mai kya karu"

"galti to tumhari hi hain joo tune , itna bara jugar hote hue bi abhi
tak muze pata nahee chalne diya, Waise jb mene dekha thaa nahate
waqut tab to itna bara nahee dikh raha thaa re"

"hi maa(माँ), vo vo " mai haklate hue bola "vo isliye koyonki us vaqt
yeh utna khara nahee raha hoga, abhi yeh pura khara hoo gyaa hain"

"oh oh to abhi kyon khara kr liya itna bara, kese khara hoo gyaa
abhi tumhara"



ab mai kya bolta ki kese khara hoo gyaa. yeh to bol nahee sakta thaa
ki maa(माँ) tere karan khara hoo gyaa hain maira(mera). mene sakpakate hue
kaha "arre vo ayese hi khara hoo gyaa hain tum chhoro abhi thik hoo
jayega"

"ayese kese khara hoo jata hain tumhara" maa(माँ) ne puchha or meri ankho
mai dekh kr apne rasile hontho kaa ek kona daba k muskane lagi .

"aare tumne pakar rakha hain na isliye khara hoo gyaa hain maira(mera) kya
karu mai, hi chhor do no" mene kisi bi tarah se maa(माँ) kaa haath apne
loda pr se hata dena chahta thaa. muze aisa lag raha thaa ki maa(माँ) k
komal hatho kaa sparsh paa k kahin maira(mera) pani nikal na jaye. fir maa(माँ)
ne kewal pakara to huaa nahee thaa. vo dhire dhire mere loda koo sahla
bi or baar baar apne anguthe se mere chikne supare k chhu bi
rahi thi.
" achha ab sara dosh maira(mera) hoo gyaa, or khud joo itni der se meri
chhatiya pakar k masal raha thaa or daba raha thaa uska kuchh nahee"

"hi, galti hoo gai"



"chal maan liya galti hoo gai, pr saja to iski tuze deni paregi,
maira(mera) tune masla hain, mai bi tumhara masal deti hu," kah kr maa(माँ) apne
hatho koo thora tej chalane lagi or mere loda kaa muth(मूठ) marte hue mere
loda k mundi koo anguthe se thori teji k sath ghisne lagi. Meri
sthithi(condition) ekdum kharab hoo rahi thi. Gudgudahat or sansani k mare mere
munh se koi aawaz nahee nikal pa raha thaa aisa lag raha thaa jaise ki
ki maira(mera) Pani Ab nikla ki tab nikla. pr maa(माँ) koo mai rok bi nahee paa
raha thaa. mene sisyate hue kaha "oh maa(माँ), hi nikal jayega, maira(mera)
nikal jayega" iss pr maa(माँ) ne or jor se hath chalate hue apni nazar
upar karke meri taraf dekhte hue boli "kya nikal jayega".

"Oh oh, chhoro na tum janti hoo kya nikal jayega kyon pareshan kr
rahi hoo"

"mai kaha pareshan kr rahi hu, tu khud pareshan hoo raha hain"

"kyon, mai kyon bhala khud koo pareshan karunga, tum to khud hi
jabardasti, pata nahee kyon maira(mera) masle jaa rahi hoo"

"achha, jara yeh to bata shuruat kisne ki thi masalne ki" kah kr maa(माँ)
muskurane lagi.

muze to jaise sanp sungh gyaa thaa mai bhala kya jawab deta kuchh
samajh mai hi nahee aa raha thaa ki kya karu kya na karu, upar se
maza itna aa raha thaa ki jaan nikli jaa rahi thi. Tabhi maa(माँ) ne
achanak maira(mera) loda chhor diya or boli "abhi aati hu" or ek katil
muskurahat chhorte hue uth kr khari hoo gai or jharioyn ki taraf
chal di. mai uski jhariyon ki ore jate hue dekhta huaa wahi per k
niche baitha raha. Jhariya jaha hum baithe hue the waha se bss dus
kadam ki duri pr thi. Do teen kadam chalne k baad maa(माँ) pichhe ki
ore muri or boli "bari jor se peshab aa rahi thi, tuze aa rahi hoo
to tu bi chal, tumhara auzar bi thora dheela hoo jayega, ayese besharmo
ki tarah se khara kiye hue hain" or phir apne nichle hontho koo halke
se katte hue aage chal di. Meri kuchh samajh mai hi nahee aa raha
thaa ki mai kya karu. mai kuchh der tak waise hi maa(माँ) baitha raha,
iss beech maa(माँ) jhariyon ki pichhe jaa chuki thi, jharioyn k iss taraf
se joo bi jhalak muze mil rahi vo dekh kr muze itna to pata chal
hi gyaa thaa ki maa(माँ) ab baith chuki hain or shayad peshab bi kr rahi
hain. mene phir thori himmat dikhai or uth kr jhariyon ki taraf
chal diya. Jhariyon k paas pahuch kr nazara kuchh saaf dikhne laga
thaa. maa(माँ) aaram se apni sari utha kr baithi huyi thi or moot rahi
thi.



Uske iss andaz se baithne k karan pichhe se uski gori gori
jhanghe or to saaf dikh hi rahi thi sath sath uske makkhan jaise
chutaro kaa nichla bhag bi lag-bhag saaf-saaf dikhai de raha thaa. yeh
dekh kr to maira(mera) loda or bi buri tarah se akarne laga thaa. Halaki
uske jhagho or chutaro ki jhalak dekhne kaa yeh pahla mauka nahee thaa,
pr aaj or dino kuchh jayada hi utejna hoo rahi thi. Uske peshab
karne ki awaz to aag mai ghee kaa kaam kr rahi thi. Su su suuuuuuuu
karte hue kisi orat k mootne ki awaz mai pata nahee kya aakarshan
hota hain, kishore umar k sare larko koo apni oor kheench leta hain.
maira(mera) to bura haal hoo rakha thaa. Tabhi mene dekha ki maa(माँ) uth kr
khari hoo gai. jb vo palti to muze dekh kr muskurate hue
boli "arre tu bi chala aaya, mene to tuze pehle hi kaha thaa ki tu
bi halka hoo le", phir aaram se apne hatho koo sari k upar bur k
rakh kr iss tarah se dabate hue khujane lagi jaise,



bur pr lagi
peshab koo pochh rahi hoo or, muskurate hue chal di jaise ki kuchh
huaa hi nahee. mai ek pal koo to hairan pareshan sa wahi pr khara
raha phir mai bi jharioyn k pichhe chala gyaa or peshab karne
laga. Bari der tak to mere loda se peshab hi nahee nikla, phir jb
loda kuchh dheela para tab jaa k peshab niklna shuru huaa. mai
pehshab karne k baad wapas, per k niche chal para.

Per k paas pahuch kr mene dekha maa(माँ) baithi huyi thi. Mere paas
aane pr boli " aa baith, halka hoo aaya " kah kr muskurane lagi.
mai bi halke halke muskurate kuchh sarmate hue bola "haa halka hoo
aaya" or baith gyaa. Mere baithne pr maa(माँ) ne meri thodi pakar kr
maira(mera) sir utha diya or sidha meri ankho mai jhankte hue boli "kyon
re, us vaqt jb mai chhu rahi thi tab to bara bhola ban raha thaa,
or jb mai peshab karne gai thi to waha pichhe khara hoo k kya kr
raha thaa, shaitan" mene apni thodi pr se maa(माँ) kaa hath hatate hue
phir apne sir koo niche jhuka liya or haklate hue bola " oh maa(माँ), tum
bi na�������.

"mene kya kiya" maa(माँ) ne halki si chapat mere gaal par lagai or
puchha,

" maa(माँ), tumne khud hi to kaha thaa, halka hona hain to aa jao," iss pr
maa(माँ) ne meri gaalo koo halke se khichte hue kaha, "achha beta, mene
halka hone k liye kaha thaa, pr tu to waha halka hone ki jagah
bhari hoo raha thaa, muze peshab karte hue ghoor-ghoor kr dekhne k
liye to mene nahee kaha thaa tumhe, phir tum kyon ghhor-ghoor kr maje
lut rahe the.
"hi, mai kaha maza lut raha thaa, kaisi bate kr rahi hoo maa(माँ)"

"oh, hoo, shaitan ab to bara bhola ban raha hain" kah kr halke se
mere jhangho koo daba diya,

"hi, kya kr rhi hoo"

pr unhone chhora nahee or meri ankho mai jhankte hue phir dhire se
apna hath mere loda pr rakh diya or fusfusate hue puchhi, "phir se
dabau". Meri to sthithi(condition) unke hatho chhune bhar se fir se kharab hone
lagi" meri samajh mai ek dam nahee aa raha thaa ki kya karu, kuchh
jawab dete hue bi nahee ban raha thaa ki kya jawab du. Tabhi vo halka
sa aage ki orre sarki or jhuki, aage jhukte hi unka anchal unke
blouse pr se sarak gyaa.



pr unhone koi prayas nahee kiya usko thik
karne kaa. Ab to meri sthithi(condition) or kharab hoo rahi thi. Meri aankho k
samne unki nariyal k jaisi sakht chuchiya jinko sapne mai dekh kr
mene na jane kitni baar apna maal giraya thaa or jinko dur se dekh
kr hi tarapta rahta thaa numaya thi. Bhale hi chuchuiyan abhi bi
blouse mai hi kaid thi parantu unke bharipan or sakhti kaa andaj
unke upar se hi lagaya jaa sakta thaa. Blouse k upari bhag se unki
chuchiyon k beech ki khai kaa upari gora gora hissa nazar aa raha
thaa.



Halaki chuchiyon koo bahoot bara to nahee kaha jaa sakta pr, utni bari
to thi hi jitni ek swasth sarir ki malkin kaa hoo sakta hain. maira(mera)
matlab hain ki itni bari jitni ki aap k hatho mai na aaye pr itni
bari bi nahee ki aap koo do do hatho se pakarna pare or phir bi
aapke haath na aaye. Ek dam kisi bhale ki tarah nukili lag rahi thi
or samne ki orre nikli huyi thi. Meri aankhe to hataye nahee hat rahi
thi. Tabhi maa(माँ) ne apne hatho koo mere loda pr thora jor se dabate
hue puchha "bol na dabau kya or"



"hi���.maa(माँ) chhoro na" unhone ne jor se mere loda koo muthhi mai bhar
liya,

"hi maa(माँ) chhoro bahoot gudgudi hoti hain"

"to hone de na, tu khali bol dabau ya nahee"

"hi dabao, maa(माँ) maslo"

"ab aaya na raste pr"

"hi maa(माँ) tumhare hatho mai to jadu hain"

"jadu hatho mai hain ya, ya phir isme hain (apne blouse ki taraf
ishara kr k puchha)

"hi maa(माँ) tum to bss����"

"sharmata kyon hain, bol na kya accha lag raha hain"

" hi mom(मम्मी) mai kya bolu"

"kyon kya accha lag raha hain", "arre ab bol bi de sharmata kyon hain"

"hi mom(मम्मी) dono achha lag raha hain"

"kya yeh dono ((apne blouse ki taraf ishara kr k puchha)"



"ha, or tumhara dabana bi"

"to phir sharma kyon raha thaa bolne mai, ayese to har roj ghoor ghoor
kr mere anaro koo dekhta rahta hain" phir maa(माँ) ne bare aaram se mere
pure loda koo muthi k andar kaid kr halke halke apna haath chalana
shuru kr diya.



"tu to pura jawan hoo gyaa hain re"

"hi maa(माँ)"

"hi hi kya kr raha hain, pura sand ki tarah se jawan hoo gyaa hain tu
to, ab to bardasht bi nahee hota hoga, kese karta hain"

"kya maa(माँ)"

"wahi, bardasht, or kya, tuze to ab chhed (hole) chahiye, samjha
chhed matlab"

"nahee maa(माँ), nahee samjha"

"kya ullu larka hain re tu, chhed matlab nahee sakjhta" mene natak
karte hue kaha "nahee maa(माँ) nahee samajhta". iss pr maa(माँ) halke halke
muskurane lagi or boli "chal samajh jayega, abhi to yeh bata ki
kabhi isko (loda ki taraf ishara karte hue) masal masal k maal
giraya hain".

"maal matllab kya hota hain maa(माँ)"

"arre ullu, kabhi isme se pani giraya hain ya nahee"

"hi vo to mai har roz girata hu subah sham din bhar mai chaar
panch baar, kabhi jayada pani pee liya to jayada baar hoo jata hain"

"hain, din bhaar mai chaar panch baar, or pani pine se tumhara jayada
baar nikalta hain, kahin tu peshab karne ki baat to nahee kr raha"  

haa maa(माँ) wahi to mai to din bhar mai chaar panch baar peshab karne
jata hu" iss pr maa(माँ) ne mere loda koo chhor kr halke se mere gaal pr
ek jhapar lagaya or boli "ullu kaa ullu hi rah gyaa kaya tu" phir
boli thahar jaa abhi tuze dikhati hu maal kese nikala jata hain phir
usne apne hatho koo teji se mere loda pr chalane lagi. Mare gudgudi
or sansani k maira(mera) to bura haal hoo rakha thaa. Samajh mai nahee aa
raha thaa kya karu, heart(Dil) kr raha thaa ki hath koo age badha kr maa(माँ) k
dono chuchiyon koo kas k pakar lu or khoob jor jor se dabau. raha
thaa ki kahin bura na maan jaye. Isis chakkar mai mene karahate hue
sahara lene k liye samne baithi maa(माँ) k kandhe pr apne dono hath
rakh diye. vo boli to kuchh nahee pr apni nazre upar kr k meri orr
dekh kr muskurate hue boli "kyon mazaa aa raha hain ki nahee""hi, maa(माँ)
maje ki to bss puchho mat bahoot mazaa aa raha hain" mai bola. iss paa
maa(माँ) ne apne hath or teji se chalana suru kr diya or boli "sale
harami kahin kaa, mai jb nahati hu tab ghoor ghoor k muze dekhta
rahta hain, mai jb so rahi thi to mere chuche daba raha thaa or,
or abhi maje se muth(मूठ) marwa raha hain, kamine tere koo lajja(shame) nahee
aati" maira(mera) to hosh hi ur gya yeh maa(माँ) kya bol rahi thi. pr mene
dekha ki uska ek hath ab bi pehle ki tarah mere loda koo sahlaye jaa
raha thaa. Tabhi maa(माँ) mere chehre k ure hue rang koo dekh kr hasne
lagi or haste hue mere gaal pr ek thappar laga diya. mene kabhi
bi iss se pehle maa(माँ) koo na to ayese bolte dekha thaa na hi iss tarah se
behave karte hue dekha thaa isliye muze bara ascharya hoo raha thaa.
pr unke haste hue thappar lagane pr to muze or bi jayada
ascharya huaa ki akhi yeh chahti kya hain. or mene bola ki "maaf kr
do maa(माँ) agar koi galti hoo gai hoo to" . iss pr maa(माँ) ne mere gaalo koo
halke sahlate hue kaha ki "galti to tu kr baitha hain bete ab, kewal
galti ki saja milegi tuze," mene kaha "kya galti hoo gai mere se
maa(माँ)" sabse bari galti to yeh hain ki tu khali ghoor ghoor k dekhta
hain bss, karta dharta to kuchh hain nahee, khali ghoor ghoor k kitne
din dekhta rahega" .

"kya karu maa(माँ), meri to kuchh samajh mai nahee aa raha"

"sale bewakoof ki aulad, arre karne k liye itna kuchh hain or tuze
samajh mai hi nahee aa raha hain",

"kya maa(माँ) batao na, "

"dekh abhi jaise ki tumhara man kr raha hain ki tu mere anaro se khele,
unhe dabaye, magar tu nahee vo kaam na kr k kewal muze ghoore jaa
raha hain, bol tumhara man kr raha hain ki nahee, bol na"

"hain, maa(माँ) man to mere bahoot kr raha hain,

"to phir daba na, mai jaise tere auzar se khel rahi hu waise hi tu
mere saman se khel, daba beta daba, bss phir kya thaa meri to banchhe
khil gai mene dono hatheliyo mai dono chucho koo tham liya or
halke halke unhe dabane laga.,

maa(माँ) boli "sabash, ayese hi dabane
jitna dabane kaa man utna daba le, kr le maje". mai phir pure josh
k sath halke hatho se uske chuchiyon koo dabane laga. Aisi mast mast
chuchiya pahli baar kisi ayese k hath lag jaye jisne pehle kisi
chuchi koo dabana to darwaja chua tak na hoo to banda to jannat mai
pahuch hi jayega na. maira(mera) bi wahi haal thaa, mene halke hatho se
sambhal sambhal k chuchiyon koo dabaye jar aha thaa. Udhar maa(माँ) k
haatth teji se mere loda pr chal rahe the, tabhi maa(माँ) joo ab tak kafi
uttejit hoo chuki thi ne mere chehre ki orre dekhte hue kaha "kyon
maza aa raha hain na, jor se daba mere chuchyon koo beta tabhi pura
maza milega, masalta jaa, dekh abhi tumhara maal mai kese nikalti hu".
mene jor se chuchiyon koo dabana suru kr diya thaa, maira(mera) man kr
raha thaa ki mai maa(माँ) k blouse khol k chuchiyon koo nanga karke unko
dekhte hue dabau, isilye mene maa(माँ) se puchha "hain maa(माँ) tumhara blouse
khol du" iss pr vo muskurate hue boli "nahee abhi rahne de, mai
janti hu kit era bahoot man kr raha hoga ki tu meri nangi chuchiyon
koo dekhe magar, abhi rahne de" mai bola thik "hain maa(माँ), pr muze
lag raha hain ki mere auzar se khuchh nikalne wala hain". iss pr maa(माँ)
boli "koi baat nahee beta nikalne de, tuze maza aa raha hain na"

"ha maa(माँ) maza to bahoot aa raha hain"

"abhi kya mazaa aaya hain bete abhi to or ayega, abhi tumhara maal nikal
le phir dekh mai tuze kese jannat ki sair karati hu"

"hi maa(माँ), aisa lagta hain jaise mere mai se kuchh nikalne wala hain,
hain nikal jayega"

"to nikalne de nikal jane de apne maal koo" kah kr maa(माँ) ne apna haath
or jayada teji k sath chalana shuru kr diya. Mere pani ab bss
nikalne wala hi thaa, mene bi apna haath ab teji k sath maa(माँ) k
anaro pr chalana suru kr diya thaa. maira(mera) heart(Dil) kr raha thaa un payare
payare chuchiyon koo apne munh mai bhar k chusu, halanki vo abhi
sambhav nahee thaa. muze kewal chuchiyon koo daba daba k hi santosh
karna thaa. Aisa lag raha thaa jaise ki mai abhi satve asman pr ur
raha thaa, mai bi khoob jor jor sisyate hue bolne laga "oh maa(माँ), haa
maa(माँ) or jor se maslo, or jor se muth(मूठ) maro, nikal do maira(mera) sara pani"
pr tabhi muze aisa laga jaise ki maa(माँ) ne loda pr apni pakar dheeli
kr di hain. loda koo choor kr mere ando koo apne haath se pakar k
sahlate hue maa(माँ) boli "ab tuze ek naya maza chakhati hu, thahar jaa"
or phir dhire dhire mere loda pr jhukne lagi, loda koo ek hath se
pakre hue vo puri tarah se mere loda pr jhuk gai or apne hotho koo
khol kr mere loda koo apne munh mai bhar liya.



Mere munh se ek aah
nikal gai, muze vishwas nahee hoo raha thaa ki vo yeh kya kr rahi hain.
mai bola "oh maa(माँ) yeh kya kr rahi hoo, hain chhor na bahoot gudgudi hoo
rahi hain" magar vo boli "to phir maje le iss gudgudi k, karne de
tuze achha lagega".

"hi, maa(माँ) kya isko munh mai bi liya jata,"

"ha munh mai bi liya jata hain or dusri jagaho pr bi, abhi tu
munh mai dalne kaa maza loot" kah kr teji k sath mere loda koo
chusne lagi, meri to kuchh samajh mai nahee aa raha thaa, gudgudi or
sansani k karan mai maje k satve asmaan pr jhul raha thaa. maa(माँ) ne
pehle mere loda k supare koo apne munh mai bhara or dhire dhire
chusne lagi,



or meri orr bari sexy andaz mai apne nazro koo utha k
boli, "kaisa laal laal supara hain re tumhara, ek dam pahari aaloo k
jaise, lagta hain abhi fat jayega, itna laal laal supara kunware
larko kaa hi hota hain" phir vo or kas kas k mere supare koo apne
hontho mai bhar bhar k chusne lagi. Nadi k kinare, per ki chhaw
mai muze aisa maza mil raha thaa jiski mene aaj tak kalpana tak
nahee ki thi. maa(माँ) ab mere aadhe se adhik laure koo apne munh mai bhar
chuki thi or apne hontho koo kas k mere loda k charo taraf se
dbaye hue dhire dhire upar supare tak lati thi or phir usi tarah se
sarkate hue niche ki taraf le jati thi. Uski shayad iss baat kaa achhi
tarah se ahsas thaa ki yeh maira(mera) kisi orat k sath pahla sambandh hain
or mene aaj tak kisi orat haatho kaa sparsh apne loda pr nahee
mahsoos kiya hain or isi baat koo dhyaan mai rakhte hue vo mere loda
koo beech beech mai dheela bi chhor deti thi or mere ando koo
dabane lagti thi. vo iss baat kaa pura dhayan rakhe hue thi ki mai
jaldi naa jharu. muze bi gajab kaa maza aa raha thaa or aisa lag
raha thaa jaise ki maira(mera) loda fat jayega magar. Mujhse ab raha nahee
jaa raha thaa mene maa(माँ) se kaha "hi maa(माँ), ab nikal jayega maa(माँ), maira(mera)
maal ab lagta hain nahee rukega". Usne meri baato ki orre koi dhayan
nahee diya or apni chusai jari rakhi. mene kaha "maa(माँ) tere munh mai
hi nikal jayega, jaldi se apna munh hata lo" iss pr maa(माँ) ne apna munh
thori der k liye hatate hue kaha ki "koi baat nahee mere munh mai
hi nikal mai dekhna chahti hu ki kunware larke k pani kaa swad
kaisa hota hain" or phir apne munh mai mere loda koo kas k jakarte
hue usne ab apna pura dhayn kewal ab mere suparo pr laga diya or
mere suparo koo kas kas k chusne lagi, uski jeebh mere supare k
kataw pr baar baar phir rahi thi. mai sisyate hue bolne laga "oh
maa(माँ) pee jao to phir, chakh lo mere loda kaa sara pani, le lo apne munh
mai, oh le lo, kitna maza aa raha hain, hi muze nahee pata thaa ki
itna maza aata hain, hi nikal gyaa, nikal gyaa, hi maa(माँ)-

nikla����. Tabhi mere loda kaa fauwara chhut para or. Teji k sath
bhalbhala kr mere loda se pani girne laga. Mere loda kaa sara sara
pani sidhe maa(माँ) k munh mai girta jaa raha thaa. or vo maje se mere
loda koo chuse jaa rahi thi. Kuch hi der tak lagataar vo mere loda koo
chusti rahi, maira(mera) laura ab puri tarah se uske thook se bheeg kr
geela hoo gyaa thaa or dhere dhere sikur raha thaa. pr usne ab bhee
mere loda koo apne munh se nahee nikala thaa or dheere dheere mere
sikure hue loda koo apne munh mai kisi chocolate ki tarah ghuma rahi
thi. Kuch dere tak aisa hi karne k baad jb meri sanse bi kuchh
sant hoo gai tab maa(माँ) ne apna chehra mere loda pr se utha liya or
apne munh mai jama mere virya koo apna munh khol kr dikhaya or
halke se has di. phir usne maira(mera) sare pani gatak liya or apne sari
pallu se apne hontho koo pochhti huyi boli, "hi maza aa gyaa, sach
mai kunware loda kaa pani bara meetha hota hain, muze nahee pata thaa
ki tumhara pani itna majedaar hoga" phir mere se puchha "maza aaya ki
nahee", mai kya jawab deta, josh thanda hoo jane k baad mene apne
sir koo niche jhuhka liya thaa, pr gudgudi or sansani to ab bi
kayam thi, tabhi maa(माँ) ne mere latke hue laure koo apne hatho mai
pakra or dhire se apne sari k pallu se pochhti huyi poochhi "bol
na, maza aaya ki nahee," mene sahrmate hue jawab diya "hi maa(माँ) bahoot
maza aaya, itna maza kabhi nahee aaya thaa", tab maa(माँ) ne puchha "kyon
apne hath se bi karta thaa kya",

"kabhi kabhi maa(माँ), pr utna maza nahee aata thaa jitna aaj aaya hain"

"orat k haath se karwane pr to jayada maza ayega hi, pr iss baat
kaa dhyaan rakhiyo ki kisi koo pata na chale "

"ha maa(माँ) kisi koo pata nahee chalega"

"ha, mai wahi kah rahi hu ki, kisi koo agar pata chalega to log kya
kya sochenge or hmari tumhari badnaami hoo jayegi, kyon ki humare
samaj mai ek maa(माँ) or bete k beech iss tarah kaa sambandh uchit nahee
mana jata hain, samjha" mene bi ab apne sarm k bandhan koo chhor
kr jawab diya "ha maa(माँ) mai samjhta hu, or hum dono ne joo kuchh bi
kiya hain uska mai kisi koo pata nahee chalne dunga". Tab maa(माँ) uth kr
khari hoo gai, apne sari k pallu koo or mere dwara masle gaye blouse
koo thik kiya or meri orre dekh kr muskurate hue apne bur k apne
sari koo halke se dabaya or sari koo choot k upar ayese ragra jaise
ki pani pochh rahi hoo. mai uski iss kriya koo bare gaur se dekh raha
thaa. Mere dhayan se dekhne pr vo haste hue boli "mai jara peshab
kr k aati hu, tuze bi agar karma hain to chal ab to koi lajja(shame)
nahee hain" mai halke se sharmate hue muskura diya to boli "kyon ab
bi sharma raha hain kya". mene iss pr kuchh nahee kaha or chup chap
uth kr khara hoo gyaa. vo age chal di or mai uske pichhe-pichhe
chal diya. Jhariyon tak ki dus kadam ki yeh duri mene maa(माँ) k pichhe
pichhe chalet hue uske gol matol gadraye hue chutaro pr nazre
garaye hue tai ki. Uske chalne kaa andaz itna madhosh kr dene wala
thaa. Aaj mere dekhne kaa andaz bi badla huaa thaa shayad isliye muze
uske chalne kaa andaz gajab kaa lag raha thaa. Chalte waqut uske dono
chutar bare nashile andaz mai hil rahe the or uske sari uske dono
chutaro k bich mai fas gai thi, jisko usne apne hath pichhe le jaa
kr nikala. jb hum jhariyon k paas pahuch gaye to maa(माँ) ne ek baar
pichhe mur kr meri ore dekha or muskurai phir jhariyon k pichhe
pahuch kr bina kuchh bole apne sari utha k peshab karne baith gai.



Uski dono gori gori janghe upar tak nangi hoo chuki thi or usne
shayad apne sari koo thora jaan bhujh kr pichhe se upar utha diya thaa
jis k karan uske dono chutar bi numaya hoo rahe the. yeh scene dekh
kr maira(mera) loda phir se fufkarne laga. Uska gore gore chutar bare kamal
k lag rahe the. maa(माँ) ne apne chutaro koo thora sa uchkaya huaa thaa jis
k karan uske gaand(गाँड़) ki khai bi dhikh rahi thi. Halke bhure rang ki
gaand(गाँड़) ki khai dekh kr heart(Dil) to yahi kr raha thaa ki pass jaa us gaand(गाँड़)
ki khai mai dhire dhire ungli chalau or gaand(गाँड़) ki bhure rang ki
chhed koo apni ungli se chheru or dekhu ki kese pak-pakati hain.
Tabhi maa(माँ) peshab kr k uth khari huyi or meri taraf ghum gai. Usen
abhi tak sari koo apne jhangho tak utha rakha thaa. Meri ore dekh kr
muskurate hue usne apne sari koo chhor diya or niche girne diya, phir
ek haath koo apni choot(चुत) pr sari k upar se le jaa k ragarne lagi
jaise ki peshab pochh rahi hoo or boli "chal tu bi peshab kr le
khara khara munh kya tak raha hain". mai joo ki abhi tak iss shandar
nazare mai khoya huaa thaa thora sa chaunk gyaa pr phir or haklate
hue bola "ha ha abhi karta hu,,,,,, mene socha pehle tum kr lo
isliye ruka thaa". phir mene apne pajama k nare koo khola or sidha
khare khare hi mutne ki koshish karne laga. maira(mera) loda to phir se
khara hoo chukka thaa or khare loda se peshab hi nahee nikal raha thaa.
mene apni gaand(गाँड़) tak kaa jor laga diya peshab karne k chakkar mai.
maa(माँ) wahi bagal mai khari hoo kr muze dekhe jaa rahi thi. Mere khare
loda koo dekh kr vo haste hue boli "chal jaldi se kr le peshab, der
hoo rahi hain ghr bi jana hain" mai kya bolta peshab to nikal nahee
raha thaa. Tabhi maa(माँ) ne age badh kr mere loda koo apne hatho mai
pakar liya or boli "phir se khara kr liya, ab peshab kese utrega'
kah kr loda koo halke halke sahlane lagi, ab to loda or tight hoo
gyaa pr mere jor lagane pr peshab ki ek aadh bunde niche gir gai,
mene maa(माँ) se kaha "arre tum chhoro na isko, tumahre pakarne se to yeh
or khara hoo jayega, hi chhoro" or maa(माँ) kaa hath apne loda pr se
jhtakne ki koshish karne laga, iss pr maa(माँ) ne haste hue kaha "mai to
chhor deti hu pr pehle yeh to bata ki khara kyon kiya thaa, abhi do
Min. pehle hi to tumhara pani nikala thaa mene, or tune phir se khara
kr liya, kamal kaa larka hain tu to". mai khuchh nahee bola, ab loda
thora dheela pr gyaa thaa or mene peshab kr liya. Mootne k baad
jaldi se pajama k nare koo bandh kr mai maa(माँ) k sath jhariyon k
pichhe se nikal aaya, maa(माँ) k chehre pr ab bi mand mand muskan aa
rahi thi. mai jaldi jaldi chalet hue age badha or kapre k gatthar
koo utha kr apne mathe pr rakh liya, maa(माँ) ne bi ek gathar koo utha
liya or ab hum dono maa(माँ) bete jaldi jaldi ganv k pagdandi wale
raste pr chalne lage. Garmi k din the abhi bi suraj chamak raha
thaa thori dur chalne k baad hi mere mathe se pasina chhalakne laga.
mai jaan bhujh kr maa(माँ) k pichhe pichhe chal raha thaa taki maa(माँ) k
matakte hue chutaro kaa aanand loot saku or.  

Matakte hue chutaro k pichhe chalne kaa ek apna hi aanand hain aap sochte rahte hoo



ki "hain kese dikhte honge yeh chutar bina kapro k" ya fir aapka heart(Dil) karta hain ki aap chupke se pichhe se jao or un chutaro koo apne hatheliyon mai daba lo or halke maslo or sahlao fir halke se un chutaro k beech ki khai yani ki gaand(गाँड़) k gaddhe pr apna loda sidha khara kr k sata do or halke se ragarte hue chahat se garden pr chummiya lo. yeh soch aapko itna uttejit kr deti jitna shayad agar aapko sahi mai chutar mile bi agar masalne or sahlane koo to shayad utna uttejit na kr paye. Chalo bahoot bakwas hoo gai age ki story likhte hain, to mai apna loda pajama mai khara kiye hue apni lalchi nazro koo maa(माँ) k chutaro pr tikaye hue chal raha thaa. maa(माँ) ne muth(मूठ) maar kr maira(mera) pani to nikal hi diya thaa iss karan ab utni bechaini nahee thi, balki ek mithi mithi si kasak uth rahi thi, or dimag bss ek hi jagah pr atka para thaa. Tabhi maa(माँ) pichhe mur kr dekhte hue boli "kyon re pichhe pichhe kyon chal raha hain, har roz to tu ghore ki tarah aage aage bhagta firta rahta thaa" mai ne sharmindagi mai apne sir koo niche jhuka liya, lekin ab sharm aane jaisi koi baat to thi nahee har kuchh khulam khula hoo chukka thaa magar phir bi mere heart(Dil) mai ab bi thori bahoot hichak to baki thi hi. maa(माँ) ne phir kuredte hue puchha "kyon kya baat hain thak gyaa hain kya" mene kaha "nahee maa(माँ) aisi koi baat to hain nahee, bss ayese hi pichhe chal raha hu". Tabhi maa(माँ) ne apni chal dhimi kr di or ab vo mere sath sath chal rahi thi. Meri orr apni tirchhi nazro se dekhte hue boli " mai bi ab tere koo thora bahoot samajhne lagi hu, tu kaha apni nazre garaye hue hain yeh meri samajh mai aa raha hain, pr ab sath-sath chal mere pichhe pichhe mat chal, kyon ki gaon nazdik aa gyaa hain koi dekh lega to kya sochega" kah kr muskurane lagi. mene bi samajhdar bachho ki tarah apna sir hila diya or sath sath chalne laga. maa(माँ) dhire se fusfusate hue bolne lagi, "ghr chal tumhara bapu to aaj ghr pr hain nahee phir aaram se joo bi dekhna hoga dekhte rahna". mai halke se virodh kiya "kya maa(माँ), mai kaha kuchh dekh raha thaa, tum to ayese hi bss, tabhi se mere pichhe pari hoo". iss pr maa(माँ) boli "lalu mai pichhe pari hu ya tu pichhe para hain iska faisla to ghr chal k kr lena. phir sir pr rakhe kapro k gatthar koo ek hath utha kr sidha kiya to uski kankh dikhne lagi.



Blouse usne adhe banh kaa pahan rakha thaa, garmi k karan uski kankh mai pasina aa gyaa thaa or pasine se bhigi uski kankhe dekhne mai bari madmast lag rahi thi. maira(mera) man un kankho koo chum lene kaa karne laga thaa. Ek hath koo upar rakhne se uski sari bi uske chuchiyon pr se thori si hat gai thi or thora bahoot uske gore gore pet bi dikh rahe the, isliye chalne ki yeh position bi mere liye bahoot achhi thi or mai aaram se vasana mai dooba huaa apni maa(माँ) k sath chalne laga.

Sham hote hote tak hum apne ghr pahuch chuke the. Kapro k gathar koo istri karne wale kamre mai rakhne k baad humne haath munh dhoya or phir maa(माँ) ne kaha ki beta chal kuchh kha pee le. Bhookh to waise muze khuch khas lagi nahee thi (dimag mai jb chudai(sex) kaa bhoot sawar hoo to bhookh to waise bi mar jati hain) pr phir bi mene apna sir sahmati mai hila diya. maa(माँ) ne ab tak apne kapro koo badal liya thaa, mene bi apne pajama koo khol kr uski jagah pr lungi pahan li kyon ki garmi k dino mai lungi jayada aram dayak hoti hain. maa(माँ) rasoi ghr mai chali gai or mai kyole ki angithi koo jalane k liye istri karne wale kamre mai chala gyaa taki istri kaa kaam bi kr saku. Angithi jala kr mai rasoi mai ghusa to dekha maa(माँ) wahi ek modhe pr baith kr taji rotiya sek rahi thi. muze dekhte hi boli "jaldi se aa do roti kha le phir raat kaa khana bi bnaa dungi". mai jaldi se wahi modhe (wooden plank) pr baith gyaa samne maa(माँ) ne thori si sabji or do rotiya de di. mai chup chap khane laga. maa(माँ) ne bi apne liye thori si sabji or roti nikal li or khane lagi. Rasoi ghr mai garmi kafi thi iss karan uske mathe pr pasine ki bunde chuhchuhane lagi. mai bi pasine se naha gyaa thaa. maa(माँ) ne mere chehre ki orr dekhte hue kaha "bahoot garmi hain" mene kaha "haa" or apne pairo koo utha k apne lungi koo utha k pura jangho k beech mai kr liya. maa(माँ) mere iss harkat pr muskurane lagi pr boli kuchh nahee, vo chuki ghutne mor kr baithi thi isliye usne petticoat koo utha kr ghutno tak kr diya or aaram se khane lagi.



Uske gore pindliyo or ghutno kaa nazara karte hue mai bi khana khane laga. loda ki to yeh sthithi(condition) thi abhi ki maa(माँ) koo dekh lene bhar se usme sursuri hone lagti thi, yaha maa(माँ) masti mai dono pair faila kr ghutno se thora upar tak sari utha kr dikha rahi thi.




mene maa(माँ) se kaha "ek roti or de"
"nahee ab or nahee, phir raat mai bi khana to khana hain, acchi sabzi bnaa deti hu, abhi halka kha le"

" kya, maa(माँ) tum to pura khane bi nahee deti, abhi kha lunga to kya to hoo jayega"

"jb jis cheez kaa wakt hoo tabhi vo karna chahiye, abhi to halka fulka kha lo, raat mai pura khana"

mai iss pr budbudate hue bola " subah se to khali halka fulka hi khaye jaa raha hu, pura khana to pata nahee kab khane koo milega" yeh

baat bolte hue meri nazre uske dono jangho k beech mai gari huyi thi. Hum dono maa(माँ) bete koo shayad dwiarthi bato koo karne mai maharat hasil hoo gait hi. Har baat mai do do arth nikal aate the. maa(माँ) bi isko acchi tarah se samjhti thi isliye muskurate hue boli " ek baar pura pet bhar k kha lega to phir chala bi na jayega, aaram se dhire dhire kha" . mai iss pr gahri sans lete hue bola " ha ab to isi aasha mai raat kaa intezar karunga ki shayad tab pet bhar khane koo mil jaye" maa(माँ) meri tarap kaa maza lete hue boli " ummid pr to duniya kayam hain jb itni der tak intezar kiya to thora or kr le aaram se khana, apne dad ki tarah jaldi kyon karta hain," mai ne tab tak khana khatam kr liya thaa or uth kr lungi mai haath pochh kr rasoi se bahar nikal gyaa. maa(माँ) ne bi khana katam kr liya thaa. mai istri wale kamre aa gyaa or dekha ki angithi puri laal hoo chuki hain. mai istri garam karne koo daal di or apne lungi koo mor kr ghutno k upar tak kr liya. baniyan bi mene utar di or istri karne k kaam mai lag gyaa. lekin maira(mera) man abhi bi rasoi ghr mai hi atka para thaa or jee kr raha thaa mai maa(माँ) k aas pass hi mandrata rahu magar, kya kr sakta thaa kaam to karna hi thaa. Thori der tak rasoi ghr mai khat-pat ki awaze aati rahi. maira(mera) dhyaan abhi bi rasoi ghr ki taraf hi thaa. Pure vatavaran mai aisa lagta thaa ki ek azib si khushbu samai huyi hain. Ankho k age baar baar wahi maa(माँ) ki chuchiyon koo maslane wala drishya tair raha thaa. Hatho mai abhi bi uska ahsas baki thaa. Hath to maira(mera) kapro koo istri kr rahe the parantu dimag mai din bhar ki ghatnaye ghum rahi thi.

maira(mera) man to kaam karne mai nahee lag raha thaa pr kya karta. Tabhi maa(माँ) k kadmo ki aahat sunai di. mene mur kr dekha to paya ki maa(माँ) mere paas hi aa rahi thi. Uske haath mai Hasiya(sabji katne k liye gaon mai istemal hone wali chhez) or sabji kaa tokra thaa. mene maa(माँ) ki ore dekha, vo mere ore dekh k muskurate hue wahi pr baith gai. phir usne puchha "kaun si sabji khayega". mene kaha "joo sabji tum bnaa dogi wahi kha lunga". iss pr maa(माँ) ne phir jor de k puchha "arre bata to, aaj sari chheze tumhari pasand ki banati hu, tumhara bapu to aaj hain nahee, tumhari hi pasand kaa to khyal rakhna hain". Tab mene kaha "jb bapu nahee hain to phir aaj kele ya baigan ki sabji bnaa le, hum dono wahi kha lenge, tuze bi to pasand hain iski sabji". maa(माँ) ne muskurate hue kaha "chal thik hain wahi bnaa deti hu". or wahi baith k sabjiya katne lagi. Sabji katne k liye jb vo baithi thi tab usne apna ek pair mor kr jamin pr rakh diya thaa or dusra pair mor kr apni chhati se tika rakha thaa, or gardan jhukaye sabjiya kat rahi thi. Uske iss tarah se baithne k karan uski ek chuchi joo ki uske ek ghutne se dab rahi thi blouse k bahar nikalne lagi or upar se jhakne lagi. Gori-Gori chuchi or us pr ki neeli neeli rekhaye sab numaya hoo rahi thi .



Meri nazar to wahi pr jaa k thahar gai thi. maa(माँ) ne muze dekha, hum dono ki nazre aapas mai mili, or mene jhep kr apni nazar neche kr li or istri karne laga. iss pr maa(माँ) ne haste hue kaha "chori chori dekhne ki aadat gai nahee, din mai itna sab kuch hoo gyaa ab bi...........". mene kuchh nahee kaha or apne kaam mai laga raha. Tabhi maa(माँ) ne sabji katna band kr diya or uth kr khari hoo gai or boli, "khana bnaa deti hu, tu tab tak chhat pr bichhawan laga de bari garmi hain aaj to, istri chhor kal subah uth k kr lena". mene ne kaha "bss thora sa or kr du phir baki to kal hi karunga". mai istri karne mai lag gyaa or, rasoi ghr se phir khat pat ki awaze aane lagi yani ki maa(माँ) ne khana banana shuru kr diya thaa.



mene jalidi se kuch kapro koo istri ki, phir angithi bujhai or apne tauliye se pasina pochhta huaa bahar nikal aaya. Handpump k thande pani se apna munh haatho koo dhone k baad, mene bichawan liya or chhat pr chala gyaa . or din to teen logon kaa bichhawan lagta thaa pr aaj to do kaa hi lagana thaa. mene wahi jamin pr pehle chatai bichhai or pir do logon k liye bichhawan laga kr niche aa gyaa. maa(माँ) abhi bi rasoi mai hi thi. mai bi rasoi ghr mai ghus gyaa.
maa(माँ) ne sari utar diya thaa or ab vo kewal petticoat or blouse mai hi khana bnaa rahi thi.



Usne apne kandhe pr ek chhota sa tauliya rak liya thaa or usi se apne mathe kaa pasina pochh rahi thi. mai jb waha pahucha to maa(माँ) sabji koo kalchhi se chala rahi thi or dusri taraf rotiya bi sek rahi thi. mene kaha "kaun si sabji bnaa rahi hoo kele ya baigan ki" maa(माँ) ne kaha "khud hi dekh le kaun

si hain".

"Khusbhu to bari acchi aa rahi hain, oh lagta hain do do sabji bani hain"

"kha k batana kaisi bani hain"

"thik hain maa(माँ), bata or kuchh to nahee karna" Kahte kahte mai ek dam maa(माँ) k paas aa k baith gyaa thaa. maa(माँ) modhe pr apne pairo koo mor k or apne petticoat koo jangho k beech samet kr baithi thi. Uske badan se pasine ki azib si khusbu aa rahi thi. maira(mera) pura dhyaan uske jangho pr hi chala gyaa thaa. maa(माँ) ne meri orr dekhte hue kaha "jara kheera kaat k salad bi bnaa le".

"Wah maa(माँ), aaj to lagta hain tu sari thandi cheeze hi khayegi"

"ha, aaj sari garmi utar dungi mai"

"thik hain maa(माँ), jaldi se khana kha k chhat pr chalte hain, bari acchi hawa chal rahi hain"

maa(माँ) ne jaldi se thali nikali sabji wale chulhe koo band kr diya, ab bss ek ya do rotiya hi bachi thi, usne jaldi jaldi haath chalana shuru kr diya. mene bi kheera or tamatar kaat k salad bnaa liya. maa(माँ) ne roti banana khatam kr k kaha "chal khana nikal deti hu bahar aangan mai modhe pr baith k khayenge". mene dono parosi huyi thaliya uthai or aangan mai aa gyaa . maa(माँ) wahi aangan mai ek kone pr apna haath munh dhone lagi. phir apne chhote tauliye se pochhte hue mere samne rakhe modhe pr aa k baith gai. Hum dono ne khana suru kr diya. Meri nazre maa(माँ) koo upar se niche tak ghoor rahi thi. maa(माँ) ne phir se apne petticoat koo apne ghutno k beech mai samet liya thaa or iss baar shayad petticoat kuch jayada hi upar utha diya thaa.
Chuchiya ek dam mere samne tan k khari khari dikh rahi thi.



Bina bra k bi maa(माँ) ki chuchiya aisi tani rahti thi jaise ki dono taraf do nariyal laga diye gaye hoo. Itna umar beet jane k baad bi thora sa bi dhalkaw nahee thaa. Janghe bina kisi roye k, ek dam chikni or gori or mansal thi.



Pet pr umar k sath thora sa motapa aa gyaa thaa jiske karan pet mai ek do fold parne lage the, joo dekne mai or jayada khubsurat lagte the. Aaj petticoat bi nabhi k niche bandha gyaa thaa iss karan se uski gahri gol nabhi bi nazar aa rahi thi. Thori der baithne k baad hi maa(माँ) koo pasina aane laga or uske gardan se pasina ludhak kr uske blouse k beech wali ghati mai utarta jaa raha thaa, waha se vo pasina ludhak kr uske pet pr bi ek lakeer bnaa raha thaa or dhere dhere uski gahri nabhi mai jama hoo raha thaa mai in sab cheezo koo bare gaur se dekh raha thaa. maa(माँ) ne jb muze ayese ghoorte hue dekha to haste hue boli "chup chap dhyaan laga k khana kha samjha" or phir apne chhote wale tauliye se apna pasina pochhne lagi. mai khana khane laga or bola "maa(माँ) sabji to bahoot hi achhi bani hain". maa(माँ) ne kaha "chal tuze pasand aayi yahi bahoot bari baat hain mere liye, nahee to aaj kal k larko koo ghr kaa kuchh bi pasand hi nahee aata". mene kaha "nahee maa(माँ) aisi baat nahee hain, muze to ghr kaa maal hi pasand hain," yeh maal sabd mene bare dhime swar mai kaha thaa, ki kahin maa(माँ) na sun le. maa(माँ) koo laga ki shayad mene bola hain ghr ki daal isliye vo boli "mai janti hu maira(mera) beta bahoot samjhdar hain or vo ghr k daal chawal se kaam chala sakta hain usko bahar k maalpue (ek prakar ki khane wali cheez, joo ki maide or chini ki sahayata se banai jati hain or fuli hu pav ki tarah se dikhti hain) se koi matlab nahee hain". maa(माँ) ne maalpua sabd pr sahayad jayada hi jor diya thaa or mene iss shabd koo pakar liya. mene kaha "pr maa(माँ) tuze maalpua banaye kafi din hoo gaye, kal maalpua bnaa na" maa(माँ) ne kaha "maalpua tuze bahoot accha lagta hain muze pata hain magar idhar itna wakt kaha milta thaa joo maalpua bnaa saku, pr ab muze lagta hain tuze maalpua khilana hi parega". mene ne kaha "jaldi khilana maa(माँ)", or hath dhone k liye uth gyaa maa(माँ) bi haath dhone k liye uth gai. Hath munh dhone k baad maa(माँ) phir rasoi mai chali gai or bikhre pare samano koo smbhalne lagi mene kaha "chhoro na maa(माँ), chalo sone jaldi se, yaha bahoot garmi lag rahi hain" maa(माँ) ne kaha "tu jaa na mai abhi aati, rasoi ganda chhorna achhi baat nahee hain". muze to jaldi se maa(माँ) k sath sone ki harbari thi ki kese maa(माँ) se chipak k uske mansal badan kaa ras le saku pr maa(माँ) rasoi saaf karne mai juti huyi thi. mene bi rasoi kaa saman sambhalne mai uski madad karni shuru kr di. Kuchh hi der mai sara saman jb thik thak hoo gyaa to hum dono rasoi se bahar aa gaye. maa(माँ) ne kaha "jaa door band kr de". mai daur kr gyaa or door band kr aaya abhi jayada der to nahee huaa thaa raat k 9:30 hi baje the. pr ganv mai to ayese bi log jaldi hi so jaya karte hain. Hum dono maa(माँ) bete chhat pr aake bichhawan pr let gaye.




Bichhawan pr mere paas hi maa(माँ) bi aake let gai thi. maa(माँ) k itne paas letne bhar se mere sarir mai ek gudgudi si daur gai. Uske badan se uthne wali khusbu meri sanso mai bharne lagi or mai bekabu hone laga thaa. maira(mera) loda dheere dheere apna sir uthane laga thaa. Tabhi maa(माँ) meri orre karwat kr k ghumi or puchha "bahoot thak gaye hoo na"
"ha, maa(माँ) "