“joo inshaan niche girta hain ushi ki upar uthne ki bhi sambhaavna hoti hain. Newton kaa third law bhi to yahi kahta hain ki ‘To every action there iss always an equal and opposite reaction’. Har koyi upar nahee uth pata ye alag baat hain pr ish sambhaavna se inkaar nahee kiya jaa sakta”—
Choti si bhool k jariye hum ishi sambhaavna ki talaash karne ki koshish karenge
Jeendagi bhi hamaare saath kayin baar ajeeb khel khelti hain. mere saath jeendagi ne ek ghinona majaak kiya hain. pr dukh hain to bss ish baat kaa ki kahi na kahi ish sab k liye mai khud zeemedaar hu. ye sab meri ek choti si bhool kaa natiza hain.
mene socha bhi nahee thaa ki meri ek choti si bhool meri zeendagi mein ek toofaan ley aayegi. Ye 20 april 2008 ki baat hain.
mai karib 2 baje kitchen mein khaana bnaa rahi thi. Garmi bahoot thi ishliye me thodi thandi hava lene k liye khidki pr aa gayi.
Baahar se thandi hava kaa jhonka muze taro taaja kr gyaa. Tabhi muze khayaal aaya ki sanjay(mere sohar) aaney wale hai or mai vaapis gas ki taraf mud gayi.
Sanjay se meri shaadi 2003 mein huyi thi or unhone muze duniya kaa har sukh diya thaa. Sanjay ek doctor hain or unka apna ek clinic hain. Hamaara 5 sal kaa beta bhi hain jisko hum chintoo kah kr pukaarte hain.
khair mai ush din fir se thandi hava lene k liye khidki ki taraf gayi to baahar dekh kr hairaan rah gayi.
Hamaari khidki k bilkul samne ek 18 ya 19 year kaa ladka khada thaa. Ish se pehle ki mai mud paati ush ladke ne muze ghoor kr dekha or mai foran vaha se hat gai. maira hardiya(heart) dhak dhak karne laga, mai thoda dar gayi thi. pr kyonki muze lunch taiyar karna thaa ishliye mai sab bhul kr apne kaam mein lag gai, kyonki sanjay kishi bhi vakt khaana khane aa sakte the.
Tabhi darwaja bell baji or mene darvaaja khola to paya ki saamne sanjay khade the. unhone ander aa kr jhat se muze bahon mai bhar liya or kaha ki aaj shaam hum shaadi mein jaa rahe hai. fir hum teeno ne khaana khaaya. mai khidki wali baat bilkul bhul chuki thi.
Sanjay vaapis clinic chale gaye or mai chintoo koo sula kr nahane chali gayi. Shaam koo hum shaadi mein gaye or hamne khub enjoy kiya.
Aate huve sanjay ne kaha, “ritu tum kal mere liye lunch mat banana kyonki mai kal ek crucial surgery karne wala hu.
mene kaha, “theek hain”
Agle din mai roj ki tarah lunch bnaa rahi thi. mai thandi hava lene koo khidki k paas gayi or apne paseene ponchane lagi. Tabhi na jaane kaha se vaha ek ladka aa gyaa or toilet karne laga. mai vaha se foran hat gayi. mene kuch nahee dekha.
Tabhi muze khayaal aaya ki arey ye to vahi kal vala ladka hain, ishne kya yaha toilet bnaa liya hain. pr humare ghr k pheehe thoda shunsan thaa or peechli taraf koyi ghr nahee thaa, tabhi shaayad log vaha toilet karne lage the, pr mene ab tak kishi or koo nahee dekha thaa .
Hamaari kitchen ghr k pheechli taraf hone ki vajah se ye samasya aan khadi huyi thi. Khair mene socha ki aage se mai dhyaan rakhungi or kam se kam khidki ki taraf jaaungi.
Agle din sanjay koo lunch pr aana thaa ishliye mai kuch jyada mehnet kr rahi thi. Garmi se pareshan hoo kr mai khidki ki taraf gayi to chain mila ki baahar koyi nahee hain or mai thandi hava kaa aanand lene lagi.
pr achaanak vahi ladka na jaane kaha se aa gyaa or jhat se apni zip khol kr khada hoo gyaa. ye sab itni jaldi huaa ki na chaahte huve bhi muze sab kuch deekh gyaa.mai jhat se vaha se hat gayi or bhaag kr apne bedroom mein aa gayi.
pr na chaahte huve bhi meri aankho mein khidki k baahar kaa nazaara ghum raha thaa. pata nahee kya baat thi ush ladke mein ki rah rah kr vo meri nazro mein ghum raha thaa.
mene paseene ponch kr pani piya hi thaa ki achanak pressure cooker ki siti baj uthi or mai hosh mai aayi ki sanjay aane wale hai. mai kitchen mai vaapis aakar apne kaam men lag gayi. Sanjay 3 baje aaye or 4 baje khaana kha kr chale gaye. mai chintoo koo sula kr shone k liye bedroom mein late gayi.
pr muze neend nahee aayi. mai soch rahi thi ki aakhir ye ladka kaun hain or aksar yaha kyon aata hain, ye koyi itefaak hain ya phir vo ye jaanbujh kr, kr raha hain.
mene faisla kiya ki mai raat koo sanjay se baat karungi. pr raat koo mai ish baare mein baat na kr saki kyonki sanjay chudai(sex) k mood mai the or hum sambhog karke sho gaye.
Khair agle din muze chintoo k school jaana thaa ishliye mai sanjay k jaane k baad koyi 11 baje school k liye nikli. School mein chintoo ki madam ne bataaya ki chintoo math mai kamjor hain ishliye ish pr dhyaan dijiye. School k baad mai market gayi or kuch kharidari ki. 2 kab baj gaye pata hi nahee chala.
Vaapis aate huve mene riksha ley liya or ghr ki taraf chal di. Rikse wale ne short cut k liye hamaare ghr k peeche wali gali se riksha mod liya. mene joo dekha vo dekh kr mai seham gayi.
Vahi ladka aaj fir hamaare ghr k peeche khada thaa or hamaari kitchen ki khidki ki taraf dekh raha thaa. Vah ek cycle liye thaa. muze rikse pr dekhte hi vo cycle khadi kr sidha khada huaa or ek haath se apni pant k upar se hi apna ling sahlaane laga. Uske chehre pr ajeeb si muskuraahat thi, jishe dekh kr maira rom-rom kaamp gyaa. Vah meri taraf ek tak dekhta raha. mene apni najre jhuka li or dheere dheere riksa vaha se aage nikal gyaa. mene ghr pahunch kr riksa wale koo jhat se paise diye or sidhi ghr k ander chali gayi.
mai samajh chuki thi ki ye ladka ye sab jaanbujh kr hi kr raha hain. mene ghr mein ghuste hi 100 no pr phone lagaya pr line busy hone k kaaran phone nahee mila. mene paani piya or shocha ki aakhir ye ladka chaahta kya hain. mene socha ki khidki se maira ye kya bigaad lega or mai kitchen ki khidki mein aa gayi.
Vah khidki k samne hi khada thaa. Dur-dur tak koyi nahee thaa. Ish se pehle ki mai kuch bol paati usne apni zip kholi or apne ling koo hava mein jhula diya. mai ushki himmat pr dang rah gayi.
mene jor se aawaaj laga kr kaha, hey yaha se dafa hoo jao, mene police koo phone kr diya hain, agar tum nahee gaye to tumhari khair nahee.
Ushne jhat se apni zip band ki or vaha se chala gyaa.
mene chain ki saans li. me khus thi ki ye bala tal gai. pr mai roj 2 baje k aas pas khidki se jhank kr dekhti ki kahin vah fir se to nahee aa gyaa.
Aksar aisa hota hain ki jeendagi ki buri kissa ya buri baate baar baar hamaare man koo ghere rahti hai. Mere saath bhi kuch aisa hi hoo raha thaa. na chaahte huve bhi baar baar meri aankho k saamne ush ladke kaa chehra ghum jaata thaa. vo deekhne mein smart thaa or bhola bhala lagta thaa but ushki harkate ajeeb thi. muze ushke prati ek ajeeb sa kheenchaav mahsush hoo raha thaa. aisa kheenchaav mene apni jeendagi mein kishi k bhi prati mahsush nahee kiya thaa.
mai roj khidki se dekhti, pr kayin dino tak vaha koyi nahee dikha.
Ek din roj ki tarah mene baahar dekha to vahi ladka khada thaa. pahle mai ghabra gayi, pr fir ushe dubara dekh kr, khusi bhi huyi.
Vah chup-chap khada huaa khaamosi se muze ghurta raha, mai bhi ushe dekhti rahi. Na jane muze kya hoo gyaa thaa karib 2 minut tak hum apni- apni jagah khade huve ek dusray koo dekhte rahe. yahi meri choti si bhool thi, kyonki mai jaane anjaane ushe ek moka de rahi thi. muze ush vakt nahee pata thaa ki mai kish aag se khel rahi hu.
fir vo achaanak khidki k or pas aa gyaa or bola ki police to nahee bulaaogi ?
meri gardan jhat se na k ishaare mein hil gai.
fir vo bola “ loda dekhogi” Agar haan karogi to hi baahar nikaalunga.
mai ajeeb si kasamkash mein pad gayi, or kuch bhi bol paane ki haalat mein nahee thi. Usne meri aankho mai dekha or kaha, arey sharmaati hain tu to, apne sohar kaa nahee dekhti kya.
ye kah kr vo dheere se apni zip kholne laga.
mai lajja(shame) se laal hoo gayi, or maira hardiya(heart) jor-jor se dhadakne laga. mai vaha se hat jaana chaahti thi, pr pata nahee muze kya huaa thaa ki mai vahi khidki mein hi khadi rahi.
fir mene himmat kr k kaha, mere sohar aane wale hai, tum yaha se chale jao.
vo bola, arey chup kr muze sab pata hain 3 baje se pehle nahee ayega vo. Chal ab bol, meri chain khuli hain, loda baahar nikalun kya.
me lajja(shame) se mari jaa rahi thi. muze yakin hi nahee hoo raha thaa ki ye sab mere sath hoo raha hain. Ushne apna haath apni pant mein dala or apne ling koo bahar nikal liya.
me na chaahte huve bhi hairaani se ek taktaki laga kr uske lambe kale ling koo dekhne lagi. mene pahli bar itne gor se ushe dekha thaa, ab tak to keval(only) jhalak hi dekhi thi.
Vo apne ling koo haath mein pakad kr hila raha thaa. Ushne pucha kaisa laga maira loda ?
me kuch nahee boli, or lajja(shame) se apni najre jhuka li.
Vo bola, tuze pata hain tumhari figure kitni mast hain, mene aksar tuze shaam koo market mein tere sohar k saath dekha hain.
me hairani se sab shun rahi thi.
Ushne aage kaha, tu jab chalti hain to tumhari gaand(गाँड़) kya chalakti hain, sach tuze matak matak kr chalte dekh kr, maira loda khada hoo jaata hain or man karta hain tumhari gaand(गाँड़) koo dono haato se pakad kr, loda ghusa dun or tumhari khub gaand(गाँड़) maru.
me lajja(shame) se pani pani hoo gayi, pehli baar kishi ne mere baare mai aisi gandi baat kahin thi. me aakhir kyon ye bakwas shun rahi thi pata nahee, pr mere sharir mai ek ajeeb si halchal hoo rahi thi ye sab shun or dekh kr.
Vo aage bola tumhari chuchiya to ish sahar mai sabse badi hain, shaayad hi kisi ki itni rasili chuchiya hogi, please ek baar dikha na.
mene ushe gardan hila kr saaf mana kr diya, ki me aisa kuch nahee karungi.
Thoda maayus sa hokar vo bola, ek baat bata, tere sohar kaa bhi itna bada hain kya ?
or meri gardan apne aap na k ishare mai hil gayi. Tabhi muze kuch jalne ki badbu aayi muze khyaal aaya ohh meri sabji jal gayi or me jaldi se gas ki taraf bhagi, pr nuksan hoo chuka thaa. me gas band kr k vaapas khidki pr aa gayi.
vo bola kya huaa, muze jaane kya sujha mene kaha, tum yaha se chale jao or dubara yaha mat aana. Yeh kah kr muze ajib sha sakun mila. muze ahsaas hoo raha thaa ki joo kuch bhi hoo raha hain wrong hain.
me fir apne kaam mai lag gayi, kyonki 3 bajne wale the, or sanjay kishi bhi vakt aa sakte the, mene apna pura dhyaan khana banane mai laga diya. mene koi 10 minut bad khidki se baahar dekha to vaha koyi nahee thaa. mene man hi man chain ki saans li. pr ush ladke kaa kaha ek ek bol mere kaano mein gunj raha thaa. mene socha ki kya me sach mai itni sexy hu ki ye ladka mujh pr phida hoo gyaa hain.
Ush din sanjay k jaane k baad, mene khud koo sheeshe mein gor se dekha . mene apni figure pr najar dodayi. mene ghum kr apne nitambo koo bhi dekha or paya ki me vakai mai khubsurat hu. Pahli baar mene khud koo ayese nazariye she dekha thaa. pr achaanak maira apne parivaar pr dhyan gyaa or muze hosh aaya, ki me ye kya kr rahi hu or mene kapde pehne or so gayi.
Agle din mene faisla kiya ki me khidki se baahar nahee jhankungi. pr man mein bar-bar ush ladke k khyaal aa rahe the. Uska kaha ek ek bol mere man mai mano bss gyaa thaa.
ushka ling to maano ek movie ki tarah mere dimaag mein ghum raha thaa. me kab 2 bajne kaa intejaar karne lagi pata hi nahee chala.
mene thik 2 baje baahar dekha pr baahar koyi nahee thaa. me baar-baar aa kr dekhti rahi pr koyi nahee dikha. 3 baj gaye or mere sohar ghr aa gaye. me khana serve karne lagi. Sanjay ne khaana khaaya or karib 3:30 baje vaapas chale gaye.
me bartan rakhne kitchen mai aayi to dekha ki vah baahar khada thaa. me jhat se khidki pr aa gayi. Vo bhi jaldi se khidki k paas aa gyaa.
Ushne kaha, aaj meri cycle puncture hoo gayi thi, ishliye 2 baje nahee aa paya. mene kuch nahee kaha pr mere sharir mai ushe dekh kr ajeeb si halchal hoo rahi thi.
Vo bola, pata hain kal mene ek ladki ki choot(चुत) maari, bahoot maza aaya, pr ushki maarte huve muze tumhara hi khyaal aa raha thaa, ma kasam kya body hain tumhari, muze aisa lag raha thaa ki me tumhari hi choot(चुत) maar raha hu.
mene lajja(shame) se apni najre jhuka li. mene socha aakhir ye ladka aisi gandi baate kyo karta hain pr ye sach thaa ki ye sab shun kr meri yoni gili hoo gayi thi. Pehli baar mene aisi baate suni thi.
Ushne pucha, tumhara naam kya hain ?
na jaane kyo mene kaha, ritu, ritu gupta.
mene pucha, tumhara kya naam hain.
Ushne jawab diya ‘billu’ or gidgidaate huve bola, please ek baar apni chuchi dikha do, me bhi to tumhe apna loda dikhata hu.
pr mujh mein itni himmat nahee thi ki sanjay k alaawa, kisi or koo apne private parts dikha sakun or me khamosh khadi rahi.
Vo samajh gyaa ki me ushe apne ubhar nahee dheekhaungi.
Vo bola theek hain, me late hoo raha hu, muze kaam pr jaana hain.
mene pucha kaam pr, kya tum padhte nahee hoo ?.
ushne kaha, nahee me electric shop pr electrician hu, kabhi tumhare yaha bijli ki samashya hoo to bataana.
Ye kah kr vo chala gyaa or me bhi apne bedroom mein aakar late gayi.
Shaam koo sanjay k aane k baad me beauty parlor chali gayi. Vaha thoda wakt lag gyaa or 8 baj gaye. me baahar aakar rikshe kaa intejaar karne lagi. Achaanak ek riksha mere saamne aakar ruka. pr me riksha vale koo dekh kr seham gayi.
Vo billu thaa. mene pucha, tumne jhut kaha thaa ki tum electrician hoo.
Vo bola, nahee, vo sach thaa, maira vo kaam thoda manda hain ishliye kabhi-kabhi ye kiraye kaa riksha bhi chala leta hu.
mene kuch nahee kaha or hairaani se vaha khadi rahi.
Vo bola, chalo baith jao me tumhe ghr pr utaar dunga.
me ushe achaanak dekh kr seham gayi thi ishliye samajh nahee pa rahi thi ki kya karun.
fir mene socha ghr to jaana hi hain, me late bhi hoo rahi thi, or me darte darte uske rikshe mein baith hi gayi.
me rikshe me baith gayi or usne riksha chala diya.
thodi der chalne k baad Vo bola, mene tuze shaam koo beauty parlor mai jaate huve dekh liya thaa.
mene pucha, tum kya, maira har vakt picha karte hoo.
Ushne jawaab diya, arey nahee me yahin riksha stand pr khada thaa, shaayad tumne dhyan nahee diya.
mene kaha, theek hain, riksha jara tej chalaao, mein late hoo rahi hu.
Vo bola, aaj mausam kitna mast hain na.
mene pucha kyon.
Vo bola, arey upar dekho baadal chaaye huve hain. tuze bhi aisa mausam achha lagta hoga na.
me samajh gayi ki ye kya sun-na chahta hain or me chup rahi or kuch nahee boli.
thodi der baad mene kaha, muze ghr jaldi jaana hain, please thoda tej-tej chalao.
Ushne jaise kuch nahee suna, or bola, maira to man ayese mausam mai tere jaisi mast item ki choot(चुत) maarne kaa karta hain.
me ye shun kr dang rah gayi or kuch nahee boli. muze aisa lag raha thaa ki ushke rikshe mein baith kr meine jeendagi ki sabse badi bhul kr li hain
Ushne muze peeche mud kr dekha or muze aankh maarte huve bola, kya karu tu cheej hi aisi hain.
mene bina kuch kahe apni najre jukha li, or me kr bhi kya sakti thi.
mene ushe fir yaad dilaya , billu riksha tej chalao muze jaldi ghr jana hain.
pr vo dheere-dheere riksha chalaata raha, maano ushe kuch shuna hi na hoo.
Vo bola, ek sharat lagaati hoo,
mene na jaane kyo dheere se pucha, kya,
vo bola, aaj ki raat, tumhara sohar tumhari jaroor lega, ayese mausam mein kaun tumhari choot(चुत) nahee maarega.
me kuch bhi bolne ki haalat mein nahee thi. muze lag raha thaa ki ye ladka kuch jyada hi bol raha hain or saari sheemaye laangh raha hain. pr me kr bhi kya sakti thi, kahin na kahin meri vajah se hi uski itni himmat badhi thi. muze shaayad kitchen ki khidki band kr deni chahiye thi.
Vo fir piche mud kr bola, hey mujhpe taras kha, aaj muze bhi de, de, dekh na ish mausam mein tere kaaran maira loda khada hoo gyaa hain.