Antim Pariksha

Chapter No - 1 :: Rani or Rank

Saba k ankhon mai anshu thaa, uske ye anshu thode dukh k or thode khusi k the, aaj uske sabse choti beti ki nikah k baad ki bidai thi, Saba ne apne zindagi k sare kaam aaj bakhubi kr diya thaa, Saba k hardiya(heart) mai aajh sakun thaa, or vo apne sauhar Saeed k sath khadi hoo jati hain,

-saeed aaj bahoot hardiya(heart) koo sukun mil raha hain, humare teeno bachche aaj settle hoo gaye hai,

-haan saba,

miya bibi dono k ankhe naam si thi, or vo wapas ghr mai wapas jaane lage, saba kaa sauhar uske kamar pe hanth rakh diya thaa, saba koo apne sarir pe kisi tarah se kamuk uske sauhar se ummid hi chor di thi, or vo andar hi andar thodi sihar gayi, saba kaa sauhar apne muh uske kaan k paas lata hain,

-bibi, aap upar kamare mai chalo, mai aata hu,

saba sanket samajh jati hain, aaj kayi year baad uske miyan mood mai the, or vo utsuk hoo upar wale kamare mai chali jati hain, or bistar pe let jati hain, or apne miyan kaa intejaar karane lagati hain, uske maan mai ristedaar logo kaa bhi thoda darr thaa, but vo apne sauhar koo mana nahee kr sakti thi, wiase hi saba saeed kaa kafi der intejaar karati rahi but vo aane kaa naam hi nahee le raha thaa, or dekhate hi dekhate saba koo nind aane laga, or vo so gayi wahin uska sauhar piche batchit k chakkar mai apni begum koo bhula diya,

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Lal chand machan ek anath ladaka thaa, uska naam bhi uske anath hone kaa parichay deta thaa, vo ek lal rang k kapare mai chandani raat koo hospital k paas machan k paas mila thaa, or kisi aadmi ne uska naam hi yahi rakh diya, Lal ek atyant hi kamchor ladaka thaa, vo na padha or na koi kaam karata thaa, uska dinbhar kaa maksad keval(only) ek thaa, pet mai khana, hagna or chodana, Lal har time choot(चुत) k talash mai rahta thaa, Lal ne kariban sau auraton koo chod chuka thaa, ussko apne aap kafi bharosa thaa ki vo kisi bhi orat koo pata apne loda pe nacha sakta thaa, Lal ne apne choot(चुत) kaa shikar kaa suruwat ki apne hi anath aalay mai kaam karane wali ek mahila se,



Lal koo usi din se choot(चुत) ki lat lagi hui thi, but lal koo bade umar ki bhabhiya or aunty bahoot jyada pasand the, we uske liye kisi nasha ki tarah the, lal koo bachpan mai kabhi ammi(maa) kaa mohabbat nahee mila thaa, shayad isi wajah se vo badi umar ki auraton koo patane k liye apna pura jaan laga deta thaa, or aaj tak ussko har orat koo choda thaa jispe usne apne nigah daale the, Lal k andar koi janwar sawar hoo jata thaa, or vo bade umar ki auraton koo apne niche laane k liye kuch bhi karane koo tayyar thaa, or jab tak vo paa nahee leta vo kisi bechain pret ki tarah bhatakata rahta, vo har cheez bhul jata, vo insanyit bhi bhul jata thaa, vo kisi bhi had tak jaa sakta thaa,

Lal abhi apna loda apne sabse sikar se chuswa raha thaa, ye ek 2 bachco ki ammi(maa) rashma thi, jise lal ne bade aaram se apne bss mai kr liya thaa, or ab uske muh kaa maje le raha thaa,



Lal koo ayese hi mast low maintanance wali nikah sudha auratain pasand thi joo uske ammi(maa) k umar ki honti, or piche se iss orat k sohar kaa awaz aane lagata hain, but vo lal koo chuppe lagate rahti hain, or lal k chehre pe muskan aa jata hain, usne ise apne bss mai kr liya thaa, lal ek jod dar thappad rashma koo marata hain, or vo ladkhada k girane lagati hain, but uska muh fir bhi lal k loda k chuppe lagate rahta hain, or lal niche der hansane lagata hain, or apna loda khinckar apne pant mai kr leta hain, or rashma koo wapas apne sohar k paas jane kaa ishara karata hain, lal fir wahan se nikal jata hain, or sidhe sweta chachi k ghr jata hain, sweta chachi iss garib tole mai thodi amir thi, or lal us se khana or paise mangane aaya thaa, sweta chachi apne choot(चुत) chudai k badale kuch rukhi sukhi or kuch chutte lal koo de deti thi, lal koo dekh sweta chachi sidhe ussko apne kamare mai jaane kaa ishara karati hain, or khud jhat se apna saree utha let jati hain, or lal sweta chachi kaa choot(चुत) bajane lagata hain, kuch der chadh k chodane k baad lal sweta chachi koo ghodi bnaa deta hain, or vo apna loda se sweta chachi kaa choot(चुत) k sath khelene lagata hain,



tabhi wahan se kisi k tez cheekhane ki awaz aati hain, or sweta or lal dono darr jate hai, samane or koi nahee sweta kaa sohar khada thaa, uska chehra dekh lal darr jata hain, vo jhapatta mar k lal ki or lapakata hain, but lal baal baal bachata hain, iss shor se aaspas k log jhutane lagate hai, or vo sab milkar lal koo pakad lete hai, ussko khub galiyan sunate hai, or uski khub kutai hoti hain, lal koo pitate piate adhmara kr diya jata hain, or fir ussko wahin pe nadi k kinare phek k log aa jate hai, lal wahan kafi der baad honsh mai aata hain, or wahan se tute kadamo se chal padata hain sahar ki or.

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saba kaa nind tut jata hain, usko apne sauhar pekafi gussa aa raha thaa, vo uthkar niche jati hain, wahan pe kuch labaour saafai kr rahe the, or saba apne sauhar koo dhundh rahi thi, joo ussko kahi nahee dikhata hai, saba yu hi baith jati hain, saba koo baithe baithe hi bechaini hone lagati hain, ussko aisa lag raha thaa jaise koi ussko ghur raha hain, tabhi uski badi beti joo apne ghr nikalane wali thi uske paas aa jati hain, or saba gale lagane k liye uth jati hain,



saba koi aisa lag raha thaa ki koi ussko ghur raha hain, tabhi saba kaa najar ek labour pe jata hain, joki ussko lagatar ghure jaa raha thaa, or saba andar se kanmp jati hain.................

Chapter No - 2 :: mohabbat

Saba koo apne sauhar se beintehaan pyar thi or hain, but saba koo apne sauhar se mohabbat se jyada unki ijjat thi, saba kaa nikah tab huaa thaa jab vo highschool mai hi thi, vo jamana alag thaa, vo bhale na padhi thi but apne sare bachche koo usne talim di thi, saba ne jindagi mai keval(only) do logo k sath deh kaa rista banaya thaa, ek joo usne jawani mai galti kr di thi, or dusara uska sauhar saeed, usne apne nikah k baad pura jiwan keval(only) apne sauhar or apne bachcho mai lagaya thaa, or vo khus thi, thodi si khuddari bhi thi apne bachcho koo safal hote hue dekh kr, saba kaa pariwar bhi khusi se bhara thaa, kul mila kr saba kaa jiwan bilkul maje mai chal raha thaa, but saba k jiwan mai ek kami thi, joo vo ab jyada mehsus karati thi, vo thaa uska deh ki piyas, saba kaa sarir ki piyas, uski yovan usse kuch mang raha thaa, jise saba khud nahee de sakti thi, saba kaa sarmgah mai uska komal choot(चुत) ki kulbulahat din b din badh rahi thi, saba koo iss baat kaa ehsas thaa, but vo bebas thi, uska joo karne wala thaa uska sauhar ussko puri tarah se darkinar kiye hue thaa,

Lal kaa sarir kaa chot kaa ghav abhi bhara nahee thaa, or vo buri tarah le langda kr chal raha thaa, ussko kisi ghr mai saaf safai kaa kaam mila thaa, vo kamchor kam karana to nahee chahta thaa, but khane k liye usne majboori mai ye kaam liya thaa, Lal jab iss ghr pr pahuncha to uske ankh fat gaye, itna alisan bangla ussko keval(only) govinda k film mai dekhe the, Lal baki labourers k sath kaam karane laga, but vo Kam kam or apne ankhe firate hue, koi bhi mehngi saman chura raha thaa, Lal ayese hi choti choti saman koo apne jeb mai bhare jaa raha thaa, or ayese hi vo najare phira raha thaa, tabhi uski ankhe ek orat pe padi, salwar pehane hue iss orat koo dekh Lal k loda ek jhatake mai khada hoo gyaa, Lal ki najar kisi chumbak ki tarah us orat pe chipak gayi, or vo bahoot gehari najar se uski har chal dekh raha thaa, us orat k bhadi bare mamme kapado k bhitar chalane pe haule haule hil rahe the, or Lal kaa loda phupkare mar raha thaa, uske baad uski najar bade bade tarbooj pe gayi, Lal madhosh sa hoo gyaa, or chip chip k apne najar us orat pe gada liya,

Saba koo kuch der se aisa lag raha thaa jaise koi ussko dekh raha hoo, or vo andar hi andar sihar jati hain, Saba kaa najar idhar udhar gyaa but ussko koi nahee dikha, tabhi saba ki badi beti aa jati hain, jis se vo gale milane k baad baatein karane lagati hain, tabhi saba ki najar padati hain Lal pe, or vo sakpaka jaati hain,

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Saba ki najar Lal se ladi hui thi, or Lal bhi lagatar saba koo ghure jaa raha thaa, Saba ne pehale ayese batameez insaan koo nahee dekha thaa, or Saba k sir pe gussa chadhane laga, or vo kuch bahana bnaa k apne kamare mai jaane lagi, or apne hall mai baith gayi,

Saba k chehre pe ajeeb si sikan thi, usne ayese badtameez insan koo pehale nahee dekha thaa, joo ussko usi k ghr mai vaheshi ki tarah ghure jaa raha thaa,



-saba aap ayese chintit kyu baithi hui hai,

Saba ki najar uske sauhar pe padati hain, or vo aage badh kr ussko gala laga leti hain,

-Are saba kya kr rahi hoo, abhi ghr mai itne log hain, choro muze,

Saba apne sauhar koo chorana nahee chahti thi but vo Saeed koo achche se janati thi, or vo chor deti hain,

-Khana ban gyaa madam to jara khana laga dijiye,

-Han bnaa k gayi hain, aap baitho mai khana nikalwa deti hu,

-aap nahee khaiyega Saba,

-nahee Saeed maira(mera) bhukh nahee hai, aap khao,

Saba apne ghr k nukar se khana nikal dene koo bolke upar chhat pe chali jaati hain, Saba koo dukh or kafi gussa aa raha thaa, Saba chhat pe kuch der ghum kr apna man halka karati hain, but uska gussa or badh jata hain, uska sauhar ne ussko kamare mai bheja thaa, or Saba andar se chudai(sex) k liye tayyar hoo gayi thi, or ab vo apna baat bhi yad nahee thaa, Saba k andar thoda narazagi or badh jati hain,

Saba yuhin apne jiwan ki baaton pe dhyan de rahi thi, uskae hardiya(heart) mai achchanak se vo galti yaad aa gayi, joo usne apne jawani k josh mai kiya thaa, or vo apne sapane mai kho jati hain

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Saba ek all girls urdu school mai padhati thi, us school mai muskil se 12 ladkiyan thi, vo jamana alag thaa, khud saba k abbu maa(ammi) nahee chahte the ki Saba aage padhe or uske liye rista khoj rahe the, Saba khud beman school jati thi, Saba koo bhi ab nikah kaa soch achcha lagane laga thaa, Saba koo uske abbu har din school lane or lejane aate the, Saba ki saheliyan bhi usi ki tarah band band rahane wali thi, aisa Saba koo lagata thaa,

Saam kaa time thaa or Saba apne abbu kaa intejaar kr rahi thi, Saba k samane hi dheere dheere school khali hone laga, Saba thoda dar gayi, thodi der intejaar karane pe bhi wale walid nahee aaye to Saba thoda ghabrane lagi, isi ghabrahat mai Saba koo piyas lagi, or Saba chapakal k paas jaane lagi pani pine k liye, ye chapakal school kaa nahee baliki school se thoda bahar public kaa thaa, Saba wahin pe kal chala k pani pine lagi, Saba koo akele kal chalane mai dikkat hoo raha thaa, vo kal chala k aage jaati, tab tak pani ruk jata, Saba koo jhallahat hone lagi, or gusse mai kal k bagal mai baith gayi,

Saba yuhin muh latkaye hue thi ki kal se pani nikalane laga, Saba thoda ghabra k piche dekhi, wahan pe ek anjaan ladaka khada thaa, Saba biha kisi mehram k kahi nahee jaati thi, or yahan uske liye ek ladaka paani chala raha thaa, Saba kaa hardiya(heart) kiya ki daud k school wapas jaaye or abbu kaa intejaar kare, but uski piyas kafi thi, or vo aage jhuk pani pine lagati hain,

Saba kuch der mai pani pii k hatane lagati hain, or vo ladaka bol padata hain,

-aapne pani pii liya,

Saba kaa sarir darr se kanmp raha thaa, uske Sir gol gol hilane laga, or Saba jabardasti bol padati hain,

-haan, aap kal chala band kr dein,

vo ladaka kal chalana band kr deta hain, Saba koo lag raha thaa ki vo chala jayega, but vo nahee jata hain, or Saba koo ek baar upar se niche dekhata hain, Saba joo Burkhe mai thi, uske sarir mai sihran daudane lagati hain,



-aapse kuch bolun to aap bura nahee manoge na,

Saba ye sun or ghabra jaati hain, but ab vo thoda apne aap pe kabu kr li thi,

-boliye,

-aap bura nahin maonge to bolunga,

Saba kaa ek nazar apne abbu koo khoj raha thaa, but abhi tak unka koi ishara nahee pata chal raha thaa,

-nahin manungi,

Saba kaa darr se sthithi(condition) kharab thaa, or ab uska sarir kanpane laga thaa, joo us ladake koo saaf dikh raha thaa, vo ladaka kuch der Saba koo dekhata hain, or Saba uske najar se or ghabrane lagati hain, or vo ladaka bolata hain,

-Fauzia mai tumse bahoot ishq karata hu, or mai tumhare bina zinda nahee rah paunga,

Saba ye sun sann rah gayi, fir ussko ehsas hota hain ki ye ladaka us se galati se ye sab bol raha thaa, ussko shayad uske burkhe mai uski sahpathi Fauzia jaisi dikh rahi thi, Saba ek taraf thoda rahat kaa saans leti hain, to dusare taraf ussko thoda mayushi bhi hota hain,

-mai mai Fauzia nahin hu, mai Saba hu,

Saba k muh se nikalata hain,

vo ladaka thoda ghabra jata hain,

-maaf kr dijiye mai aapko koi or hi samajh baitha,

or vo ladaka aage jaane lagata hain, Saba andar se kafi mayush hoo jaati hain, tabhi piche se uske abba jaan kaa awaz aata hain or Saba unke sath ghr nikal jati hain.

Ab agle din se Saba Fauzia pe najar rakhane lagi, Fauzia us class mai sabse choti thi, or vo hamesha abaya pehan kr rakhati thi, Saba koo aisa kuch alag hote hue nahin dikha,

Saba yuhin dophar mai baith alima kaa diya padh rahi thi, tabhi uska najar Fauzia pe pada, vo idhar udhar dekh rahi thi, or aisa lag raha thaa jaise vo kahi chup k jaane kaa soch rahi hain, school chalate kahi bhi chup kr jaana bilkul namumkin thaa, but Saba koo lag raha thaa vo kuch na kuch gadbad karane k firak mai hai, uske dimag mai us din vo ladaka aata hain, Saba bhi piche se Fauzia pe najar rakhe rahati hain, or jaisa Saba koo laga thaa Fauzia chupkar usi chapakal k taraf nikal jati hain, or Saba bhi uske piche nikal jaati hain, Saba k samane Fauzia Chapakal k bagal mai bane gali mai chali jaati hain, or wahan bane ek khandar mai ghus jaati hain, Saba bhi piche piche wahin pahunch jati hain,

-anhn anhn aaaanhn,

andar se kisi k mimiyane ki awaz aa rahi thi, Saba kaa nash uske sir pe chadh gyaa, Saba ne aisa awaz apne maa(ammi)-abbu k kamare mai se suna thaa, or andar Fauzia thi, Saba kaa pura sarir romanchit hoo gyaa, or uska sir jhatake khane laga, Saba ne himmat dikhayi or andar jhank kr dekhane lagi,



or Saba wahan se tez kadamo se bhagati hain,

-hain allllh,

Saba ne joo andar dekha, vo sapane mai bhi nahee soch sakati thi, andar Fauzia us ladake k god mai, or us ladake kaa ang Fauzia k andar, Saba kaa dimag chakarane lagata hain, or usne apne abaya koo bichawan bnaa rakha thaa, Saba kaa pura sarir akadane laga, or vo class mai pahunchti hain,

-saba aap kahan thi,

Andar ek karmchari us se puchati hain, Saba ghabra jati hain,

-vo baji, mai pani pine gayi thi,

-achcha, waise aapne Fauzia koo dekha hain kya, vo bhi gayab lag rahi hain,

Saba iss baat pe chup rahati hain,

-mai nahee janati baji,

Saba uske baad sidhe soch mai jaati hain, uska sarir abhi bhi kanmp raha thaa, or vo kissa uske ankh k samane kisi film ki tarah chal raha thaa, Saba koo mehsus hota hain ki uska pyajama geela hoo gyaa thaa, Saba apna hanth apne jindagi mai pehali baar apne sarmgah mai dalaati hain, or uska sarir kanmp jata hain, Saba kaa hanth roke nahee rukata, or vo apne safed sarmgah k gehrai mai apna ek anguli utar deti hain,



Saba kaa sthithi(condition) kharab hoo raha thaa, or uska pair kanpane lage, Saba ki uttejana charm pe pahunch gayi or uske pair ne uska sath chor diya or vo soch mai dhamm se gir gayi, or uska choot(चुत) ek fuarra chod uske pyajama pura geela kr deta hain,

bahoot muskil se Saba masik kaa bahana kr bach jaati hain, ussko wahin pe Fauzia dikhati hain, bilkul masoom abaya mai lipati, usi abaya koo usne bichawan bnaa kr,

-hain aaaaaaaaaaalh,

Saba ghr koo chali jaati hain,

Saba k maa(ammi) abbu us din kafi khus the, or kuch der mai ussko bhi bata diya jata hain, Saba kaa rista tay kr diya gyaa thaa, kisi Saeed naam kaa aadami se, Saba ye samachar(news) sun kafi khus hui, kyuki andar hi andar vo chahati thi ki koi ussko mohabbat kare Fauzia ki tarah, Saba uske baad school jana band kr deti hain, or uska sara dhyan uske nikah pe lag jata hain, Saba k nikah k lagbhag 4 mahine the, or vo ghr mai baith keval(only) sajati sawanrti thi, or kuch bhi nahee, Saba k andar kaa utha havas bhi kuch din mai dabane lagata hain,

Saba kaa ayese hi din bit raha thaa, uske ghr mai usi k nikah k liye kuch banaya jaa raha thaa, uske liye kafi laboureres aaye hue the, Saba apne hijab mai baithi hui thi, Saba yuhin baith k apna kaam pe dhyan de rahi thi, tabhi wahan pe kaam karane wala ladaka ussko dekh kr ankh mar deta hain, Saba andar se saham jaati hain, or daud k ghr k andar ghus jaati hain, Sana koo fir wahi ahsas hota hain joo ussko vo ladake se huaa thaa, Saba kaa sarir machalane laga, vo ab us ladake se bach k rahane lagi, apne kamare mai dubak kr, kaam kuch hi din chala or Saba chip chip k bach gayi, or usne chain ki saans liya jab agle din koi labour nahee aaye, karzkram suru hoo gyaa or pura pariwar or khud Saba usme masgool hoo gaye, Saba isi beech uth kr kuch der hawa khane nikalati hain ki uske kandhe pe kisi kaa hath padata hain, or Saba chaunk jati hain, ye wahi labourer thaa,

-aaa aaaha aaaauu atum yaaaaha kya kr rahe hoo,

Saba apne aap koo sambhalate hue bolati hain,

-daro nahee, or kripya halla mat karo,

Saba chup hoo jati hain, or dheere se but gusse se puchati hain,

-pagal hoo tum, himmat kese hui tumhari mere sarir pe hath dalane ki, dafa hoo jao lanati,

vo ladaka chup chap wahin khada rahata hain,

-mai aapse mohabbat karata hu, aapke bina mai mar hi jaunga,

Saba chaunk jaati hain, iss labour ne uske nikah kaa samiyana banaya hain, or ab ye kya bak raha hain,

-lanati dafa hoo jao yaha se,

Saba kaa gusse se sara sarir kanmp raha thaa, Saba wahan se sidhe apne kamare mai bhag jati hain, or koi ussko bulane aaye to tabiyat kaa bahana bnaa deti hain,

but vo ladaka har din Saba k ghr k bahar aa chakkar katane laga, or apne udas manhusiyat wala sakal bnaa leta, Saba k nikah kaa din paas aa raha thaa, Saba koo samajh mai nahee aa raha thaa ki vo kya kare, vo apne pariwar walon koo bata sakti thi, but asliyat ye thaa ki ussko khud isme bahoot maza aa raha thaa, or vo chup chup k us ladake koo satate hue dekhati thi,

Saba k nikah kaa vaqt aa gyaa thaa, aagle din saba k liye ek aadmi ghodi chadh aane wala thaa, Saba but kuch or hi gul khila rahi thi, ussko ab iss ladake mai bada maza aane laga thaa, or fir Saba ek aisa faisala kiya jiske wajah se usne apne aap koo kafi kosa, but andar hi andar ussko kafi lazzat bhi aya.



Agle din Saba kaa barat thaa, or aaj santi thi, log jaldi soo gaye the, Saba apne khidki se bahar jhanki to ussko vo ladaka wahin dikha, Saba apna himmat juta k us ladake koo ishara karati hain, vo ladaka koo yakin nahee aata hain ki Saba ussko bula rahi hain, or vo daudate hue Saba k paas aata hain, or Saba ussko ishare se chhat pe bulati hain,

-ye ladake, tum kyu maira(mera) picha karate hoo, dekahte nahin tum muze nahee paa paoge, waise bhi kal maira(mera) nikah hain, tum chale jao yahan se,

but us ladake kaa kuch or hi plan thaa, or vo jhapatte se Saba koo pakad leta hain, or Saba koo chumane lagata hain, or dusare hanth se Saba kaa laal lehanga utarane lagata hain, Saba kuch der samajh nahee paati ki akhir kya hoo raha hain, but uska sarir janata thaa ki ussko kya chahiye or Saba apna kapada utarane k khud sath dene lagi,



or dekhate dekhate Saba kasarir nagn hogaa, or vo ladaka Saba koo wahin pade barat k liye laye tosak pe gira deta hain,

Saba ki saans tej chal rahi thi, or us ladake ki bhi, chandani raat k rosani mai chamate Saba kaa sarir dekh vo ladaka pagal hoo raha thaa,



Saba kaa chehra us ladake pr thaa, or uska Saba pe, vo ladaka Saba kaa pair faila deta hain, or Saba bhi mansik roop se tayyar hoo jati hain, Saba apne sarmgah joki pani bahane se bilkul chikna hoo gyaa thaa, ek garam rod mehsus karati hain, Saba koo romanch or dar kaa ajeeb misran mehsoos hota hain,

Achanak hi vo ladaka Saba k muh pe apna muh rakh deta hain, or pure taqat se apna loda Saba k choot(चुत) mai daalane lagata hain,



Saba ki kanwari choot ek jhatake mai phat jaati hain, Saba buri tarah se machal rahi thi, but vo ladaka Saba koo apne kabu mai kr liya, or ek or jhatka deta hain, or Saba kaa choot(चुत) kaa baal. uske ladake k jhat k baal se mil jata hain, Saba kaa sarir sthil hoo jata hain, kuch der k liye Saba kaa hosh chala jata hain, Saba koo koo kuch paani jaisa choot(चुत) se nikalate mehsus hota hain, Saba waise hi us ladake k niche aadhe ghate tak padi rahi, Saba koo fir hosh aa jata hain, or vo ladaka haule haule Saba kaa choot(चुत) mai loda andar bahar karane lagata hain, or Saba koo kuch der mai lazzat se bhar jaati hain, Saba koo kuch der mai kafi maza aane lagata hain, or vo us ladake kaa sath dene lagati hain, vo ladaka Saba k choot(चुत) mai apna mani dalane lagata hain, or phit apna loda bahar khinchata hain,

Bilkul laal, Saba ye dekh darr jati hain,



but vo ladaka jhat se choot(चुत) koo apne gamchi se saaf kr deta hain, or fir Saba koo chumane lagata ha, Kuch der mai Saba dubara tayyar hoo jati hain, or fir undono kaa dusara pari suru hota hain, isbaar Saba koo utna dard nahee huaa or vo maje se loda lene lagati hain,



Saba tessari baar chudane k baad uske, Saba k andar jama mani risane lagata hain, Saba do baar jhad gayi thi, or usko uthane tak kaa himmat nahee thaa, or uske kokh se mani risane lagata hain,



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Saba yuhin soch kr aahein bhar rahi thi, ki usko apne piche koi mehsus hota hain, Saba piche murati hain, ye wahi labourer thaa, Saba ghur k ussko dekhati hain,

-kya chahiye tumhe, tumhe upar aane se kama kara thaa na shrimaan ne,

vo ladaka Saba koo ghurate jata hain,

-kya chahiye badtameez ladake,

vo ladaka aage badhata hain, or Saba koo apne gale mai le leta hain, or Saba kaa bade bade nitamb koo masalane lagata hain,

-hain lalllah kya kr raha hain, aaaaaaah,

Uske baad vo ladaka Saba k mamme pakad usko chumane lagata hain, uska jeebh Saba k gale koo romane lagate hai, or Saba ek bakari ki tarah memane lagati hain, Saba bina kisi virodh k ye sab jhel rahi thi,

-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,

vo ladaka ye sun jhat se chod deta hain, or Saba wahin pe hanfane lagati hain,

-Madam mai aapse bahoot mohabbat karata hu, muze ek mauka dijiye mai aapko saboot dunga apne pyaar kaa,

Saba wahin khade khade ascharyachakit us ladake koo jaate dekahte rahati hain, Saba koo apne choot(चुत) se rista huaa pani mehsus hone lagata hain,

Chapter No - 3 :: Nafrat

Lal wahan se tez kadamo se bhag jata hain, ussko khud yakin nahee hoo raha thaa ki usne kese itni himmat dikha di, iss khatun koo usi k ghr mai pariwar walon k bich mai daboch liya, uske sauhar uske ristedaar uske bahche sab wahin pe the, Lal koo kafi darr lag raha thaa ki aage ye khatun kya faisala leti hain, Lal man hi man bhagane kaa plan bhi banane laga, usne piche saba ki sthithi(condition) tak pe gaur nahee kiya, joo wahin stabdh khadi hui thi,

Saba kaa muh kisi machali ki bhanti khul band hoo raha thaa,



Saba koo yakin nahee aaya ki uske sath kya huaa, vo apneaap koo sambhal nahee paa rahi thi, saba kaa sara sarir mai ajeeb si kanpan thi, jise vo hata nahee paa rahi thi, saba k andar ki sihran uske mamme or uske sarmgah koo garam kr rahe the, Saba wahin kuch der khadi kanpati rahi, fir dheere dheere ussko honsh aane laaga ki uske sath kya huaa hain, or ussko gussa aane lagata hain,

Saba wahan se bhagate hue us ladake k piche jaati hain, Saba kaa gussa ab uske sir pe thaa, vo us ladake koo aukat dikha dena chahti thi,

Lal koo saba uske taraf gusse mai aate hue dikhati hain, vo samajh jata hain uska yahan khatiya khada hoo chuka hain, or vo jhat se apne chappal koo pehan wahan se Saba k pahunchane k pehale ghr se nikal bhag jata hain, Lal abhi haal mai pita thaa, or vo abhi bhi langada k chal raha thaa, vo abhi mar nahee khana chahta thaa,


Saba Lal koo bhagate dekh thodi teji dikhati hain, but vo pehale hi nikal jata hain, Saba but ussko bahar nahee dhundhane jati hain,
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Lal yuhi bhatak raha thaa, uske pet mai kafi chuhe kud rahe the, but uska dhyan keval(only) us orat pe thaa, Lal ne uske apne bahon mai liya thaa or ussko ye malum pad chuka thaa ki ye orat kafi madak hain, or Lal ayese hi badi umar k madak sudol sarir wale auratein koo bhogana chahta thaa, but Lal koo aisa laga ki usne direct us orat koo pakad apna chance bigad liya thaa, tabhi Lal k pet mai se awaz aata hain, ussko kafi tez bhukh laga hau thaa, Lal koo samajh mai n ahi aa raha thaa ki vo kya kare, uske paas iss sahar mai koi sahara nahee thaa, or vo kam chod bhag aaya thaa, Lal waise hi sadak k kinare baith gyaa,

Saba k hanth se vo ladaka bhag k nikal gyaa thaa, vo apne naak se hunkar nikalate hue apne kamare mai jaati hain, Saba apne kamare mai let jati hain, Saba ek kafi under sexed orat thi, or ussko apne andar k piyas k bare mai jara bhi andaza nahee thaa, or Saba letate hi iska ahsas hoo jata hain, Saba koo apne jangh mai kafi kapada chipka huaa mehsus karata hain, Saba sarm se laal hoo jati hain, ussko mehsus hoo jata hain ki ye kuch or nahee usi k sarm gah se rista huaa pani thaa,

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Lal kaa bhukh badhata jaa raha thaa, ussko samajh mai nahee aa raha thaa ki vo kya kare, or idhar udhar bhatakane laga, but dophar k tez dhup mai dukane bhi kafi band thi, Lal bhik mangane koo soch raha thaa but vo ye achche se janata thaa ki koi ussko bhik nahee dega, Lal k sare darwaje band hoo rahe the, tab lal koo yaad aata hain ki us orat k ghr khane koo milane wala thaa, kaam k baad, Lal kaa dimag kaa batti khulata hain, or vo wahan se uth apna kapada saaf kr wapas us dilkas hasin k ghr k or nikal jata hain, wahan pahunch k haal chaal paat karata hain ki koi hungama to nahee huaa or ussko pata chalata hain ki wahan kuch shor nahee huaa thaa, Lal chip k khane wale jagah pe chala jata hain, wahan pe vo jhat se thali utha khane pe tut padata hain,

Saba sone ki kosis karati hain, but uske sarir mai jalag badhate hi jaa raha thaa, uska sthithi(condition) kafi kharab hone laga or upar se uska sauhar kahi bahar vakalat mai vyast thaa, Saba koo iss se jyada gussa apne kalpana pe aa raha thaa, jab vo ankhein band karati wahi ghatiya ladaka uske jahan mai aa raha thaa, Saba dheere dheere apne upar se kabu khone lagati hain, or uska hanth apne sarmgah ki taraf badh jata hain,

-aaaaaaaaaaaah uimaaaaaaa, aaaaaah eeeee eeeee aaaaaaaah,

Saba ki anguliyan uske choot(चुत) mai rengane lagati hain, Saba kaa sarir ayese bhaati bnaa huaa thaa ki uska haanth kabu k bahar jaane laga, kuch hi palon mai Saba kaa sarir akadane laga, or vo apne charm seema pe pahunchane lagi,

or idhar Lal khana kha leta hain, ab uska dimag fir kaam karane lagata hain, Lal fir usi mehbooba koo dhundhane lagata hain, Nikah k baad log kafi thake haare hue the, isliye ussko koi tok nahee raha thaa, or Lal har kamare mai jaa apne dilkas jaan koo dhundhane lagata hain,

Saba apne manzil pe pahumchane wali thi, uske haanth apne aap hi aage piche upar neeche hoo rahe the, ki achanak bahar se dwar(door) khulata hain,

-krrrrrrrrrrrrrrk,

or Lal k samane badhawashi ki sthithi(condition) mai Saba or Saba k samane usko sapane mai satane wala vo ladaka, Saba apne aap koo rokane ki kosis taq nahee ki or uska pura sarir akad jata hain, or vo wahin dharasai hoo jaati hain,

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Lal k samane vo khatun apne sarmgah koo kas kr pakad apne aap koo rokane ki kosis kr rahi thi, but nakamyab hoo rahi thi, Lal bhi karahate apne jaan koo dekh aage badhata hain, or ek jhatake mai Saba k dono pairon koo pakad leta hain, Saba abhi iss sthithi(condition) mai nahee thi ki ussko vo rok paye, or iska fayada utha Lal uska pyajama sarka deta hain, or apna dono hath Saba k jangho pe laga deta hain,

Saba ki sarir machali ki tarah chatpata to rahin thi, but uske andar ki taqat jaise khatam si hoo gayi thi, Lal Saba k pair failata hain, or uske samane vo cheez thi jiski vo talash mai thaa, iss orat ki madak choot(चुत), laar tapkati hui, gulabi choot(चुत) joo uske ammi(maa) k umar ki thi, Lal ki ankon mai chamak thaa, uska hardiya(heart) bhi tezi se dhadakane laga, usne aisa madak orat pehale shayad hi dekha thaa, Saba ki sthithi(condition) bilkul kharab thi, ussko mehsus hoo raha thaa, ki koi gair mard uske sarm gah koo ankh laga raha thaa, uske jhang koo failaye hue thaa, but ussko himmat nahee hoo rahi thi ise mana karane ki, ayese hi kuch pal bita or Lal ki saans saba apne sarmgah pe mehsus ki or vo siharane lagi, uska choot(चुत) dubara pani mai dubane laga, Saba karati bhi to kya, agar vo sor karati to vo logo koo kese samjhati ki yahan kya hoo raha hain, Saba ki hosh to aa gyaa thaa but fir bhi vo murtad wahi leti rahi, Lal Saba k sarir koo niharane lagata hain, Lal uske baad Saba kaa dhake hue tan se kapade koo upar kr deta hain, or Saba kaa bade bade mamme uske muh k samane aa jate hai,



Lal iss orat k mamme dekh pagal hone lagata hain, uske muh se lar tapak jata hain, Saba ne but iss harqat se himmat juta leti hain, or jhat se kapade koo pehan baith jati hain,

-kya huaa tumhe achcha nahee laga,

Saba ki surat rone jaise hoo gayi thi, or vo apna sarir chipa leti hain,

-sssaaaeed, please,

Lal fir saba k paas jata hain, or uske chehre koo pakad leta hain,

-abhi to kitna tumhe achcha lag raha thaa,

-nahee cch ch chale jao tum yahan se,

Lal or aage badhata hain, uska chehra ab saba k chehre k samane thaa, or Saba tabhi jod se chekhati hain, or Lal wahin gir jata hain,

-bachao muze, SAAAAAAEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD,

Lal ghabra jata hain, ussko samajh mai nahee aaya ki ye kya huaa, Lal darr jata hain, vo pehale se langda raah thaa, joo aage badh Saba kaa muh pakad leta hain,

-sali kya kr rahi hain, maira(mera) jaan legi kya,

Saba ki ruashi aankhein us ladake pe thi, or vo ladaka uske muh koo pakad chup kara raha thaa, Saba fir jedhojahat chutane koo karane lagi but vo choot(चुत) nahee paa rahi thi,

-choro muze eeeeeh aaaaaaaaaaah hato mere paas se,

ab saba or lal mai hatapai suru hoo jati hain, Lal Saba koo kas kr pakada huaa thaa, Saba na choot(चुत) paa rahi thaa, na halla kr paa rahi thi, uske ankhon se ab anshu kafi tez chalane lagate hai, Saba koo samajh mai nahee aa raha ki akhir usne aisa kya aparaadh kr diya ki alh ussko ye saja de raha hain,

Lal koo kisi k aa jane kaa darr thaa but kafi der mai bhi koi nahee aaya to vo thoda himmat lata hain,

-dekh mai tumse bahoot mohabbat karata hu, maira(mera) jab pehali nazar tumpe pada mai tabhi se tumse mohabbat karata hu, mere paas kuch nahee hain dene koo siwaye jaan k, please tum bhi mujhse mohabbat kr lona,

Saba ye sun sant hoo jati hain, ye Lal bhi mehsus karata hain, or vo saba k muh se hanth hata leta hain, Saba k ankhon mai anshu abhi bhi tair rahe the,

-I hate you, samjhe ladake mai tumse ture dilo jaan se nafrat karati hu,

Ye sun Lal koo gussa aa jata hain, nafrat nafrat, Lal ye sabd apne dilkas se badast nahee kr paa raha thaa, or Saba ussko or galiyan sunane lagati hai,

-tum gawar jahil, garib tuze himmat kese hui mere taraf aankh utha k bhi dekhane ki,

Saba ab Lal koo galiyan nikalane lagi, or Lal andar se thoda hil sa gyaa, ussko ye jara bhi ummid nahee thi, Lal ab saba koo chor deta hain, or wahin khada saba k nange sarir koo niharane lagata hain, Lal kisi kimat pe saba koo nahee chor sakta thaa, uska janwar ussko nahee chodane deta, or Lal saba koo jod se ek thppad marata hain, or saba rone lagati hain,

-chup sali,

Saba dheere dheere ro rahi thi, uska sarir fir nidhal hoo jata hain, or Lal apna pant utarane lagata hain, Saba ye dekh kanmp jati hain, uska darr se sthithi(condition) kharab hoo jata hain, or vo or rone lagati hain, Saba ki nazar iss ladake k loda pe padati hain, or vo ussko jaane ki beekh mangane lagati hain,

-chor do allah k liye muze chor do, tum mere bete jaise hoo,

Saba ki awaz rone se sukh gayi thi, or bahoot muskil se nikal rahi thi, or Lal k andar kaa haiwan ab kuch sunane koo tayyar nahee thaa, but Lal iss orat kaa rape nahee karana chahta thaa, vo iss se shayad asli mai mohabbat kr baitha thaa, but ussko apna nishan iss orat pe lagana thaa taki vo ispe apna haq jata sake, or Lal saba k muh k samane uske baal koo pakad apne loda koo aage piche karane lagata hain,

-chor do, aaaaah,

Saba apne nazar koo iss kale chamadi wale loda se haatne ki kafi kosis kr rahi thi, but uski nazare wahi gad jaa rahi thi, Saba k samane har cheez ab slow motion mai chal raha thaa, Lal kuch dino se apna pani nahee nikala thaa, or vo kuch der mai apne manzil pe pahunch gyaa, or vo apna mani saba k chehre pe girane laga, Saba koo ye sab yakin hi nahin hoo raha thaa, or dekhate hi dekhate vo ladaka saba k muh apna nishan laga k bhag gyaa,



Saba kuch der mai uthi, ussko kafi galiz sa mehsus hoo raha thaa, or vo alh kaa naam lene lagi, or mafi mangane lagi, or ayese hi vo uth nahane koo chali gayi,

vo ladaka wahan se apna muh chupa k bhag gyaa, but ussko malum thaa ki abhi ghee nahee nikala hain.